The Fate that is Overlooked

8

"Well, Mama don't love you permission if you want to go to Reno's tomb alone. " Holy Mother still faithfully awaits Ajeng who is preparing to go visit her late husband.

"Ma's taxi ride, it's still daylight. Doang kok" he said while busy looking for a black pasmina to wear.

"Yes, let's go, mama, let me have her friend too"

"But I'm more comfortable alone, I can freely chat with Mas Ren ma" Ajeng stopped his activities. Sitting on a dressing chair facing a large glass. Seeing the reflection of his mother who was approaching. Worrying about going or not.

"Udah. Don't baper it. Inget loh your promise earlier. There was no crying. If you cry, Reno is heavy for you. You can not be selfish, this is the best way according to HIM. " Holy Mother clasped both of her daughters arms, gently squeezing gave strength.

"Aren't you ready, Jeng? That's Bara nyampe. Mother called him earlier told me to go home to nganterin you" Bu Sukma entered Ajeng's room that was open.

"Alhamdulillah, there happens to be a Bara boy, so mama is not already cool. Mama wants to pack her clothes to take home later. Come on, let's cepetan. "

"Nih besan, Ajeng from earlier keukeh want to take a taxi. Just as I can't be. Uh even lemes lunglai like this." The Holy Mother pulled her son's hand.

"Gak Ibu Permitin if taking a taxi mah" Bu Sukma chimed in, occasionally staring at the face of his daughter-in-law who looked back softly.

" Why should Bara si Bu, not good with his future wife he. They will not meet for a long time, surely again spending time together. Forced later Bara nganterin Ajeng.. Belu... "

"Let's hurry to rush the lunch hour ntar the streets are jammed" Barata who suddenly appeared in front of Ajeng's room door made Ajeng instantly silence his mouth tightly.

"Have you come down? I'll tell you to wait in the car just let Ajeng Mother who calls" Bu Sukma approached the youngest child.

"Udah come quickly it has been waiting for Nak Bara, not good if you have to wait a long time. She's busy" Holy Mama grabbed her son's arm to move.

"Mom why should be the same for all. Mending Ajeng is not so good" Ajeng stopped his steps. Looking at his mother's face.

"Why? no papa, Bara your sister too."

"But I've never walked with her Ma"

"Father, this time you're among your sisters. Let's hurry up. Don't make him wait too long. Not good with Mother Sukma" Finally Mama Suci managed to convince Ajeng.

"These glasses make a puffy eye patch" Mother Sukma who was standing on the terrace handed over her sunglasses with a smile.

"Remember Mom's message, don't stay silent too long and lament fate. Not good" he said as he opened the front door of the car. "Udah in" His orders later.

"D.. in front De? " he said stamped.

"Well, isn't it? Barata did not like the passengers sitting in the back, he said, he felt like a driver and behind the employer. That's why she doesn't like it" Mother spoke softly while chuckling.

"Udah entered" Bu Sukma pushed Ajeng's plan to enter the car immediately.

"Home home in ajakin stopped by the bar, this morning just breakfast loaf of bread" the Holy Mother approached the car, before the windshield was completely closed.

"Each First Lady" Seloroh Bara responded with the laughter of the two middle-aged women.

"Go ahead" Barata runs his car and honks the sign he's really gone.

"Please stop by the flower shop first" Ajeng opened his voice when the car was running smoothly on the street.

"Happyly" Barata said as he turned to look at the expressionless flat-faced Ajeng. Moreover, the sunglasses he wore were difficult to penetrate the view towards him.

"Enough Bar, there's nothing more to explain. It's all done and done. There is no need for a sense that should never exist between us.

" I really don't understand how you think Jeng. Did you marry Mas Reno to ruin my life? huh uh?"

"And if that's true, congratulations on succeeding Jeng... "

"Enough Bar!!!!! I really don't want to talk about anything right now. You can get me down here if you feel objected to my ride" Ajeng took his eyes off the road through to look at his sister-in-law.

While Barata was still focusing his eyesight and feelings, trying to concentrate with the steering he was holding tighter and tighter.

There was no sound between them anymore. Only the deri sound of the engine and the occasional honking sound of other road users. Makes the atmosphere more rigid.

Barata POVs

I drove my wheel quickly, while Mom called asking me to drive Ajeng to Mas Reno's meal. Maybe this is my chance to talk to him from heart to heart.

2 Years he became my brother-in-law, I never had time to just talk to each other. Both when he and Mas Reno visited Mom's house, and when I visited her house with Mom. He really avoids me. Everything about him looks so far away and dark. I can't reach her for a moment.

I reached the courtyard of the house, and Mother greeted me with her unfriendly face.

"Nganter Anita is long, rich no other time. Conditions like gini to steal time for dating!! Wait here Mom wants to call your mom to let her out" Mom left me who was still in the car.

I just grunted in annoyance, not heeding his orders, I stepped foot into Mas Reno's minimalist house. My dry throat was suffocating my neck.

When my feet were about to go to the kitchen, I faintly heard the voice of Ajeng "Why should Bara si Bu, not good as his future wife he. They will not meet for a long time, surely again spending time together. Forced later Bara nganterin Ajeng.. Belu... "

I approached his room "Let's hurry up to lunchtime ntar the streets are jammed" I cut off his words that were about to refuse my presence again. Again and again. I don't know how many tens of times during her time as Mas Reno's wife she always molested me. And honestly I feel my pride is tarnished.

I forgot my original purpose of getting into the house for a drink, heading back to the car with wide strides.

Sounds vague Mother laughs, either is whispering what to Ajeng who was only in reply with a nod of the head.

And when I started to raise the window glass, Mama Ajeng yelled "Home at ajakin stop by to eat ya Bar, this morning just breakfast loaf bread. "

Immediately I answered firmly "Every first lady" and without waiting for the answer I immediately run the car towards the funeral Mas Reno.

The distance traveled is not too far, but because of the awkward atmosphere it seems to make the streets passed feel far away.

I tried to open a chat with Ajeng, but it seemed like the chatter material I was wearing was too sensitive and seemed rushed. To be honest I just want to know what reason she left me and married Mas Reno. That'sthat's all. But it seemed that I accidentally hurt her heart and my own heart for the answer she gave me.

I stopped my car right in front of the flower shop, yes as per her request earlier. He wanted to buy flowers first. Let me guess, he must have bought a white rose. A sign of love is not love. Dare to bet the rank if he carries a red rose in his hand!

It didn't take him long to get out of that store and Gotcha!!!! my guess was never wrong. Come out with a white rose.

Without waiting for my commando to drive forward again my car, directing towards a public cemetery that was only a few kilometers away.

"Let me alone. You can go there after I get out" Ajeng precedes me to enter the cemetery area. And I can only stay in the car respecting his privacy that he doesn't want to disturb.

How do you love my feet? Until I can't accompany you on a pilgrimage to her grave?

I could only groan in frustration, could not twitch and could only wait. Quiet yourself.