The soul mate YOU sent

Chapter 23 Mas Damar's

I was surprised to see a figure standing on the porch of the house, although from afar and in the dark of the night I was very familiar with that posture. Someone I don't want to see for the rest of my life. What does he want here? I really don't want to deal with him anymore. Mas Zaky realized my discomfort.

"You want ae's daughter back? Kayak'e you know who I am. Opo I'm down dewe ae, you are diem here", said Mas Zaky calmly. I could feel the tension in his voice.

"G' no mas, we keep ae. I'm our home, make opo we should be gone. Let me go down and ngadepin, I'm you're curious he wants opo again here.", I replied withholding emotions.

Our car stopped in the yard. The figure stood gallantly without hesitation and blocked the entrance. When I got out of the car, her warm smile greeted me shamelessly, the same smile she'd seen me every five years.

"Mas Damar?!", I asked to confirm even though it was very clear that it was him.

What he did next was something more shocking than his being here.

Along with the closing of my mouth he ran forward towards me and very quickly I was already in his arms, without being able to dodge. My perfectly round eyes were shocked by his actions. His hug was so strong that it made it hard to breathe. A second later I was out of his arms and all I knew was behind Mas Zaky's back.

"What are you doing?!", asked Mas Zaky coldly. I could feel an extremely hot aura of anger in the coldness and heaviness of his voice.

"Iki's none of your business. Move aside! I have business karo Nia.", replied Mas Damar no less cold.

I used to be happy when she picked me Nia. A beloved call given specifically by Mas Damar. But this moment when he called me by that name felt like a handful of salt sprinkled over the wound. What does she want? I told him I didn't want to deal with him anymore. Pulling on Mas Zaky's soft arm, I stepped beside him.

"Opo Seng you want? I g'ono business again with you?", I said trying to calm down.

The moment before him was like this the memory of him coming here with his mom and sister came back to attack me. Their words that pierced my heart like they just said yesterday. The result of their arrival was that I lost my baby. I really hate this guy. I don't want to see them again no matter what.

"Nia, where are you? I wait for you from noon lo.", said Mas Damar with a smile regardless of the displeased tone of my previous question.

I frowned confused at his attitude. Bizarrely. The last time he was angry and insulted me. This time he greeted me with a hug and a sweet attitude. Amusingly.

"You're playing opo se mas?, I g' understand. G' need to muter-muter, you say here!", my hardik is caught off guard by his behavior.

"I know you're mad at me. I'm here to apologize to you. Nia, iso are we talking?". This time Mas Damar's look was more serious but with a soft tone.

I felt Mas Zaky's finger slipping between my fingers, weaving them with a firm but gentle grip. I know this means that he does not agree with Mas Damar's request to speak with me. As a wife, I have to take care of my husband's feelings. After all, I was also reluctant to just be alone with Mas Damar.

"You want to say by the way, Mas Zaky is here because of me!", I replied coldly.

I could see the discomfort from Mas Damar's eyes, but I ignored it. I don't want to be kind right now. The wounds he had sustained were able to erase all of our fond memories of all of our years together.

"Okay, I'll talk without hesitating to ahead of him. I g'm sure yo he g' will be hurt by our chatter.", said Mas Damar trying to look relaxed and not disturbed by my attitude.

"We crap ndek in ae. Shame on the neighbors" said Mas Zaky as he led me to the locked door.

While I was sitting next to Mas Zaky inside, he never took his grip off my hand. I'm grateful for that. Honestly, I need his support right now. Mas Damar sat opposite to us. Seen an unhappy look as we stared at our intertwined hands.

"It! Can you take your hands off her? I g' like to see", said Mas Damar cynically, starting this conversation.

"Huuuuf, okay. I can hold it" he said later after taking a deep breath.

"Nia, I'm sorry to you for my attitude last time. I really-gener wes outrageous to you. When I confused Nia, I just realized from the coma and immediately got word if you marry another man. Try you think piye reaction me time. I'm shocked, confused, angry, g' percoyo. What else fits here I see your stomach wes looks enlarged, I hurt Nia. I'm..."

"I'm your son!!", cut me in a slightly loud voice.

"I knew. I'm sorry when I'm g' percoyo with you. When I was blinded roso jealous zinc very big.", sound sincerity in his voice.

"You know what?", I asked suspiciously.

"Yo, I know. More precisely'e I just found out this afternoon. I met Lani on purpose at the lunchtime restaurant. After a bit of a fight he finally told me about you when I g' was around. Stories about your pregnancy including a zinc accident happened with our baby. I'm really sorry Nia, you know that I'm really expecting a child from you. I'm..."

"You wish you had a child with Tania, you should marry her. G' you're so damn gentle!", this time it was Mas Zaky who cut the words of Mas Damar with an icy tone.

"You g' know the opo-opo, as good as'e you diem ae!", refuted Mas Damar ketus.

"Where have you been during iki? Opo you mean if you just realized from the coma?", ask me curious and distract those who begin to tighten.

"Ndek the day we meet, morning'e I suddenly have to meet a client in one of the hotels ndek Kepanjen. After the meeting was over I hurried off to meet you. But right after the Pakisaji area I was involved in a zinc accident quite badly, from zinc did not hear I was taken to the nearest health center but handling there g' iso ngehentekno bleeding into my head. I was unconscious and in critical condition was referred to the hospital where you work. For almost two months I was in a coma and g'ono seng eroh my existence including my family. Wallets, hp and some other items are fitting kecelakasn. I'm horrified of Lani you're the same Dito find me. I know you're gonna be diem ae, I know you're gonna find me. You love me so much" explained Mas Damar and ended with a sentence that made me uncomfortable.

I was shocked to hear his story. So the patient I saw coming with the puskesmas ambulance was Mas Damar? Mr.X patient whose identity is unknown and make a scene at the hospital is him? So all this time he was so close to me and I didn't realize it. How did this happen? That day I should have taken Lani's advice to see the patient. It's not going to be like it is now. I can't imagine how he could have experienced such an ill-fated thing. Being a lakalantas patient without being accompanied by those closest to him. That's very sad.

"O Allah, you must suffer. Keep piye house people can find you?", ask me again.

"They said the zinc people they told me to get noses I finally knew I was in a coma in the hospital. After knowing my condition seng g' ono development they agreed to take me to Singapore. They said when they found me at the hospital you were on leave because of the health of the hospital. They are also difficult to contact you. After a month more ono ndek RS in Singapore ende I realized and exactly a week after I got word if you want to marry this guy. Even ono some zinc photos they can from the results follow you. One of you again ndek clinic to check the content. After knowing and seeing your picture, my determination to make my heart recover even bigger. I've been learning the walk longer than the doctor's advice. I want to see you for a non-dangerous zinc opo mastiin and photos of iku g' real. I g' percoyo you'll betray me. Until the end I came here with Mama Karo Lita, and see if you really are pregnant.", she continued at length. His face becomes sad.

"You should call me first, I can clear everything to you. Maybe if it's me time you want to hear my explanation, we g' maybe until kayak gini. After we hurt each other", I said feeling sorry for the situation that had happened.

I felt Mas Zaky's knit finger start to stretch, but I squeezed it gently and strengthened the braid of our fingers again. I don't want our hands to be broken. His grasp gave me the strength to listen to Mas Damar's story. I looked at him to see his reaction. I could see the worry and fear in his eyes. What is he worried about and afraid of?

"I know I was reckless, I was stupid g' wanted to terrorize you at that time. My emotions made us lose our baby. I am so sorry Nia. You want to forgive me, right? I beg you to understand my position during my time. You know I love you, I love you. I'm sure you know how I feel when you know you're married to someone else. I ruined Nia, I was ruined. I'm so mad at you. I g' meant to make you hurt with my words. I was a jerk when I. I beg Nia, you want me to apologize", he asked and apologized.

His eyes look teary. This is the third time I have seen tears in her eyes. And everything is related to me. My heart was full of tears. It turns out that my heart still hurts when I see it hurt like this. I saw the uneasiness in his gaze.

"Pliisss Nia, I'm sorry. I know you still love me. We're back from the beginning. I will make up for all my mistakes. I'll be better than before. I promise g' will hurt you. I yo'll ask mommy Lita to apologize to you. Pliiiss Nia, pliiiss.maafin me.", please again when I give him no answer.

I understand how he feels. The feeling he had at that time would have also felt if I was in his position. I would also be devastated if Mas Damar left me and married someone else. But right now I have another man whose hand grip I don't want to take off. I'm getting comfortable on his side. I started enjoying being in her arms. I am getting used to his presence. But I can't deny the warm feeling that I feel at this time when Mas Damar pleads and expresses his love. Maybe Mas Zaky knows my concerns. This time his hand was completely out of my grasp. I turned my head immediately as soon as our fingers separated. "Mas?", I asked as I looked into his eyes.

"But, I'm thirsty. I'll take a drink for us" said Mas Zaky, avoiding my eyes and leaving.

"Nia, pliiiss we're back in the kayak first huh? I promise I will make you happy. I'll leave you again. I promise.", please Mas Damar while grabbing and gracing my hand.

I pulled my hand out of his hand. I turned my head towards the disappearance of Mas Zaky hoping that he would return soon. I didn't want him to leave me alone with Mas Damar but for almost fifteen minutes he didn't come back. He should not let his wife alone with another man, moreover the man has expressed his love for his wife. Does Mas Zaky really have no feelings for me? My heart throbbed pain as the thought flashed. Zaky's attitude convinced me of the choices I was about to make. I took a deep breath before finally telling Mas Damar the decision I made.