
"I know that Mas Ren lied to me"
No matter where the courage came from, the word glided clear.
The atmosphere of the car instantly became silent. It was obvious that there was awkwardness between them.
"I heard Mas Ren's talk"
"Who with? The doctor? A psychologist? "
Ajeng still asked but there was no answer or rebuttal from Reno. Arriving at the junction of Dr. The figure, which Reno should have directed her car to take left, she remained straight ahead at high speed heading towards the HR road. Boenyamin.
The path taken was not to go to the hotel where the reception was held, Ajeng knew that, but he was reluctant to ask. He only kept silent occasionally glancing at Reno who was still with his flat face.
"Mas Ren don't misunderstand me. I just asked, I didn't demand an answer. Mas Ren also did not need to feel bad about not telling me everything. I know the limit.... "
"Why should it be now?" Reno asked without looking. "I would say but not now, I still have a lot to think about. I can't tell you that fast."
"There are some things I want to ask you for help. Only you can give me a solution, and I hope you will. Because you're the only one who could possibly understand all of this. "
Reno pulled the car over at the Pabuaran field. Take off his seatbelt, then face his body towards Ajeng.
He began to speak seriously, telling his condition as clearly as he was to Ajeng without being covered up. From the beginning of her problems about impo tennya disease, until the circumstances of her present that are still overshadowed by the past with Arika. While Ajeng was only silent, many of the feelings he was feeling now.
"So Mas Ren called me again shortly after ending the phone call, which he said would meet with Mas's co-worker, I actually did not want to know, buti.. "
"You heard until the end? " Reno cut Ajeng's words. While Ajeng just shook his head. It was true that he did not listen to their conversation until the end. Mana put up with the vulgar chatter of the men.
"So, now you already know the problem of Mas where, Mas is not perfect and probably will not be able to perfect Mas's wife later. And you, were the first to know it all along. Except the psychologist who handled it. "
"Psychologists say that Mas should approach a woman, which might help. But all is not that easy, there are many taboo things that are impossible to do with a creature called a woman without any bond, and do things outside the norm except tied to the rope of marriage. "
The atmosphere was silent, only the sound of the roar of the car that was deliberately not turned off so that the AC remained on, providing coolness to both of them who were in a hot state of mind.
Ajeng regretted his courage in asking. To grieve yourself in the heart. Why did he have to ask? Even from the beginning, his mind has given a signal that it is better not to know anything that you do not need to know, if it is not about himself. In the end, what is not your business is now bothering your mind again.
But his little heart justifies his actions, at least with him knowing, he can help Reno. At least!
Well, sometimes our minds betray our own hearts, and not infrequently the other way around. These two parts of the body are never the same. It will never be synchronous between the mind and the heart. Until anytime.
"i was wrong, now that you know and my thought that I will not tell you this matter is wrong. You know and don't want you to get into my trouble. And I need you. Need you badly. "
"You can ask for anything, whatever it is say. Just so you can help me heal and get out of this. "
"I'll take you to see my psychologist, let you also hear what you should have heard without being cut off. You can make a decision after that. " Reno turned her body towards the steering wheel.
Holding the steering wheel while closing his eyes. He could feel the burden of his life was so overwhelming to the heart. He can't keep going like this, he has to get out of this slump. Making himself confident with the encouragement of the woman beside him.
Maybe everything will be easy, if only Ajeng will be willing to help him. His flawed self.
"Maybe I can apply the knowledge that I have gained all this time to you Mas, if you don't mind of course. " Ajeng looked at Reno's face that was starting to fade. Maybe he was tired of his current situation.
"It just so happens that the title of my criction plan is about clinical psychology, would Mas Ren be my respondent? So later we can together find out a good way out, at least Mas Ren can be more accepting of what is in Mas Ren."
"Hopefully one by one could unravel well, and Mas Ren did not feel alone. There I will always support Mas Ren. " Ajeng smiled, grabbed Reno's finger on top of the presneleng, giving strength to his best friend"
" You sure want to help" he said later. Opening his eyes looking at the beautiful face of Ajeng, alternately looking at his hand which is also still in Ajeng's grasp.
"InshaAllah, if we go through these two, everything will be easier. As before" Ajeng gave his best smile.
Without hesitation Reno hugged Ajeng tightly.
"Thank you my little sister" while tucking Ajeng's hair.
Ajeng just smiled, staring at the look in his eyes.
"So? we're not going to the show? " Just ask after the atmosphere started to melt.
"I deliberately did not have lunch, My ideals from this campus want to eat at the hotel, refused to ask Yanuar to eat. "
"Are you hungry? " Reno responded to Ajeng's story with laughter.
"Yes yes Mas, want to skip the lunch hour" he said then which was increasingly reciprocated with Reno laughter.
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