The Fate that is Overlooked
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...Be grateful in any situation,...
...It teaches us that the universe is not just chasing us,...
...The universe often chases us, only we are too obsessed at one point without paying attention to the other point that is so clear for us to see....
...And there's a word passage after that point, which is a comma....
...There are even many commas that give us pause so that we can correct and reflect on what has actually been passed....
...Without hurrying without stopping....
...We never know how we're going...
...Don't ask too long and repeatedly why in each of your problems,...
...Because God gives trials not for us to seek answers,...
...but so that we go through it, living it without much questioning and without complaining,...
...*Thankful, reducing us to sue'udzon to the giver of life that our reserves will never run out....
...Unless we're dead....
...And everything stopped*....
...Often we force ourselves to think out of reach...
...Thinking about what is not necessarily passed, confusing the circumstances that have not occurred...
...And worry about unnecessary things,...
...All of this is a form of greed for our thinking...
...It precedes destiny....
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After the Maghrib prayer, vaguely from a distance, the murottal groove of the Qur'an was heard which calmed the soul. The silence of the atmosphere in the Maghrib ba'da, making the sound clear, clear and able to thrill anyone who hears it.
The sound comes from the loudspeaker of the mosque which is located not so far from home, who else if not one of the students of Bu Weni's care? Ustazah who likes to do good deeds, prosper the mosque and TPQ in its fate.
Tells a little about Bu Weni, a meek and friendly woman, is the wife of Mr. Amin, a village government employee where Ajeng lives, who is also the caretaker of TPQ Nurul Ikhsan, who is also the village government official, accompanied his wife and several other usstadz/ah.
They are also known for being successful farmers. Everything they plant, when it is harvest time, always finds a high price. Perhaps that is how Allah will rotate the sustenance of those who are so fond of making the mosque and TPQ a place where dozens of children are guided and taught to get to know more, understand the reading of the Quran.
Ajeng, who had just finished his Maghrib prayer a little late, was overwhelmed when he heard the same verse, which was read over and over again. To the extent that he himself can imitate the reading with just a few hearings.
Ajeng immediately opened his face, without tidying up, ran to his room, grabbed a cell phone, opened the search page and immediately typed the sound of the verse that had made his chest shake.
"fa bi-ayyi aalaaa-i robbikumaa tukazzibaan"
Which turns out to mean "Whose favor is your Lord denied?"
QS Ar Rahman verse 13.
Without waiting any longer, Ajeng snatched the Quran which was on his room table. Looking for Al Rahman letter which turned out to be 55 out of 114 letters.
After reading ta'awudz and basmalah, he read the surah in an orderly manner. Long time no recitation of the Quran made him a little troubled.
^^^'ar-rohmaan'^^
..."(Allah) the Most Merciful,"...
^^^'allamal-qur-aan^^^
"That has taught the Qur'an."
Kholaqol-ingsaan^^^^
"He created man,"
^^^'allamahul-bayaan^^^
"teaches her good at talking."
^^^asy-syamsu wal-qomaru bihusbaan^^^
"The sun and the moon circulate according to calculations,"
^^wan-najmu wasy-syajaru yasjudaan^^^^
"And the plants and the trees, both bowed down (to Him)."
His chest felt tight, he breathed a long breath.
"God loves me" he murmured, before finally resuming his reading.
^^^was-samaaa-a rofa'ahaa wa wadho'al-miizaan^^^
"And the heavens have been lifted up and He has created balance,"
^^^allaa tathghou fil-miizaan^^^
"Let's not break that balance."
^^^wa aqiimul-wazna bil-qisthi wa laa tukhsirul-miizaan^^^
"And establish the balance justly and do not diminish the balance."
^^wal-ardho wadho'ahaa lil-anaam
"And the earth has been laid out for the creature (His),"
^^^fiha faakihatuw wan-nakhlu zaatul-akmaam^^^^^
"in it are fruits and date palms that have petals,"
^^wal-habbu zul-'ashfi war-roihaan^^^
"And the crusted grain and the fragrant flowers smell."
^^fa bi-ayyi aalaaa-i robbikumaa tukazzibaan^^^^^
"Who is the favor of your Lord that you deny?"
"He created man from dry soil like pottery,"
^^^wa kholaqol-jaaanna mim maarijim min naar^^^
"And He created the jinn from a smokeless flame."
^^fa bi-ayyi aalaaa-i robbikumaa tukazzibaan^^^^^
"Who is the favor of your Lord that you deny?"
^^robbul-masyriqoini wa robbul-maghribaiin^^^^^
"God (who preserves) the two east and Lord (who preserves) the two west."
^^fa bi-ayyi aalaaa-i robbikumaa tukazzibaan^^^^^
"Who is the favor of your Lord that you deny?"
^^^marojal-bahroini yaltaqiyaan^^^^
"He let two seas flow which (later) the two met,"
^Bainahumaa barzakhul laa yabghiyaan^^^
"In between the two there is a boundary that is not exceeded by each."
^^fa bi-ayyi aalaaa-i robbikumaa tukazzibaan^^^^^
"Who is the favor of your Lord that you deny?"
^^^yakhruju min-humal-lu-lu-u wal-marjaan^^^^
"From the two came forth pearls and marjans."
^^fa bi-ayyi aalaaa-i robbikumaa tukazzibaan^^^^^
"Who is the favor of your Lord that you deny?"
^^^wa lahul-jawaaril-mungsya-aatu fil-bahri kal-a'laam^^
"They are the ships that sail in the sea like mountains."
^^fa bi-ayyi aalaaa-i robbikumaa tukazzibaan^^^^^
"Who is the favor of your Lord that you deny?"
^^^kullu man 'alaiha faan^^^
"Everything on earth will perish,"
^^^wa yabqoo waj-hu robbika zul-jalaali wal-ikroom^^^^
"And everlasting the face of your Lord, which has greatness and glory."
^^fa bi-ayyi aalaaa-i robbikumaa tukazzibaan^^^^^
"Who is the favor of your Lord that you deny?"
^^yas-aluu mang fis-samaawaati wal-ardh, kulla yaumin huwa fii sya-n^^
"What is in the heavens and the earth always asks of Him. Every time He's busy."
^^fa bi-ayyi aalaaa-i robbikumaa tukazzibaan^^^^^
"Who is the favor of your Lord that you deny?"
^^sanafrughu lakum ayyuhas-saqolaan^^^^
"We will give full attention to you, O (people) and jinn!"
As soon as his body fell to the floor, unable to continue reading, only tears broke, caving the river soaked his cheeks. It sounds soft. He smothered his own mouth, the shame in this chest was nothing with the pain he had been experiencing all this time.
He was ashamed of the giver of life, ashamed of all the blessings God gave, He never thanked the favors that God gave rightly, he complained more often, he regretted what he had done and found all his life.
Never feeling enough to always beat himself up, he was very sinful, sinful to those who had created him. Himself just what? only dry soil such as pottery can be this big, equipped with the mind and air *****. But where does his mind go? only nawa ***** is always ruling the heart. He really did kill himself.
In fact, every living being has never escaped the attention of God, so why does he feel so endless sadness?
So large oceans and rivers can coexist on one side, even though there are limits that are not exceeded by each. Then why should he grieve for the endless heart, when he knew between him and Barata were two humans who both loved each other. Isn't it so easy for God to reverse their feelings? in order to mutually mengikhlaskan and accept only their path that has been outlined?
"Why?, why is it so hard? "
"Fa bi-ayyi aalaaa-i robbikumaa tukazzibaan, So what favor is your Lord denying?"
"Punish me, O Allah" his appeal again became more heartbreaking.
He looked his head up at the ceiling of his room, glared far away, flew his mind, retreated far back, remembering that God had given everything to him. There is nothing that God does not give. Life's perfect. Really am.
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Is the same thing about mewek rich mewek? Read QS Ar Rahman who opened my mind and dropped me off just like that? that all this time I have complained too much 😭😭😭😭😭😭 too much to ask😭😭😭 without ever wanting to be grateful, not ungrateful, sometimes forgetting that there are still many whose lives are far below us, even though we are still living far below us, gratitude is not comparable to the demand😭😭.
Are we thankful this morning? still given a breath, can feel the pleasure of a mouthful of rice? side by side with loved ones? husband's kiss in the morning maybe, when woke us up this morning?
Healthy kids, who are always noisy? make us always rush through the day? O Allah..
Special for those of you who read this chapter🤗🤗🤗
Do not forget to always be grateful for everything that has happened, believe me... God knows us better than ourselves..
Happy Saturday, happy gathering with your family. Titip greetings to loved ones around you😍
Widiawati❤
