The Fate that is Overlooked

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Ajeng was still holding his blanket tightly, after doing the "extraordinary" activity he had just ended up with Barata.

Now, everything is mixed into one. He could feel the unpleasant air between them.

Ajeng did not dare to open his voice first. She knew very well what her husband thought of her.

"So, this is what makes you during marriage with Mas Reno always in the maze by everyone?"

"Aren't you pregnant?" Looking fixed Ajeng, after sipping the drinking water he took from the top of the nightstand on his left.

"2 years not in the same dilapidated Mas Reno? she's so strong." Shaking his head, then leaning his back on the head of the bed.

"Or you...?" Speech ceased.

"Well, didn't you promise me anything?" Ajeng looked up at his head, returning Barata's gaze.

" Obviously, as long as I'm your sister-in-law, I've always served her like a wife in general."

"Doing your best for him."

"Do I need to tell you everything?"

"And you want me to sin to tell the disgrace of the dead ?"

Barata breathed a rough breath. He rubbed his face with one hand.

"Sorry, I can't control my curiosity." Said slowly.

In fact, he could not keep his own promise not to ask Ajeng anything.

"Me and Mas Reno met when we were both really falling, we shared stories."

"About what he and I feel. He's a very nice guy. Until we decided to get married. "

"Before I knew that he was your brother. And until he died, he didn't know who the man I was telling you about. The man who hurt me so deeply, the man who turned out to be his own sister."

"I was lucky to have been in his life, at least I was able to model his incredible patience, and his zeal to heal, in order to perfect me as his wife."

"In fact, God loves him more than me." Seen to look distant. Remembering the events she and Reno had been through.

"In fact fate is so good to you."

"Give me back, even though it's such a long thing that we've passed."

"Me and Mas Reno, you and Anita, until Ashila."

"And we are united."

"The funny thing is destiny played me."

"We." Barata said fast.

Like not accepting that only Ajeng felt like that, in fact he also felt tremendous pain.

"You only see pain from your point of view. I can never see what I've been through, what I've been through, I feel, I fight."

"In fact, you think the pain is only on you."

"Without knowing how sick I am."

"Menetu buhi girls people without taking responsibility isn't that a really inappropriate thing?"

Ajeng, who heard Barata yelling stifled, gripped his blanket even tighter. Her innocent body trembled. Between shock and unexpected Barata will be out of control like that.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry.." Barata who saw Ajeng's reaction, immediately hugged him. While Ajeng, just crying stifled.

Barata's tight embrace, it makes her heart tight, she sobbed in the chest of her husband's field.

"I'm sorry."

"I am too selfish to think of myself, I feel too sick here, I always feel that I am not wanted."

"Sstttttt" Barata rubbed Ajeng's back, slightly regretting having already touched him. But he was also a little relieved, finally Ajeng could also realize his mistake.

Yes, the mistake that prefers to make his own opinion, who prefers to perspective with his own mind, without wanting to know how others feel. Especially with Barata.

Ajeng could care so much about the people around him, but for Barata? she had never been able to think positively about her husband before.

Maybe because of the hatred and anger that piled up from the beginning, until any kindness and any effort Barata did could not be seen.

"We should have been together earlier than this, if we hadn't hurt each other. More open, maybe it's all easier." Teaching a professional psychologist can still regret his actions, that's the hallmark of humans. The place was wrong and forgot. At least he could already see his own fault, even in this way.

"Most importantly, now we're together. We build our love to be more fertile. Not only have each other, but also take care of each other, however, in the future we must be stronger than this, everything we have passed, I hope can be the best learning for us."

"Really, having you is more than enough for me."

Barata kissed Ajeng's forehead, longer. Long time.

"We start all over here, I don't want to start all over again, because you've said many times that starting over is really all the way to the beginning." Ajeng shrunk his nose.

Barata laughed, his field chest shaking. Make Ajeng's body move.

"Yes, we're going through everything from here, starting here from today, to the next better days, both with you perfecting my day."

"I can't promise I'm always there for you, but rest assured, where you are, my heart is always attached to you."

"You are the only one." Barata stopped his laughter, briefly looking back at Ajeng.

"Related?" Me only? Ajeng said sanctions.

"What kind of a race is that."

"My fight for you." Barata rattled his hair.

"I love you." Ajeng's words were able to make him silent for a moment.

"We started this from here, from today."

"Try to repeat again." His words are now embracing the tiny face of Ajeng.

"I love you my husband, Barata Aji Dewandaru ." Ajeng smiled. Until their eyes meet.

"We started this all from here, from today dear." Repeating his words, with the addition of suffix words that can make Barata soar.

"And I love you even more my wife, Kartika Ajening Rahayu." Barata smiled widely. With a quick gesture, ******tiny lips that still show a big smile.

And Ajeng replied with joy. Mutually melu mat, sip and mengu lum.

This time for the second time, they do the desire that comes suddenly, do it with a loose heart, explore each part of their body, until the voice of de sahan and rin sihan put together.

Calling each other's names, which make hot waves, produce the sweat of love that is combined into one, like their bodies that have become one, give each other pleasure, give each other pleasure, reply in the best way of each self. To release the seeds of love trillions.