The Fate that is Overlooked

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That night, I finally went home. Joined by Mama and Father, he left Barata alone in his house with a raging feeling. Actually he wanted to stay, but what a force, you asked him to go home to his own house, not he did not believe in the two of them who could not take care of themselves, he said, but more to remember social and religious norms, men and women who are not muhrimnya should not be in one roof. The devil is everywhere, right?

Until two days passed, Barata was still silent on him, there was no good faith to find a solution to what they were going through. Ajeng was the same, he was reluctant to discuss things that he did not think he needed to discuss, especially for him who started it.

Never mind to find a solution, just to exchange news no!!

For him, if Barata really loved him, there was no way he would behave like this. When you ask him to come home on Sunday to answer the request of the Ust Weni family, the thing Ajeng wants from Barata is to be gentlemanly. Not just silence. Even to this day, there is no news of him. It's like being swallowed by the earth.

He sighed softly.

"Just love him so much? what kind of shit is this. Where is the love he said was only for me? Which one he says he can't live without me."

"Bul shi tttt everything ! "

Ajeng who was still in his room, after a day of struggling with two patients, immediately fretted. It really shouldn't even be like this, right?

"He shouldn't be silent, at least he asked me what I wanted, looking for a solution together. Akh !!! I really am such a fool."

"It wouldn't be appropriate if I had to ask first. I'm just a girl, I'm not supposed to start. Not me. !!!!

His phone rang, Incoming call from Holy Mama's house.

"Hello Asalamualaikum, he said lethargic."

"Well, how is it?"

After listening to her mother's voice she asked. She was so afraid that her mother asked her answer at the request of Ust Weni.

"Sir, are you healthy?" The Holy Mama who had memorized with her daughter felt that something was wrong.

"Yes Ma, Ajeng is just soy sauce, today's patients are many." Said lying.

Whereas daily maximum he received 3 patients.

"Mama just told me, for your return, can it be accelerated tomorrow?"

Deg

His feelings began to fade.

"At Ma's speed?" tanyanya almost cried.

"Why?"

"Ajeng is not ready for the answer."

"Bismillah, you answer according to your heart only, no one forces you here. Mama and Dad will follow your decision."

"Whatever it is, Mama and Dad will support."

"They're just asking for Jeng, all the decisions are in your hands. "

"If you are willing, you can accept, otherwise you can refuse."

"Ajeng is afraid to disappoint Mama."

"Are you waiting for someone?" Ask Holy Mother carefully.

But only the silence that the Holy Mother found.

"Alright, Ajeng will be home tomorrow afternoon. We'll see what happens, Ma." Ajeng did not answer his mother's question. Act as if he is tough and strong with what is happening to him right now.

"What will happen tomorrow?" Holy Mama laughed.

"Whatever happens tomorrow, surely Ajeng has no answer. Look at it tomorrow, Ma."

"Yes, Mama and everyone wait at home."

"See you tomorrow, baby."

Without waiting for Ajeng's answer, Mama Suci disconnected her call.

While Ajeng, the more not because of his heart.

"Do I have to say tomorrow that I already have a heart patch? "

"Do I have to be honest if I love someone in my past? While that person doesn't care about me at all right now?"

Ajeng again sighed slowly.

"If only you'd come to the bar, ask me to talk to my parents about us. There will be no rejection from me."

He scooped his face up, closing it tightly, as if he was reluctant to put his face back on again.

"Okay, calm down Jeng. Patience. Everything's gonna be okay." Comfort to yourself.

......................

"Buddy." Shouts excitement.

"Shyila?" Call surprised.

"Shila's not in school? When home?" Subjugating his body, to be on par with Ashila.

"Shila doesn't want to go to school, Shila misses Budhe." He said while clutching Ajeng's neck.

"Mbak Jeng, I'm sorry I was told to take Ashila with Mother, I did not have time to drive here, there is an urgent business he said. I'll call." Mr. Anto is approaching. Explain his arrival with Ashila.

"So how's dong? I must also be absent from this."

He breathed a rough breath. Leaving this child with Mbak Nur is impossible, nor is it possible. Until the idea of kepepetnya out, when he saw Mbak Nur coming among his sons.

"Yes, come with Budhe first, but the promise must be obedient." Soft talk.

"Sir Anto went home again, told Mom that Ashila was coming with me."

"Mbak Nur come with me."

While Mbak Nur without much question joined the car.

"Yuk ride dear." Take it to Ashila who is now squealing with excitement.

Ashila enters the car, attaches a seat belt to her. While Mama Nur sat in the back seat.

"Shila's home when?"

"Don't you ever call Budhe in Semarang? kirain had forgotten. He knows it's Budhe's nyamperin." Ajeng started running his car.

"Rome sole-sole. Oma kept calling, so Oma went home with Syila telus Oma Ana."

"Emm, is Papa Shila healed?" Ask carefully.

"Papa work, since Syila came home, Syila hasn't seen Papa."

Bo doh !!! Why should I also ask about her Ajeng!!!!!

His heart was getting pinched, regretting what had just come out of his mouth.

He hopes that there will be no patients today, that he should take his leave for today. In addition to his bad mood, he also seems unlikely to be able to accompany patients to consult. Sounds unprofessional maybe, but that's how it is. And now, he could only squash his own carelessness.

"Mbak Nur later please take care of Shila bentar ya in the park. Wait for me to coordinate with the registration section." Her speech.

"Yes, Mother."

"And later, Ashila must obey Mbak Nur yes, can not be far from Mbak Nur. If caught by the Doctor, Budhe can be angry because he brought a small child to the hospital. Yes, baby, right?" Ajeng began to give understanding to the toddler, who was immediately embraced without asking again.

It didn't take long to get to the hospital. He immediately invited Ashila down with Mbak Nur. Ajeng asked Mbak Nur to wait at the hospital park, as was his original plan. And he's going to the registration section. Ask if he has a patient today. But before, Ajeng first headed to the attendance room, to miss the morning.

His phone vibrated, a sign that there was an incoming message from Sukma's mother.

"Unlike you used to send this message?" he scrunched his forehead in astonishment, muttering to himself as he walked.

"Nitip Ashila bertar ya Jeng, Mother today there is an appointment with an important person, and it looks like until night. If it's not a hassle, tomorrow morning I'll take you to school."

How could.

Not done with his astonishment, his phone rang. Holy Mama called.

"Yes hello assalamualaikum Ma."

Unconsciously, he was now walking towards his room.

"Walaikumsalam, yes dear. Mama just want to ngingetin ya later go home absent afternoon you come here. Events in bada ashar. So before Maghrib was done everything. "

He opened the door of his room, the smell of room fragrance just like that on his nose. Instantly relaxes his uneasy mind.

"Yes Ma, I brought Ashila ya."

"Seriously?"

"Why? Mama mind?"

"Well, it's just that Mama's really cool."

"Jaudah deh Ma, Ajeng closed first. Assalamualaikum."

"Walaikumsalam wrb, Mama wait at home ya."

Ajeng cleared his desk, before he finally remembered Ashila who he lived with Mbak Nur in the hospital garden.

"Oh Allah, yes you can forget about gini." He said as he walked out of his room.

Today, his mind was completely muddled. He can no longer think slowly, how can slow while his heart and mind that runs his body is not okay.