The Fate that is Overlooked

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Barata POVs

Almost 6 months have I left Mom, really I was very worried about her situation, from the screen of the phone that always shows her face, she looks thinner than I saw before. He always asked me to marry Anita. It turned out that the woman visited the house every week while I was away.

I was busy, barely able to reach him even his calls sometimes I ignored. Calling Mom I sped as much as I could, stealing time between my activities. These months are indeed amazingly dense schedule RI this one.

Sometimes there is a desperate desire in my heart to propose a task mutation of this unity alone, it feels like leaving my own mother is so heavy. The highlight of his withered eyes without sparkling again a little more made me to think many times to continue to accompany him.

Today I escort RI 1 to visit the land of Toraja, This is what I like about my work, I can go around the archipelago or the world escort the number 1 person in this country. And unlike usual, this time Serka Anas who observation place first. So 2 days before the object (president) comes, there will be some troops combing and preparing a place that will be visited by the President. Of course, with the assistance of Kodim and the local Police, ensuring that all is safe is under control.

A full day escorting the President, we were busy again with the preparation of returning to Jakarta. Looks like I should really file my mutational letter on the grounds of taking care of the parents who are really alone. Sister Runti now can not be relied on anymore, she was too busy accompanying her husband to go out of the country, back and forth like an endless ironing.

And as for Ajeng, ahh that woman actually managed to tear my heart apart, breaking my feelings to pieces, ajurr was not left.

His words were truly my last communication with him. My heart hurts too much with his words, all this time I really had no meaning. To him I was just the wind passing by, what we had told him was really a pseudo-shadow. His promise to wait for me turned out to be nonsense! I deliberately avoided any communication with him. Although all this time it was. Nothing has changed. This time, I felt like I had truly given up.

Even the words he told me about never telling me, but he did, jago, looking for justification, is complete nonsense!

So all this time he really didn't understand my job, what risks I would face. He never knew how I tried to fight for life, to make our minds, love and dreams both of us, he did not know and never wanted to know!!!!!

Even to hear my explanation, he was reluctant! truly I feel completely unappreciated by her!!!!

You know what makes me more disappointed to the bottom of the world?? she married my sister!!!!! My brother hey!!!!!!!! My brother!!!!!!

He really wanted to make me die slowly!! seeing him side by side with my leg in the pelaminan really makes my blood boil!!!! My heart hurts so much! can you replace my position for a moment? to know how my heart broke? and more importantly so that I do not feel pain paliii painful, experiencing it with the status of sister-in-law candidates in the night before they do ijab qobul. Too sadistic the way he is!

The lover I longed for on lonely nights and alone, at the time of life-betting activities, was only the face of him that I had always perfectly framed in my heart. And what's the payoff?? Hah really bo doh!!!!!!!!

I am still sane enough not to destroy their happiness, my family, and of course my proud sister, I am still sane to follow the plot of what my extended family has planned. But not when I saw the two of them enter the same room, with fragrant flowers able to prick my nose, my faith was really at its lowest point, falling. And the bad luck came just in time. Anita who out of nowhere came suddenly, brought my brain to think beyond reason which finally made me enter into the confines of sin until now.

I was so crazy that I could hook a woman who had been too kind to me, she gave her whole heart to me, even that night she was all over me, I couldn't feel anything, really. Only the pain comes on. And my insanity has indirectly ensnared me to him to this day. He always demanded that I marry him immediately.

"Beres all Bar? " Serka Anas approached me, breaking my mind for a moment.

"Huh, yeah. Beres" answered.

"Why? is anything thought? "

"Get out, rather than being a burden" he told me.

"Magain think nyokap nih, now alone at home first also own si but there is a brother who every day to go there, now know himself, six months later he had an accident. I want to get a mutation, let me deket the same mother. Tau own parents, right, really if the phone is also like there is no passion at all. "my honest words.

"Try you to consult first, who knows there is a way Bar" he said while patting my shoulder, giving me support.

"Try tomorrow until you face him at Headquarters, tell him what it is. Ask for a good solution, Hopefully there is the best way out "

continued.

Just really comfortable chatting, the sound of HT echoed in the room, ordering them to prepare, preparing RI one to leave for Jakarta. Until we get ready to return to work.