The Fate that is Overlooked

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Does it feel like this sick? Knowing that someone you love loves loves someone else? Is it this hard? Burying feelings that are already embedded in the heart?

What does it feel like to have a broken heart? rich gini their feelings that I have been indifferent to? even I ignored it, I never held it down.

Can you not turn the time? if the edges make this sedalem wound?

Naufal exhaled a rough breath. The question he addressed to Ajeng had no answer.

"Yaudah, we're closing the case. Assume we don't know" Finally he opened his voice, after a long wait for Ajeng's answer.

"You can understand my position right now?"

"You heard about Dek, didn't you say Barata to Mom? Do you know how Mom responded when she saw Ma'am coming? how could we add to his mind. That's a problem we know. Not yet another that I'm hiding."

"Yesterday the doctor said that the mother's blood pressure must be properly maintained, must be stable in order to speed up the recovery of his health. What would happen if you knew like this? "

"There's something else I'm more afraid of, actually, what if Anita finds out that we already know her behavior? I'm sure he won't stay silent. I'm afraid he's going to go crazy about his attitude. Can you see how she treats you, right? " Now it is Ajeng's turn to take a long breath. Let go of the tired who had not since when he was able to hold. And now it makes him a little relieved.

He just wanted, the people around him could understand that right now he was only protecting mother. Although deep in his heart, he was also sick to see the fact that Barata was no further suffering than him. If he knows the end like this, Anita is not a good person, maybe he could have been selfish, asking Barata not to tell Anita.

But can he be happy? without knowing the rottenness of Anita as it is today? instead he might be living in the midst of guilt for his selfishness. Overshadowed by Anita, the woman Barata nodai. And now? right now, it seems like nothing is in regret. Besides undergoing. Because the road has to be like this.

"Gue knows and I understand. It's not easy being you. But at least you should also be able to be firm, not just think about the feelings of others while your own feelings are destroyed. Everyone deserves to be happy. " Naufal instantly changed the call with my Elu.

Probably got carried away while chatting with Ningrum.

"What I'll do if I know the truth" Ajeng laughed.

"Do not think that has not happened, just live first what is it. God knows what we have to go through. With uncertain reasoning, it will make our brains fuller, and not maximal in doing the steps that have been planned before." Naufal looked at Ajeng inside.

"Do you still love him? "

"Is that still important to ask? " Ajeng replied to Naufal's view.

It's important to me, at least I know when I should stop fighting, I think relalistic. Absolutely do not want the time that I have free, for things that are very unlikely I dapetin.

A word that is only spoken in the heart, does not come to his faint lips. However, he also knew that Ajeng actually still had a very big taste in his sister-in-law.

"I'm hungry" Ningrum who felt an ominous aura around him instantly distracted.

"Gue unplug first aka if that is, there is an appointment again. You eat together" Naufal stood up from his seat.

"Known it? "

"You have another promise to do here, back and forth make a cape! " Ajeng medengus. I don't know, now is the first time he doesn't like Naufal not being with him.

"Yes there go, let's go to the cafeteria" he said.

"Yes Jeng" he still stood.

While Ajeng walked away, followed later by Ningrum who only saw him while shrugging his shoulders.

Naufal only saw Ajeng and Ningrum's departure from where he stood. Until they disappear from his eyes. Without looking back at him, stand up.

"Gue doesn't understand your way of mind Jeng"

"Why should anyone be as good as you?"

"And unfortunately, your heart does not cling to my feelings" he said slowly as he passed.

His broken heart, breathing in his broad steps, left the hospital.

"Bak don't know? Mas Naufal there is a taste to Mbak? " In the hospital cafeteria shortly after choosing the food, Ningrum opened the chat.

"What flavor?"

"Don't be weird talking" Ajeng opened the mineral water cover, then drank it slowly.

"Mbak not realize if Mas Naufal likes the same Ma'am? "

Ajeng choked on hearing his sister's words, until then his laughter broke, fortunately the canteen was in a quiet state, so as not to make shame at the sight of many people.

"You're a weird Dek" went back to drinking.

"Naufal is under his age, rich there is no one else to like. What's that mama? only the spit of peyek taro in the can kongwin, already smell rancid too" laughed back.

"No girl likes a widow"

Their conversation halted when the waiter delivered the food.

"Let's Mas" Ningrum received a bowl of meat soto that looked appetizing. While Ajeng chose to order boiled noodles.

"Who did not join the Bara mas just now with his wife eating bakmi if pesen noodles are boiled" said Ningrum.

"Different flow"

"What different flow? same noodle right"

"Yes, it's up to you Dek, already spit at the meal, pity Mbok War alone" Ajeng devoured boiled noodles in front of him.

They ate in silence, enjoyed lunch in the hospital cafeteria.

...No one knows where the heart will go...

...No one knows where love is...

...All they know is that love comes without a message...

...Without excuse and without caution. ...