
At two o'clock I arrived at the hospital. I'll change my clothes immediately with this hospital nurse uniform. "Not looking'in from earlier you kok nyampek new?", a familiar voice behind me managed to make me jump in shock.
"Sial kowe Lan, ngagetin ae! Dredeg sampek my chest.", I replied while still holding the chest.
"Haha.sory.sory.kamu se nglamun ae, jare abis met Mas Damar kok sek manyun wae. No ration yooo?", ledek Lani while raising her eyebrows.
"Mas Damar said, don't know where. Sebel me!", suddenly there was a strange feeling in my heart. After those words came out of my mouth like a huge rock was hitting my chest.
"Yowes.yowes.yok kerjo first, co-opting your break time crito yo.", take Lani by dragging me out of the locker room in the nurse's room.
I started to shift this afternoon feeling reluctant. After the first task of checking some patients I intend to go to the cafeteria looking for snacks. It was four in the afternoon but I was hungry. When I arrived at the lobby, I could see the ambulance puskesmas coming. It seems to send a critical patient. Because it was seen from the panic of the medical personnel who welcomed him. At first glance I heard someone say accident victim. Well not my fragrance. Instead, I had to hurry considering it wasn't a break but I slipped away to the cafeteria.
The big clock on the wall of the reception desk showed at seven in the evening, no word from Mas Damar. All the scenarios revolve around my brain. It's not usually Mas Damar like this. Three hours is the longest time he hasn't contacted me.
Why down this hallway feels so far away. Every day I passed through this hall a hundred times and it took me only five minutes to reach the rainbow ward. Maybe this mood is affecting my work. I became slow and unobtrusive.
Fortunately, today the children are very obedient. No one whines because they have to take medication or just a routine checkup.
Return to the nurse's room and rest for a moment. Slinging the legs of the goods for a while does not hurt, I thought in my heart.
Cklek.
"Lhoh Mbak Ita is still here anyway, not a morning shift right Mbak?", I asked the figure who was struggling on the archive rack.
"Iyo Tan, this morning sift but back again ono zinc file taper want. Duh mumet me.". Ma'am Ita answered with a crumpled face and continued to check the files.
"Kok biso toh Ma'am? Ono seng knows? Not many other children mbak sopo weroh ono seng ngerti?"(how could it be Mama? Does anyone know no? Do not try to ask other children maybe there are those who know?", ask me bertubi-tubi and molai panic.
"Wes takon-takon even ono Yudi karo Zizah seng helpin nyari but encourage to meet ki."(have been wondering even Yudi and Zizah who helped find but belom met too.), sahut Mbak Ita with a vibrating voice.
I can't bear to see it. Exchanging patient files is not trivial. There is a patient's medical record and personal information in it. This includes carelessness that cannot be tolerated. We have to find him immediately before this news can be heard from the hospital officials. I approached Ita Ma'am and I gently rubbed her shoulders. "Relax Mbak we will all melu nggolek'i kok, iki it is not a problem mbak Ita tok but sak division nurse a child yo involved."(calm Mbak, we will all come looking, we will all follow, this is not only the matter of Ms. Ita but also the problem of one division of child nurses.", as much as I can calm her down.
Drrr..
My phone vibrated. I never gave ringtones to my phone. I always set in silent mode. "Mama Sekar" the name on the phone screen. I slide the green color phone picture.
"yes ma?", my hello.
"Tan kowe isek is still the same Damar? The boy Iku ono meeting at pitu hour would like to reach saiki g' dateng.", the voice of mama Sekar was a bit high across there.
Deg. My heart was like being hit with an invisible hammer. Where's Mas Damar?
"Mboten niku Ma's. Wau made a deal but Mas Damar mboten rawuh, I think wonten work crank urgent. Kulo telefon ngggeh mboten niku lift."((No Ma, it was an appointment but Mas Damar did not come, I think there is urgent work. My phone was also not picked up.", I replied with an agitated heart.
"So pamit wants to see kowe, Iha where yo boy iku. I'm karo papae yo call you until sesel. Lita yo busy calling yo g' there was a response.", Mama Sekar's voice began to sound worried. Same with me. Where the hell are you, Mas? Don't worry me.
"Mama calm first nggeh, menawi Mas Damar wonten crank state urged lan mboten sempet maringi news. Mas Damar maringi news ten kula rumiyen. Kulo sanjangki will be put in kale Mama. ngapunten ngggeh Ma this kulo sampun telas break. The news with each other Ma. Kulo bade continued the task."(mama calm first yes, maybe Mas Damar in an urgent situation and did not have time to tell. Later suppose Mas Damar gave me the news first I will tell you that Mama is looking for him. Sorry Ma my break is over. Give each other the news. I want to get back to work), I mean to end this call. I try to sound strong and hope really strong for all possibilities.
"Yowes son, kowe kerjoe ati-ati yo. Ntar returned kerjo ben was picked up by Mr. Narto wae. Ojo ride taxi online. Wes malem, danger." And the phone call ended.
The rest of my hours felt really long. My thoughts kept turning about Mas Damar. My heart is really restless. All prejudices come in alternating ways. A bit of a diversion came from the issue of file exchange but it didn't last long. Soon the thought of Mas Damar came back to me.
Eleven o'clock in the night I got out of the hospital and I saw him. Narto was ready next to the security guard post.
"Monggo to Tania.", pk. Narto allowed me to get in the car.
"Suwon nggeh sir, ngapunten ngrepotin."(thank you sir, sorry for the trouble). My heart when I was in the car.
None of us talked until the car stopped in front of where I was boarding. The journey only takes fifteen minutes because the road is very slow at night. After making small talk, I immediately entered the boarding house and headed straight to the room. Before getting tired of actually taking over my body I took the time to clean-up carelessly.
Just five minutes of lying down and I was asleep with the shadow of Mas Damar that disappeared with the coming of the dream.