The End of Destiny

Sick?

Time passed so quickly, although it remained cold but Hendra's attitude was not as rough as before. Anita feels Hendra now appreciates her more, more care and attention, even though there is no signal of love from her.

Today the weekend is not as usual Hendra must have gone all day, but today he remains at home. The day was near noon when he woke up, then did fitness as usual.

Anita was watching television in the living room, when she saw Hendra heading to the kitchen and opening the refrigerator looking for something.

"Hen, what are you looking for?" anita asked him

"What can I eat" he answered quickly

"Oh my God, Hen. are you hungry? why not say, I can cook for you." said Anita attention

"I thought you were going as usual" Anita continued

"Sit down, what do you want to eat?" ask Anita

"Anything, whatever." said Hendra while glancing at the crackers at the dinner table

"Will fried rice?" ask Anita again

"He em.." Hendra's mouth was full of crackers

Not until ten minutes Anita has finished making a special fried rice for Hendra.

"Please.please enjoy." said Anita smiling little.

Hendra did not answer Anita's words, he immediately devoured fried rice in front of him. So hungry because of exhaustion of exercise until his mouth was smudged, Anita who sat in front of him reflexively took tissue and gently wiped Hendra's mouth.

"Sorry.your mouth is straw." Anita smiled.

Hendra stared at Anita at a glance without a word, and continued eating.

"You sick? " ask Hendra suddenly

"No, why?" ask Anita

"You look pale." replied Hendra flatly

"It's okay, .." said Anita who hid her condition

Indeed, since a few days Anita felt her body was not healthy, her head was often dizzy and her stomach was nauseous. Actually Anita has realized the situation, but she deliberately hid from Hendra. Not wanting Hendra to be suspicious of his pale face, he immediately stood up and walked into the kitchen.

Bruckk.

Clontang...

Hendra immediately turned his head towards the voice, precisely from the kitchen. How surprised Hendra when he saw Anita had fallen to the floor. He left his meal and rushed to the kitchen.

"Anita...Anita. Why are you?" Hendra shook Anita's body

Hendra felt panicked because Anita did not say anything, he fainted and his face was very pale. Soon Hendra carries Anita's body, takes her into the car and rushes to a nearby clinic.

During the trip Hendra seemed very worried, only this time he felt very anxious to see the condition of Anita who was fainting. Hendra drove his car fast enough that no less than ten minutes had arrived at the nearest clinic from his home.

"Doctor, please check on my wife's condition" Hendra said as she took Anita to the check room

"Okay, I'll check first. Please wait outside to make room for the patient." asked the Doctor

"How's he doing, Doc?" asked Hendra when he saw the doctor coming out of the examination room

"Your wife is fine, it's common in young pregnant women" said Dr. Hendra

"What...do you mean Doctor, Anita's pregnant?" surprised Hendra did not believe it

"Yes, sir...Your wife is pregnant and she is almost three months old. You don't know it yet?" the doctor who was astonished

Hendra did not answer the doctor's question, his mind was confused after hearing Anita's condition. After getting the medicine and being strong enough Hendra immediately brought Anita home. Hendra chose outpatient care when doctors provided inpatient or outpatient options.

During driving home, Hendra did not focus until several times had to brake suddenly. It made Anita's stomach uncomfortable and began to nausea.

"Hen, please be careful." pinta Anita who restrained her nausea

"It's silent, don't spoil it." Hendra snapped to Anita's surprise

"Hen, what's wrong with you?" ask Anita slowly

Hendra just kept quiet until he got home, and immediately got off the car. He sat leaning against the sofa while squeezing his head, his face flushed red withstanding anger.

"Sit down." he said rudely as Anita walked into the house.

"Are you deliberately hiding it from me?" yell loudly Hendra

Anita gasped at Hendra's screams, now she realized that Hendra had known of the pregnancy that had been deliberately covered. Anita was afraid that Hendra would eliminate the fetus in her womb.

"Take Anita, are you mute now" said rudely Hendra staring at Anita's face

"Hen, I'm sorry. I beg you to let this child be born, I really want it" Anita said slowly with a hopeful look

"No way, this is Anita's fault.this is a big mistake." Hendra lowered his tone

"Hen, this pregnancy may be the result of a mistake but this child is not wrong, we are wrong. And I honestly really wanted her presence. Let me take care of her." Anita pleaded

"Anita you don't know, what I feel, I really can't. Enough of you to be hurt, I don't want one more heart to be hurt. Especially like you said, he's not wrong." Hendra's face got more serious

Anita was shocked by Hendra's reasoning, she felt Hendra's heart begin to soften. He did not think Hendra had such thoughts. He thought Hendra was really mean and cruel, sadistic heartless, but he was wrong.

"Hen, let this child be born, let him be the one who will accompany me if you leave me. At least you've given me a fondest memory, a baby of the one I love so much." Anita's tears began to drip and her voice began to hoarse

"So you assume that I'll leave you later?" ask Hendra slowly

"Since marriage I have prepared my heart, if one day you will leave. I know that whenever you can't love me, your heart is closed to me. Although as hard as I tried to open it, but still there is no gap for me." Anita increasingly broke into tears, holding back the pain in her heart

Hendra looked at Anita who was teary-eyed, for some reason his heart felt unbearable. He did not expect that sincerely Anita loved him, had he been very cruel to her. Had he deeply hurt his heart, had he not had any feelings for his wife.

Hendra recalls Mother's advice to him when he poured out his heart first. He regretted that his mind did not want Anita's pregnancy, almost making a big sin again.

"Almost God will be angry with me, have not enough of my sins all this time." Hendra said in his heart

"Hen, speak..." Anita pleaded and clasped Hendra's hand

"All right, let junior be born." said softly Hendra looked at his wife's face.

"Thank you Hen, I love you." Anita smiled happily and spontaneously kissed Hendra's cheeks then hugged him tightly

Hendra felt a little relieved that a heavy burden in his heart seemed to have disappeared, and for the first time he returned Anita's embrace. How happy Anita felt the embrace of Hendra that felt so warm and comfortable.