The End of Destiny

Dispose again

Hendra spurred his car to a normal place he calmed his mind, even though he had not been there for a long time. I don't know, after getting the notification and the message let alone seeing the word reunion made his heart and mind confused again.

In that quiet place, Hendra recalled the beautiful moment with Renata. His heart felt tight to find the fact that now they both have their own lives. Could it be that he could be together again, could it be that they could turn back the clock and fix everything.

"Rena, can I continue the rest of my life without any hope of coming back to you." Hendra said in silence

"I should have been waiting for you in solitude, why now the distance between us becomes more and more distant, Rena." continued Hendra

"Rena, I miss you. Right now I want to cry on your lap. Renata my daughter's master, the owner of my heart." Tears have now melted on her cheeks

A cold, hard, sadistic Hendra will always be fragile when he remembers everything about Renata, this place is always a witness when the rogue looks turned mellow.

While Anita was very surprised by the change in Hendra's attitude, what notifications and messages Hendra actually got. Last night Anita could not close her eyes, she was very worried about her husband because it was past the morning he had not returned.

"Hendra where are you?, what's wrong with you, Hen?" lirih Anita while looking at Junior who was asleep next to her

The morning when Hendra entered his house, because he did not want to wake Anita and Junior, he laid his body on the sofa in the living room. Although his body was very tired but he could not sleep, although his eyes closed but his heart and mind flash back to the time when he was still with Renata.

"Hen, wake up..Why are you sleeping here?" Anita tries to wake Hendra up

"Due...Renata.." delirious Hendra while slightly wriggling.

"So she's the one who made you like this, Hen." softly Anita held something tight in her chest

Anita looked at Hendra's face which was still closed, slowly she stroked the face. The face of the man she loved so much, unwittingly her tears dripped down feeling the pain in her heart.

"Will I always be waiting for you Hen, there is not the slightest feeling of love for me. I'm willing to do anything, as long as you stay beside me." Anita said softly while still stroking the cold face in front of her

"What are you doing?" said Hendra who opened his eyes to make Anita shocked

"I just want to wake you up, what time did you come home last night, Hen?" ask Anita

"It's none of your business, go." throw Hendra out when he's fully awakened from his sleep

"Hen, did I make a mistake, why do you behave like this again" said Anita slowly

"Go I said, besides being stupid are you deaf now." snapped harshly Hendra

"But Hen, at least." Anita's speech was cut off.

"Hughh..." Hendra stood pushing Anita's body and rushed away

After bathing and changing into work clothes, Hendra left without saying goodbye to Anita. He did not want to get any more questions from Anita, now he really needs time to be alone.

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The closer the reunion event turned out to also make Renata upset again, without realizing he was more often pensive himself. Although not sure whether he will come or not, but has made Renata urgency.

Ardian silently watched his wife's attitude, honestly his heart felt indecisive. The shadow will lose Renata always haunts him, actually he does not want to doubt Renata. But somehow in his mind now tucked into a sense of anxiety and excessive fear.

"Where is this Sunday morning going, honey?" asked Ardian who saw his wife was neat

"Darling, do you really want to be on the show?" ask Ardian doubtfully

"Mas, I'm one of the role models, cook I'm not even present." replied Renata later

Ardian hugged his wife tightly from behind, Renata then turned her back. Now she looked at the face of her husband who felt strange, there was a sense of unwillingness in the look in her eyes.

"Why, mas?" ask Renata slowly

"Darling, can you be honest with me, how are you feeling right now? in a moment you might meet him. I felt so scared." said Ardian staring at Renata.

"Mas, I honestly..." Renata did not continue his words

Now Renata sat on the edge of the bed, Ardian followed sitting next to him. Renata momentarily fell silent looking doubtful on his face, his eyes staring blankly ahead.

"Tell me dear, I will try to accept all your words, even if it hurts I will endure it" said Ardian softly

"Mas, I don't understand my feelings either ...But believe me, no matter what happens I want you to always trust me and promise to stay with me." Renata looked at her husband's face

"You really haven't forgotten it?" ask Ardian carefully

"The memories may remain, but I try to keep them only in my heart. Mas, I want to live out my present and future just with you and our children, with our little family" Renata replied quietly

"Dear, I would never be willing to lose you. Until whenever we'll be together forever, whatever happens stays by my side." Ardian hugged tightly

"But, until now Deni has not been able to confirm from him, so most likely he will not come" said Renata calming

"Hopefully, honey...I hope you never see her again." Ardian's warm kiss on Renata's forehead

Hearing Ardian's words earlier made his heart rustle, honestly in his heart he wanted to meet Hendra even though only once, he wanted to apologize to him for his selfishness.

Had he not been selfish, had he struggled a little to find the truth, he might never have parted ways with Hendra. He gave up so easily that Hendra had to sacrifice himself, holding all his pain alone.

"Why, dear.." Ardian's question made Renata wake up from her daydream.

"It's okay, Mas, it looks like Nia has come" said Renata heard the sound of the car stopping.

"Yes, it seems like it is Nia" said Ardian who then drove Renata forward

"Good morning, Mas Ardian." said Nia crispy

"For Nia, what are you going to stop by now?" ask Ardian base stale

"Now a mas, hunt later." reply Nia

"Nia, take care of Renata yes, please take care of her well not to be scuffed at all" Ardian told Nia

"Beres mas, just calm down.From you're safe with me." replied Nia with a small smile.

"You're nothing, let's go. I'm leaving ya mas." said Renata to her husband