
Hendra did not make Andi's call at all, he passed quickly. Hendra could no longer hold back his tears, while driving his tears flying in the wind.
Yes, Hendra has decided to stay away from Renata, he does not want to hurt her later because of this difference.
"Renata, I've always kept you in my heart, forever." promised Hendra to himself.
He almost hit the car in front of him, he did not concentrate. His mind flew away thinking about his relationship with Renata that had been destroyed. Which he deliberately destroyed, for the good of Renata, according to him.
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Today the exam results announcement, only 3rd graders entered that day. When the announcement hour arrived, and it turned out Renata school graduated 100 percent. They all looked relieved, their struggles all along were successful.
As is the habit of High School children, they vent their excitement with a streak of her uniform, both with markers and even colorful pilox. Everyone seemed to be laughing happily, except for Renata.
Among the students he did not see Hendra, he tried to find and ask his friends.
"Someone saw Hendra, didn't they?" every time he met a friend of Hendra's.
"You're looking for Hendra, aren't you, Ren?" tanya Deni approached.
"Yes, he's invisible."
"I just saw him heading to where you used to meet."
"Truly Den, okay I went there. thanks..."
Renata rushed to the place, sure enough Hendra was there. He seemed to sit speechless with no expression, his face looked grim.
Hendra who saw Renata coming immediately stood up.
"Hendra wait.." prevent Renata while pulling her hand.
"Please don't dodge anymore, I want to talk" Renata asked softly.
Hendra just fell silent and sat back down, and Renata followed by sitting next to him.
"Hendra, this time please answer my question.Why is it my fault, Hen...why are you avoiding me?" ask Renata lirih.
"There's no Ren, you're not wrong?" hentha's answer was barely audible.
"Then why are you treating me like this?"
"Rena, learn to forget me." said Hendra.
"This is what's best for you, Rena."
"Who do you think your attitude has hurt me?" renata's tears are almost over.
"When you know how broken my heart is, my loved ones stay away from me for no reason, hanging my love without knowing what's wrong with me." Renata's tears now flowed unstoppably.
Hendra was completely unable to see it, he slowly grabbed Renata's hand and looked at her wet eyes.
"I'm sorry Rena, I didn't mean to hurt you..." Hendra took a deep breath.
"I love you with all my heart, but I realize there's a big difference between us" Hendra explained.
"I also know our differences, I can accept them and I'm sure we can live them" Renata said softly.
Renata looked into Hendra's eyes, their faces were so close that even now their lips were stuck, Hendra was completely unable to control his desires.
She gently*******Renata's lips, her longing that had been stuck all this time finally channeled. Renata feels the same way, he compensates for Hendra's tongue play. But suddenly Hendra stopped and let go of his lips.
"No Rena, no more. This is going to get harder for me. Forget everything, forgive me my love." Hendra let go of his hand.
"So you're right to leave me."
"But whenever I don't want you to leave like this." Renata tried to hold back her tears.
"I'm sorry my love, my heart, but I have to go...." Hendra stood up and set foot leaving Renata.
"Alright Hendra, if this is your wish." sighed Renata who had given up.
Renata could not believe Hendra had put an end to it all. He made a difference as an excuse, without willing to listen to his opinion he decided unilaterally.
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The school will hold a study tour as a farewell event, and has been designated Bandung as its destination. The awaited day had arrived, as scheduled that afternoon all the students had gathered. They are divided into several groups according to their respective classes.
One class will be together on one bus, so that day there are 6 buses in the group including the accompanying teachers. Buses depart in sequence ranging from class A leading to class F the rear.
The overnight trip was not felt because they filled it with jokes, laughing and singing together. When the morning finally arrived at the destination, before heading to their first destination given the opportunity to clean themselves.
"Ren, are you done with the bath?" asked Nia who saw Renata had gone back into the bus.
"Udah, incidentally it was not too queued a lot, the hunt there ntar missed you know" said Renata saw his friend who sat down.
"Still sleepy, Ren."
"Mistake it yourself..it's already there....."
Finally arriving also at the destination, all students scattered in all directions, separating themselves with their own close friends.
Everyone seemed happy except Hendra and Renata. Although walking with his gang but clearly visible sadness on Hendra's face. Renata walks alone with Nia.
"Ren, come on you this is why, it's time to have fun." take Nia
"Yes, Nia... Join the others, I'm fine myself." replied Renata slowly.
Despite being in a crowded place, but Renata is more comfortable alone. He saw his friends look very happy, they took pictures with each other laughing. While he only stared at the beautiful scenery that lay before his eyes, enjoying the fresh air of the mountains alone.
"You're alone, Ren. join the others." Hendra's greeting surprised him.
"No, I want to be alone..I enjoy parting in the true sense." said Renata without looking at Hendra.
Renata could not bear to look at her, she was afraid she could not hold back her tears. While Hendra felt Renata's sadness, he was powerless to hold back his guilt.
Hendra left Renata alone, he tried to hold back, because he wanted to feel like he was hugging the body of the person he loved so much.
Unbeknownst to Renata, she always pays attention to him at all times. Well from the beginning to arrive at the last tourist destination he never missed a moment.
"Since yesterday you've only looked at him from afar.., you don't want to accompany him?" danny tapped his shoulder.
"I'm afraid, Den.I'm afraid that when I get closer I'll never be able to let go of him again."
"You're weird, people already love it even left behind, if so you I'll keep living it first." Deni suggested.
"We live in modern times, if you really want to seriously marry her abroad." continued Deni.
"I know, but what else if the parents do not approve." sighed Hendra softly.
Hendra just kept silent to keep looking at Renata, if only there were no separation wall between them, surely this place would give the most beautiful memories for them.
Meanwhile Renata just sat in silence while his friends were busy looking for souvenirs.
"Ren, you don't want to buy anything?" asked Nia who had been watching Renata.
Renata did not answer, he just shook his head. The sound of the announcement to return to the bus each got him up, he walked closer to the bus, before entering he looked towards the corner.
"Bandung, good-bye. Right now you haven't given me good memories, I promise one day I'll be back with my lover who has returned to my arms ."