The soul mate YOU sent

The Extra Chapter

The Point of view Damar

I was angry, sad, disappointed. My heart is like being slashed by thousands of knives and sprinkled with salt. Bemoan. How could this happen to me. The story of life like soap operas that often Mbok Mar watch after cleaning the house. I don't want to lose Nia like this. What's on his mind? How could he leave me to marry another man? Still vividly remembered the look on his face when we had a fight at his house a month ago. He looks so hurt. Wh why? I should have been hurt. He betrayed me. I just disappeared for a month and she's married to another man. Even now pregnant. He could have said it was my son.

"SIAAAALLL WOMEN'S BASE!!", I cried the umpteenth time.

"AAAAAAAHHRRRGG, BRENGSSEEEKK!"

Damnit damnit! What have I been doing for her all this time means nothing? He knows I love him so much. Why is he so hearty? I sat down in the corner of my room. With head down and hands hugging knees. It's just like this I've been doing for a month. Angry is unclear. Always tumultuous. I cry every time I remember our memories together. If what he said was true he was looking for me at that time, I still regret his attitude that did not try until the end. Why did he choose to turn around and step to the other person's side? Five years I took care of her, loved her wholeheartedly and easily she turned away.

"AAAAARRRGGGHH!", I cried in frustration at the situation.

I can't keep going like this. I need some fresh air. I'd better take Dito out, I haven't been able to thank him. Kuraih locks the car and rushes to push it through the streets. Traffic was pretty slow this afternoon. While looking for a suitable place, I contacted Dito and relayed my point. We agreed to meet at one cafe we used to visit during a hangout. Fifteen minutes later I saw Dito sitting at a table next to a large glass window with a table full of snacks and drinks.

"Sorry yo Dit, I just found you saiki. I said thank you, mama said you helped me get to the end of my meeting", I said starting a conversation when I was sitting in the chair next to her.

"Halaaah, pake' thank you all. Yo it's natural that I help nyariin you, we'll be the old vice president. Piye now? You're in good health?", replied Dito.

"Wes, healthy walafiat. Hehe", I said while grinning.

"Lha keeps her face wrinkled iku why? Karo Tania? Just met again even fight.", chirps.

"Duck girl I left I married Dit, a real jerk, right? Boyfriend people say he even married another guy!", I replied frustrated by rubbing my face.

"Seriously you? It's funny, bro.

"Liat dewe is my face crooked opo? Mboh. I wes males mbahas iki", I replied melas.

"Sek, clear first. Here's the story first, if you know you're more relaxed."

Without the need for persuasion, the story flowed unhindered. Starting from the wake of me from a coma and hearing about Nia's marriage until finally I came to Nia with Mama and Lita. Also our feud that day. Dito listened to me occasionally with statements like this.

"You're diem ae mama you slap Tania koyok that?, opo g' outrageous iku Mar? She's pregnant too, isn't she?", Dito's facial features look dislike.

"My timing se I'm used to ae, maybe because I'm again emotional. But right away ndek home I keep thinking, especially if you want expression wounded Nia pas iku.", I replied weakly.

"Mar's? You sure I'm not your son?"

"Concure me! He's obviously married. Maybe he married spit-neck because wes was pregnant because of my jerk!", my tone of voice increased in light of his betrayal.

"Emm, Piye yo Mar. I'm sure Tania is like that" said Dito doubtful.

After that Dito told me about his story to find me with Nia, Lani and Zaky to Batu city. How Nia's awkward attitude towards Zaky's existence. About Nia's stupor when I didn't find my presence there. It also includes body signs and gestures Nia caught by Dito's observations.

"I'm sure when Iku Nia wes pregnant Mar. I'm the father of two children. I wes experience with pregnant women even though the belly is not yet big. Iku wes looks. You're trying to talk good, Mar. Is he married, but tetep ae klo baby iku your son opo yo you want diem ae g' ngerti opo-opo about your son? Klo you see Tania when I'm sure you g' will tego noisily so to him.", said Dito at length.

This makes me feel less. What if all this time I had misjudged the situation Nia was facing? Not long after I digested his words Dito surprised me with a pretty loud pat on my upper arm.

"The room! Iku Lani isn't se? You g' try asking ae to him. Sahabate Tania was", said Dito, pointing with his chin at a group of girls walking in front of the cafe.

I turned to make sure and at the right moment the girl's gaze caught my figure. Without having to call Lani stepped up to us with wide excited steps. A second later my head felt cold and crept down my back, shoulders, chest and wet the shirt to my jeans. The water came from a bottle of mineral water that Lani accidentally spilled over my head. Not lost my surprise because of his sudden action, the shrill voice Lani made all the eyes of everyone who was here on our table.

"Akhire me by chance meet you yo ****! So as long as your good attitude is my cover? Akale yo mbok timbukno also yo, g' responsibility you choose a direct target to Tania. It's also great that you've been posing for five more years. The policy of****rotten!", the curse is non-stop.

"What is se Lan?! Your friend is cheap zinc! It's easy for him to jump into another guy's arms. Wes gatel really did not stay three months until g' strong waiting for me to come back? Fortunately I g' so karo gatel girl, ma.", before the end of my words strung a slap hard can make me turn and grimace.

"What's the slap of iki isek luweh lightly teapot slap your mother to Tania? You think to make Tania opo marry cepet-cepet klo g' to cover up your BEJAT behavior!! You two do it but why only Tania Seng has to find a way out of my problem? I g' nahalahno incident of your accident, but your rotten attitude I zinc make me disgusted! G' enough you want Tania kayak that you kill your flesh and blood dewe! Men like you iki Seng should g' n' ndek ndek world. I'm so grateful Zaky seng nikah karo Tania is not family **** rotten koyok you kro your family!", Lani wrath with tears that continue to flow.

The other girls who came with her embraced and calmed her down. But not because of her crying, but what she said that disturbed my mind. To kill? What the hell does he mean?

"Opo mean? I g' understand? The blood of the opo flesh? Killed him? Glindur you?!", not acting stupid, but I really do not understand what he said.

"Your son! The baby in Tania g''s stomach survived after you came home" she said slowly with a trembling body.

Although the slow sound was like lightning striking in the middle of a storm. My ears were ringing and it was as if I was alone in this place. How could? None of us pushed him or made him fall. Is it because of mama's slap? It's impossible, right? He must have lost a lot. Although it's not my son, of course I don't want to until he miscarries like this. I regained my senses from my own world as Dito's warm hand slapped my shoulder softly.

"The room? Oi! you're g' po-po? G' delicious with other visitors, we find a suitable place to manage the problem iki. Ok?", he said soothingly.

Surprisingly Lani also agreed to Dito's proposal. After apologizing for the situation we went to find a suitable place. And it ended with the four of us I, Dito, Lani and one of his friends continuing this conversation in the monument square. The place that Nia and I used to go to since our early days. We went there separately. Arriving at the monument square I immediately flocked Lani with questions about Nia's miscarriage.

"You think a miscarriage is an event just because of ration, impact, blow or other physical contact. You're not as stupid as me, are you? Your rotten words and your family I'm adding to the burden of Tania's zinc mind. Belom-belom before he made my marriage decision with heavy consideration left you. Family pressure not to tarnish a good name. You are delicious, appear-appear live abject there contemptible here. Where there are you thoughts of scorn on the person Tania received during iki!", angry Lani by crossing her hands on the chest.

"On I'm not on the same business as me. I'm the same business he ma men seng hamilin he is. They're yo wes married now. Can make again right.", my timpal ignited emotions because Lani continued to corner me.

"Yes.wah. Fuck you g' responsibility yo, your totality so ****! You think the father of the fetus is that? YOU!! Huuuft, how can I be so stupid talking to you! Wes I told you repeatedly about baby klo my son. So g' wants to admit it to you! If you want proof you're asking the police for help to unload the baby's grave and you're doing a DNA test. I took Tania first to dr. kandungan and iku long before we all knew the existence of the figure of Zaky in the world iki. The day you agreed with Tania here and you were in an accident, she wanted to tell you the news about pregnancy'e." she said at length.

I just kept digesting all his words. Slowly all the pieces of truth about Nia began to coalesce. The tears started coming down my cheeks one by one. The incision in my heart deepened with my awareness of all my mistakes during this time. My head slowly lowered as regret for the sake of regret came over. I felt the soft claps on my back followed by Dito's voice trying to calm me down. But I couldn't hold my body up and raise my head. It was as if a huge rock was propping up my back, heavy, hard to move. Flashes of the day's events began to emerge. Nia's sigh of relief when she first looked at me turned sad and sad. Injured and humiliated.

"I see you're pregnant, you're looking at your stomach. Definitely not like the zinc we planned. So after knowing how I feel, you can't bear to try' with others? Awesome you yo, g' thought you were koyok gini to me. YOU KNOW G' I LOVE DIE TO KAMUUU!!, iso yo you kek gini?."

I clearly remember the disgusting words I said to Nia that morning. How the injured look was clearly drawn on his shoulder face. The anger that came out tore apart the sweet voice that I used to hear.

"Fuck you MAS!! This is your son! You make promises but you say. I'm falling up looking for you. You g' know opo ae seng I'm as natural as baby iki. You leave me to fight alone, now it's so good'e ae you accuse me of the macems behind you!."

Yes tuhaaan! Why am I so stupid! Didn't I always believe him, why did I doubt him at the last moment? 'you *** dickhead Mar', my inner screams justify the swearing of Nia and Lani. And again I lost the child that I had hoped to be among us.

"Mar, wes calm down first yo. You're sorry ae to Tania. Anyway, okay? Yuk didn't come home. I'd like to take a quick ride home aboute, the house guy wes waiting. I yo g' iso left you alone, your condition again g' slick.", Dito's voice was clearly heard after he shook my shoulders a little tighter.

It was only then that I realized that we were both here. There's no more Lani and her friend. Realizing what I thought Dito explained before I even asked.

"They wes back, I sting. Now it's your business just as Tania seng needs to be in straightno. Come back, let's calm down before you meet Tania."

"You're back at Ae's, I'm here to talk again. G' don't worry about me telling the driver to pick me up. And thanks yo Dit, wes nemenin me. Very makasi.", I answered for his invitation and did not forget to thank for being a friend who always existed.

"You sure?... Yowes, don't stay yo. You ati-ati.", said Dito.

After being alone, the memories of Nia came back together. Dancing as if mocking. His cold gaze while driving us from his residence.

"We end our relationship here. In the future I hope we g' ever tangent. And g' onok regret ndek between us, especially for you mas."

You're right Nia, I'm sorry. Very very sorry. What I said that day was truly unforgivable. It was fatal with the passing of our baby. I also changed a cute cheerful little girl into a woman with a sad face hurt with tears that continue to linger. Even after I promised I wouldn't make her cry again three years ago here, now I'm breaking her heart.

"*Wes dong g' to cry again, ugly jadu right? I promise g' will do zinc things to make you cry." I said as I rubbed his cheek gently.

"Benefy yo? Watch out for that again! I g' will just cry but will ngadu to mama sekar klo you like flirt to other girls.", replied Nia with a funny frown but she had stopped crying.

"Well, that's dong. G' can cry. Klo gini would be cute gemesin.", connect me and play the bangs, know he will be more pouting because of it*.

The memory appears unsolicited, as if it had been programmed automatically. It makes my heart worse.

"Hi, Mas Damar huh? I'm Tania a member of the seng osis yesterday called about the grand reunion.", greet a cute and beautiful girl cheerfully.

Memories when we first met did not want to be absent to come to the surface, how cheerful she was at that time with her beautiful face that instantly fascinated me. Also when I shot him after a few months of getting to know each other.

"*Nia, we love hanging out in tugu iki square. So I want to see iki record important events about us. Eemm..Nia..I like you, from the beginning we met se but I was sure saiki. You...mau g' to be my girlfriend? We are.hehe" I said nervously because he was looking at me intensely but still.

So calm it made me even more nervous and afraid that he would reject me. But her cheerful laughter and the warm embrace she gave answered enough that I was welcome. We remi dating*!

That cheerful girl will never see you again. Her shoulder face was imprinted on my skull. Even without closing my eyes I could still see that wounded look. All this time we were able to go through various obstacles together. It's not easy to get this far. Still like yesterday we had a big fight because his parents did not approve of our relationship.

"*You know for yourself!, how I tried to take your parents' heart! All the ways I do it make them! Even you yourself g' know opo why they g' seneng nang me! How do I keep doing?! I'm tired of Nia!", I'm overflowing with her.

"Yo want another piye mas, isoe we yo just try. Are you tired of piye? We stopping? You want us to stop? You really want to give up? You g' see my efforts? Emang during my iki, you try your own self to make love to my parents? G' right mas?, I've always been next to you. I've never left you! We fight together! If you're tired, maybe we should take a break. Maybe you start to get bored with the relationship that started this stag. You take care of your heart first, I'll waitin*."

No. gabe. It can't be like this. I need to see him soon. I have to apologize and persuade him to come back to me. I'm not willing to take Nia off. I will bow down to him so he can forgive me. I also want to know where our baby is buried. Rise up, I immediately ran to where my car was parked.

"*MAS DAMAAAAR, I LOVE KAMUUU!", shouted Nia equal to the loud pounding of the waves.

"Hahaha.kayak alay's boy is ditipi ih.", sahutku*.

Brugh. The loud sound of my body slamming from tripping over my own legs. I ignored the throbbing feeling in my knees and arms, running back towards the highway.

"Nia, ntar klo we wedding wes you want us to make a house where? Ato let g' bother us to buy aja.", I said while gently stroking his head which is in my lap.

Ttiiiii. Ttiiiii. The sound of car and motorcycle horns almost hit me. I ran without paying attention to traffic. Like being chased by time racing with pieces of memories, telling me to hurry. It was as if Nia would disappear if I came a little longer.