
It was a sunny Sunday, not too hot but not too cloudy. That day Andi and Renata went to watch, there happened to be a new film the main actor is Renata's favorite actor. Since the premiere of Renata has asked Andi to look for tickets, understand always sold out.
"Thank you, Ndi, you can finally watch it too" Renata said as she entered the room.
"Yes, equally, dear." replied Andi while kissing the tip of Renata's head.
They sat according to the number listed on the ticket, the room seemed full of spectators. During the movie, it appears that occasionally Andi stared at Renata's face from the side.
"Andi, the screen in front is not on the side." said Renata while turning Andi's head forward.
"But I'd rather look at the face next to me." Andi grabbed Renata's hand and grasped it tightly.
Renata seemed to enjoy the movie, occasionally smiling, pouting and sometimes even looking upset. Almost two hours later the film was finally finished, they left the queue room long enough because the audience was full.
"Well, good movie." asked Renata.
"No idea, .." Andi said lightly.
"Lho just watched it don't know."
"Well, I'll watch the artist sitting next to me." Andi said
"When again watch focus, eyes do not go anywhere" Renata pinched Andi's waist
"Okay,.geli Ren"
"'Let's go, it's gonna be again."
"No, .. no. Geez." Andi catches Renata's hand that will pinch her again.
"Where are you going now?" ask Andi.
"Go home, you want to continue reading the novel before." replied Renata quickly.
"Yes, but buy a snack first yes, ntar I do not have a job waiting for you to read." take Andi while holding Renata's hand to the motorcycle parking lot.
After stopping by a mini market to buy a snack, they immediately went home.
"Kok lonely very on where ya." said Renata found the house looks lonely.
"Don't lock the door again" Andi added.
"Just be calm if the key must be in a normal place." Renata took the key and opened the door.
"Please come in, wait, don't make a drink" said Renata leaving Andi in the middle room.
Soon Renata showed up with Andi's favorite glass of iced orange syrup.
"Okay, here's a drink and enjoy it with a snack." Renata smiled.
"Thank you, baby" Andi said as she tried to kiss Renata on the cheek.
"Eitss, sitting sweet can't be disturbed, I want to live the novel." Renata pulled his face.
"I'm helping you live it."
Andi's hands hugged Renata's waist and pulled her, drawing closer to her body. Their faces clashed very close together, eyes staring at each other. Renata could clearly hear Andi's sigh of hunting, a second later her soft lips had been kissed by Andi.
Renata closed his eyes when Andi started****** soft, sipping it, until his tongue was now free to play in his mouth cavity. His chest skipped a beat, he began to reply to Andi's tongue game, twisting each other, chasing each other like playing hide and seek, getting more exciting until they stopped because they were almost out of breath.
"I love u Rena." whispered Andi while kissing Renata's ear.
"I love u too, Hendra.." sighed Renata involuntarily at his words.
Instantly Andi let go of his embrace and pushed Renata's body slightly back, Renata was startled and opened her eyes.
"What, what did you say earlier" Andi looked at him sharply.
"Sorry, I didn't mean it."
renata said quickly when he realized his mistake.
"Rena, I didn't expect ...."
"Andi, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt your heart." Renata cut.
"Rena, what this year means to you is nothing, all this time I thought you were sincere in accepting me." Andi said trembling.
"It turns out I failed, I failed to make you fall in love with me. All this time your body is with me but your mind and heart remain on him." continued Andi Pilu
"I'm sorry, for hurting you, honestly I can't afford to forget" said Renata who now has tears flowing.
Andi was silent for a moment, his heart completely shattered at this moment. He felt very disappointed, angry, not to mention his name which must have been very sick.
But then he realized, he had forced Renata to learn to love him. And now when she finds that Renata cannot forget her past, she must try to accept it.
"Andi, once again forgive me. I've disappointed you." Renata grabbed Andi's hand.
"No, Ren.you don't have to apologize, these are the consequences I have to accept. I used to force my feelings on you, now I have to admit that your love is still his." Andi looked gently at Renata's face.
"Andi, you're a good guy I shouldn't hurt you like this." Renata said.
"I'm okay, Rena. I try to accept it. But I'm sorry, I can't be with you anymore." Andi began to take off their hands.
"Goodbye, Rena.I still love you." Andi kissed Renata's forehead then stood up and left her.
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Renata locked herself in her room last night. He deeply regretted what had happened, he should not have hurt Andi.
Actually this year he has been trying to love Andi, but somehow the shadow of Hendra can never be lost.
The harder he tried to forget it, the more he missed it. If only he could repeat it
from scratch.
"Rena, are you asleep?" I heard you understand the door to her room.
"Not yet Ma'am, what's up?" Renata went to see his mother.
"Can I talk to you for a second?" mother asked followed a nod of Renata, both of them sitting in the living room.
"Son, what happened.last noon met Andi nak on the terrace like a cryout, did you guys fight?" ask mom carefully.
"Our mother didn't fight, but we decided to split up." replied Renata slowly.
"Why son, Andi is a good man, I like him so much. Did he hurt you?"
"No ma'am, it was I who hurt her, I disappointed her."
"What do you mean, I don't understand?" want to know Mom.
"Mom, this year Renata has been trying to love Andi, but still the shadow of Hendra can never be lost. Renata still loves him." he shed tears.
"Why, son ..why do you still expect him?"
"Sometimes want to see him again, honestly Rena misses Hendra, Mom."
"Rena, you need to move on. Keep your past close to your heart, look to the future. No man would be willing his partner still keeps remembering his ex." Mother's advice
"And again you and him are different, your differences are almost impossible to put together. Try to understand, Rena." continued the mother
"Come on Ma'am, Rena has tried but until now can not" said Renata's voice.