The End of Destiny

Unable

"No Rena, I can't...I still want you." Hendra's words made Renata rustle

"But Hen,..." Renata looked back at Hendra's wet eyes

Uncompleted Renata said the word, as soon as Hendra clutched both of Renata's shoulders and looked into his sharp eyes. The look in his eyes was filled with anger and disappointment, until Renata palpitated violently feeling something stifling in his chest.

"Until whenever I am not willing to let go of you, I want you so much" said hoarse Hendra then rose and passed away with a sense of disappointment and pain in his heart

"Hen, wait.." cried Renata.

But Hendra did not heed his voice at all, immediately rushed to leave Renata stuck in place. He felt very worried, because Hendra left in an uncontrollable emotional state.

Renata understands Hendra's nature very well, he does not want him to be reckless to possibly endanger the safety of himself and others. Renata sat back down, her tears constantly flowing trying to digest back what just happened.

Renata stayed there long enough, he no longer cared about the reunion that was taking place. He wanted to run and scream as hard as he could, to let go of the tightness in his chest.

"Rena, where are you going?" nia asked as she saw Renata about to step away

"I... " Renata turned his head towards Nia who had been holding onto her shoulder

Nia turned out to have seen Renata and Hendra since then, she then hugged her best friend tightly. Trying to calm Renata's heart, very understanding of what she was feeling.

" Crying Ren, I understand how you feel right now" Nia said, putting Renata's head on her shoulder

"I'm afraid he'll lose control and do something." - Isak Renata.

"Calm down, don't think things through." Calm down Nia

"I know how her nature is, she left in such a state, making me very worried. " Renata remains sobbing

"Rena I really didn't expect Hendra to come, Deni told me. And I understand how you feel right now, I know that you are still in love with each other, even though you might try to divert it by accepting another heart. But it is very visible in your eyes if the love is still so big" said Nia while rubbing Renata's shoulder

"Rena, what's going on?" asked Deni who suddenly stood before the two of them

"Not to be asked, you must have known it." replied Nia

"Rena, Hendra's mother just called me..." Deni stopped for a moment

"What's Den, say." wily Renata lifted her head from Nia's shoulder

"The mother sounded very worried, it seemed like something happened to Hendra" Deni said cautiously

Renata spontaneously got up from his seat, he wanted to immediately go and run to see what was happening with Hendra. But quickly Deni held him back, until Renata stopped his steps.

"Rena, let me see it.you just stay here" Deni said later.

"No Den, I'm coming. I want to see her ..all this is because of me." Renata forced her to come

Finally Deni and Renata went to Hendra's house, while Nia remained there to make sure the event continued well and give understanding to friends who had seen it.

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"Mother, how's Hendra doing? what's going on?" ask Deni when he arrives at Hendra's house

"Renata.." mummy was surprised to see Renata's arrival.

"Mom knows now why Hendra is this way" said Mother staring at Renata

"What's wrong Mom, tell Rena Mom..." Renata looked very worried

"Hendra had suddenly come home and immediately locked himself in the room, from inside his room there was the sound of broken goods and the cry of Hendra. His shout sounded very heartbreaking, plus the sound of the room wall shaking and thumping like something was hit. " Mom stopped for a moment

"After a long time, the voice returned to calm but faint-suffering sound sobs that felt bitter." continued Mother with a worried face

"Mother, is there a spare key for this room?" ask Deni then

"Try me to find first." said Mother

While waiting for Mom to find the key, Renata seemed very worried. He was seen pacing back and forth near the door, sticking his ear to the door, trying to figure out the situation inside.

"Here's the key." Mom handed it to Deni

Without a second thought Deni immediately opened it, how shocked they were when the door had opened. The room was very messy filled with broken items, and clothes were scattered on the floor.

Hendra sat curled up in the corner of the room, very chaotic. Slowly Renata approaches her, while Mother and Deni stay outside, letting the two of them solve her problem.

Renata was stunned and restrained in front of Hendra, looking by him Hendra's state of chaos. His clothes were messy, his hair was disheveled and most of all Renata's heart was sliced, Hendra's hands looked bruised and bloody as if he had punched something.

Renata turned to the wall, looking there bloodstains from Hendra's hand. Apparently the wall was subjected to his unstoppable anger and disappointment.

"Hen, uh,..." Renata gently rubbed Hendra's bowed head and rested on both knees

Hendra remained silent with a very soft sobbing sound, Renata felt his heart deeply sliced at the state of Hendra. Slowly Renata lifted Hendra's bowed head, in the face of a bitter face with wet eyes.

"Why did you hurt yourself like this?" lirih Renata looked into Hendra's eyes

"I can't do it, Rena." replied Lirih Hendra then hugged Renata tightly

Renata returns Hendra's embrace, one hand gently stroking Hendra's head, trying to calm her down. While Hendra still softly sobbed put his head on Renata's shoulder, until the shoulder was wet with tears.

Mother and Deni who were looking from the doorway seemed to be filled to see the two. Mother could no longer hold back her tears, while Deni looked stunned full day, could not believe seeing her very strong friend seemed so devastated. The strong, hard, cold and even sadistic Hendra looked so weak and so pitiful.

Mother and Deni then stepped away leaving them both, unable to see the novelty. Give the two of them a chance to settle their affairs.

"Rena, just let me die...I really can't take it." said softly Hendra

"Never say that..." Renata let go of Hendra's embrace and looked at her face

"If you know what I'm feeling right now." said piteously Hendra.

"I know, and believe me I feel the same way, but we have to be strong" Renata replied

"Rena, come with me.we go both to a very far place, only the two of you I don't want to be separated from you anymore." Hendra's tears haven't stopped flowing.

Renata felt his heart deeply sliced at Hendra's request, he tried to calm down and keep his senses going. He did not want to be rash to follow his heart, trying to think clearly so as not to be swept along with Hendra's wishes.

"Calm down and reflect back on Hen, right now don't let emotions rule you. I'm sure you can..." Renata tried to strengthen her heart

"There is not enough of my long wait and suffering" said Hendra