
While Anita and Andi are preparing for their wedding, Renata seems to still be faithful to her new routine that has been going on for the past ten years, namely holding a thanksgiving event with her foster children on Hendra's birthday.
Renata has raised some foster children, on behalf of Hendra, for his foster children Renata is his mother and Hendra his father. At the time of Hendra's birthday, just when Renata always has may syndrome more precisely every May 29, Renata and several foster children and Ardian and his own children, held a thanksgiving event, and also, pray together and visit Hendra's tomb.
Renata always instills understanding in his foster children, that their father, Hendra, is a brave, tough, responsible and loyal man. Although known as a cold man, but he is so kind and caring for others especially to the people he loves.
"Mas, today I want to be here alone, you can all go home first." Renata told Ardian when they were all at Hendra's grave.
"Okay, baby, I'll pick you up in 2 hours." replied Ardian sweeping his wife's shoulder.
"Again afternoon, mas.." said Renata who wanted to linger in that place
"But baby, it's not too long, remember not to be too late in the sadness.he's calm there, and must be very happy with what you've done for him. " ardian said
"Yes, I just want to talk to him, I promise there will be no tears" said Renata, smiling.
"Alright, we go home first." said Ardian as he kissed his wife's forehead and passed away with his son and foster children.
After they all went home now Renata was alone there, he sat down beside Hendra's headstone and rubbed it gently. Although it had been a long time, for Renata like just yesterday he was still accompanying her in the hospital.
"Hen, how are you?" lirih Renata while gently rubbing Hendra's headstone
"Happy birthday, baby." said softly as he kissed the headstone bearing Hendra's name.
"May you be happy there, did you see our children earlier, even though they are only our foster children but they love you very much without having to know you first" said Renata smiling happily
"Honey, even though you are there but you always accompany me in educating and nurturing them, I am also very happy because Ardian mas is very supportive of me" said Renata with a face full of happiness
"Hen, this year is the tenth year since you left and the twenty-fifth year since we first met and fell in love with each other, and I promise for the next years I will always be with you." said Renata slowly as she continued to gently rub Hendra's headstone
"Hen, even though Anita and I have tried to move on but you will always be in our hearts. Especially for me you are my first love as well as my eternal love, you are the owner of my heart even though God may not send you to be my life companion, but until anytime you will always be stored in my heart." said Renata glazed over but tried to smile
"Hen, do you know.I wrote a novel about you, about the story of both of us. From the beginning we did not know each other even though we had two years in the same school, then for the first time we met and fell in love with each other, all of our love journeys as well as the tears that adorn our love stories. All I wrote in this novel, if only you were still here I would have asked for a review. " Renata began to tell Hendra by continuing to gently rub his headstone
"This novel I offer only to you, Hen. When I miss you, I always read it again, no matter how many times I repeat it. "Renata continued very enthusiastically
"Hen, until now I also still suffer from may syndrome, when entering the month of your birth I always remember you, even every day I feel like you are next to me, with me every time. Once upon a time Ardian was angry because I always referred to him as you, I always hallucinated about you, and it was real only in May. So every year on May 29th I always hold a prayer event together to remember you, so that you are calm there like now I will spend the day accompanying you here." said Renata with a smile staring at the center of Hendra
"Hen, until the time comes to catch up with you there, I want you to not feel lonely, I want you to always be happy and smile loosely, she said, unlike in this world, you rarely smile. Don't be the cold guy you used to be, smile because you look so handsome with a smile on your lips" Renata said in a soft voice and smiled happily
"Honey, it's afternoon.we go home now" said Ardian who turned out to be next to him.
Ardian felt very moved when he saw Renata hugging Hendra's headstone and smiling happily, they both seemed to be chatting coolly. For a moment he just stood glued, when Renata had not yet realized his arrival.
"Hen, Ardian has come to pick me up." said Renata as he looked at Ardian.
"Be calm and happy there, I go home first. If I were still in this world we would have a chat again and I would have accompanied you here again, on May 29th of next year." said Renata, standing up from his seat
"Honey, I was so moved to see you are still so big to love her, your love is eternal, inseparable distance and time despite having different dimensions but your love is still well preserved. " said Ardian looking gently at his wife's face
"Mas, you're not jealous of him, are you." said Renata grabbed Ardian's hand and clasped it tightly.
"No dear, I have now realized your love for her is irreplaceable.Our love and your love for her are two different things. Thank you for loving me and staying by my side until now and forever" Ardian said, kissing his wife's forehead
"See you, Hen. I will always keep your Renata, be calm there.." continued Ardian touched Hendra's headstone and then took Renata's friendly hand and walked away from Hendra's navel.