The Fate that is Overlooked

30

"Mbak Jeng? " Vika approached him.

"This is the person there happens to be a time of day after Dhuhur. He messes with his schedule with others. For my sake nih heheh" Said without turning to Ajeng Direction.

"Mr?" Vika patted his shoulder slowly.

"Nitip boutique Vik, I have a bad business. " With her face down, she grabbed her bag and car keys. Not to forget the black glasses he put next to the computer. Then leave in a hurry without looking again. Ignoring Vika's calls that look worried to her.

"Mbak Ajeng why? " Dita with her curious face asked Vika.

"Why Sit? " Vika asked Siti.

"Yes I don't know, I'm her sister" Siti replied tightly.

"He was crying, his eyes were red. " Vika walked trying to catch up. But the car that Ajeng drove had already shot at high speed.

"Who's phone from? " ask again.

"Mas Barata" Siti stopped her work.

"Why then? how could that cry? Why else Mother? "

"Try calling Vik's mother" he added.

Vika directly contacted Bu Sukma's phone, too worried they would be the condition of the boss. But there was only a response from the mobile operator that the intended number was off.

"Not active Sit" Put the phone down slowly.

"Oh, how is this. I've called Mas Naufal, he's OK in, I'm sure Mbak Ajeng not long ago go" Vika grabbed the phone he put on the table.

"It seems, Mbak Ajeng also lied to us deh Sit" Dita who had been just a listener, now began to open his voice.

"I didn't expect Madam Ajeng to lie either"

"When haven't you been good all this time, why lie? "

"What lie is it? " Siti looked at Dita clingy, while the one in question just looked out without a clear focus.

"Ealah the Gessruk even dumbfounded"

"Mbak Ajeng lied what? " Siti is starting to look upset.

"That, his eyes are actually not scratched, like he cried all night den Sit" Dita put on a sad face.

"Yeahhh Gesssruuuukkkk, I think lyingin what the fuck" Siti let out a long sigh.

"We pray that Mbak Ajeng will be well, what problems he has, and who he is facing, we pray that Mbak Ajeng is given fortitude, patience, strength and spaciousness.

" Aamiin "The three of them said the word together.

Ajeng POV

Right now I just want peace. Stay away from the frenetic environment around me. After spinning indeterminate direction I finally drove my car towards the house. I'm h-home.

But... With this kind of condition? Swollen eyes and a messy condition like this? that's right!

I decided to pass the way home, I took the direction towards the sheep farm. Usually these hours the sheep are being shepherded. Maybe being in the middle of a sheep can dampen this stifling feeling.

I parked my car on the side of the road, right under the bushy tree that was able to dispel the light of the eyes this afternoon which was not hot. Although it has been shown almost at 12 noon, but cloudy conditions make the sun not so glowing. A cold wind hit my face.

I walked into the vast meadow, with the sunglasses still perched shutting my eyes, and the colored beach hat in line with my shirt, to ward off the wind that sometimes blurted out suddenly.

I sat not too far from the sheep in the shepherd. Trying to get rid of the feeling that is now hitting my heart.

Is it really what I did?

I'm like a fool, and like dejavu, I'm in this condition. The difference used to be when I was devastated, Reno came like a hero. But now? I was accompanied by dozens of sheep.

Blame me with all my race?

When I started to bury in this sense, trying to accept Reno, but it turned out that the shadows of the past were like ghosts always dancing on my eyelids. Although the distance stretches to Bara, but the environment around me always tells about him. Can you say that I am okay?

No!!.

I swear, it was as hard as my heart trying as I could, in fact he always came again, pulling out my feelings. All I know for myself, the radiance of his eyes on me is still clearly visible. It's getting sharper. Hate, or adore. Even the ones I can't touch.

I always say ketus, rough even ignore it purely just I don't want the taste that used to exist to grow again. Hahahahah is too hypocritical of me!!!

I really don't know what I really want. Can I be selfish? want him to come back to me? start from the beginning.

Aaaarhhhhhhhhhgggggggggggggg

I feel fooled by myself, coward, loser, hypocrite!!!!!!!

I hate myself!!!!

...Loving in solitude...

...And what patience again...

...What I must hold in admiring you...

...Seeing you hold his hand...

...Comfortable in his arms...

...Which can make me...

...Awaken and a little bit over...

...You're the one who stopped here...

...And the story you once reminded me of...

...I can't remember anymore...

...Let our memories be lost in the heart...

...There's no time to go back...

...To repeat again...

...Knowing yourself from the beginning...

...Just taking the time...

...Just take off your sad story®...

The Naufal POV

Today my schedule is pretty tight. Day to afternoon has been recorded several agendas on my smartphone.

I'm already on standby in the bee area Manggala, a place that has been promised with a pair of brides-to-be to do outdoor prewedding photoshoots, but because one thing or another they postpone it.

Huah, I'm pissed. My long journey has been in vain. Totally unprofessional blas nih people.

I took off my helmet which was still perched on my head. I saw a clock rising on the wrist. It's almost sublime. Agree with Vika soon. What am I canceling? I guess not hunted either. Just now I'm gonna take him, a message from him pops up. Apologizing, if the agreement he made himself did not exist half today must also be canceled as well.

What is it with people today. I decided to turn my phone off, grab a DSLR camera that has been with me for a few years now for a living.

I am now in the 'Europeanya' Wong Banyumas, precisely in the Center for Superior Livestock Breeding and Animal Feed Forage (BBPTU-HPT) area of Manggala, which is in the central Karang village, Cilongok. Just below the area before entering the Cipendok waterfall.

For a long time actually I want to visit here to take some pictures with the background of sheep and dairy cows in the shade and under the supervision of the Directorate General of Livestock. In addition to Cilongok here, BBPTU-HPT jga is located at 3 other locations that are still in Banyumas district, namely in Limpakuwus, Tegalsari, and Manggang Sari with headquarters located in Baturraden.

In addition to the pampering scenery, with hilly land contours, vast grasslands and dozens of sheep and dairy cows, the atmosphere here is quite soothing. Some of the objects I shot with epic. From the start of the hill that is very similar to the hill in the old film teletubies, a house in the middle of the meadow to a woman who was in a herd of sheep.

Uhh, just a minute wait.

Seriously is that a guy? That alone?

I took pictures of him many times, from the pose of him who was looking down, looking up his head using his sunglasses, while taking off a hat that was the same color as the clothes and sheep around him, as her glasses moved overhead, she shifted her beautiful long hair that swept the wind.

Perfect! like a model who is changing poses, so natural.

For a moment I heard him shout, looking his head up into the sky, squeezing his hair, until he cupped his face with both hands. Gosh darn. Is she crying?

My hand was still clicking the black button, and my lens could not move from its figure.

Is he alone?

Crying in the midst of sheep being shepherded? in sane?

Oh myGod. He stood up, turned his body. Eyes saw me. I ambushed the man who was aiming at him with my camera many times.

Her..

He approached me..

® Lyric song titled Menepi which was popularized by Singer Woro Widowati