
"What to love and survive with him, if he never thinks you exist" said soft Andi who continues to convince Anita
"No Andi, ..until whenever I would stay with him, this was my heart's desire from the beginning. No matter how she thinks of me, I'm happy even just by looking at her face and always being around her" Anita said calmly and tried hard
"Then what about me, whatever my feelings mean nothing to you." said Andi keep staring at Anita.
"Andi, thank you for loving and caring for me.But loving doesn't have to have." said Anita returned Andi's gaze.
"You're selfish, you say love doesn't have to have, but why don't you take it off. Hendra also loves Renata but can not have, so here only you can have your love." Andi said arguing Anita's remarks.
"Andi, um,...I'm..." Anita stopped talking because suddenly Andi kissed her lips gently
Anita just fell silent not resisting but also did not reply, she was shocked by Andi's unexpected actions. Feeling Anita did not reject him, Andi continued to sip and soft mat. Her breathing sounds so hunting, but soon Anita pushes Andi's chest until the link comes off.
"Stop it, Andi..get it.." - Anita.
"For too long I've always tried to understand how you feel, now it's your turn to understand how I feel. Consider again my feelings, I believe can make you happy and always smile, Anita." said Andi pleaded with sincerity.
"I will go home." said Anita who could no longer linger in that place
"I'll take you.." Andi's reply came along.
"No, ..did you forget that my car was just pretending to be on strike" Anita said
"Wait, at least I will take you to where your car is." said Andi quickly holding Anita's hand
Then they walked to where Anita's car was, the distance was not too far from the house. During the walk together, Andi continued to hold tightly to Anita's hand. Every now and then Andi stared at her with a small smile, Anita was completely helpless with the sweetness Andi showed.
"Thank you." said Anita when she reached her destination and then got into the car.
"Be careful, I Love You.." said softly Andi rubbed Anita's cheek.
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Anita has arrived at her house, but Hendra is not there yet only Junior who is playing with his aunt. Anita was about to go straight into the room and clean up, but her son whined for company because he left her at home with his aunt for a long time today.
"Mommy..why did it take so long?" junior whined when he saw Anita enter the house
"Sorry baby, mommy there is important business.sorry yes." said Anita who approached her son.
"Since then Aden always asked the madam...do not even want to bob noon." said the aunt told Anita.
"Junior is not bobok yes earlier.other times do not be that dear, Junior is already big already want to go to school again.." said Anita stroked the soft head of her child.
"Yes mom...when is Junior school?" his son was spoiled and hugged himself
"Mommy has registered, starting next month you have started school" Anita replied smiling
"Yes mom,.. horeee I want to go to school, bi.." said the carefree Junior looked towards aunt.
"Yes, Aden must be a smart kid." said the aunt smiling.
"Yes mom.." said Junior sat back down after taking off the hug from his mommy.
Anita then rushed into her room, finished bathing she sat on the edge of the bed and recalled the whole incident today. He did not expect it turned out that there had been a man who became his secret admirer. But what makes his heart sad is Hendra's attitude to him who impressed did not care.
"Dad, why are you acting like that." Anita herself wrote in her daydream.
Until after dinner, Hendra had not yet arrived home, after accompanying Junior to bed Anita continued to go back and forth in the front room waiting for her husband to come home, he felt very agitated and then sat down on the sofa in the living room, when his phone rang.
"Hello Rena.." said Anita raised the call on her phone.
"Anita's night, how's it going?" ask Renata later
"Not as good as you are, Ren.." said Anita slowly.
"Why Anita,..why is there a problem?" ask Renata again
"Rena, I'm currently confused again." said Anita.
"Tell me.." said Renata.
Anita began to tell everything to Renata, from the beginning when she accidentally met Andi, Andi who became her secret admirer who always sent flowers on her birthday, unwittingly Andi who continues to guard until Andi infiltration in his uncle's business.
"So that's the reason why Hendra asked me about Andi yesterday" Renata said after hearing Anita's explanation
"Yes, but that disappointed me...Hendra is only concerned about his work, and feels indifferent to me even yesterday he immediately left me alone in Andi's house" said bitter Anita
"Is he really acting like that?" ask Renata not to believe it
"Ren, it may be true said Andi that actually I never meant anything to him" said Anita Pilu
"Prophe Anita, ..Maybe let the business be done, then speak well with her. As far as I know he's not that kind of man, .." said Renata to calm Anita's heart
"Ren, it might be true that there was not the least bit of love for me but at least she had empathy for me, whether all my love and understanding had been meaningless all this time..." said Anita who had shed her tears
"Anita be calm, don't think negatively before you talk to her directly, I want everything to be fine." said Renata attentively.
"Rena, what about Andi?" ask Anita then
"Anita, indeed Andi is a good man, more able to care and pamper his loved ones, he said, but my suggestion is to consider carefully this matter do not be rash and hasty in making a decision, remember there is a Junior among you." replied Renata carefully trying to give advice.
"Either Ren, honestly right now I'm really upset.especially until now Hendra has not come home, I really want to talk to him immediately" said Anita slowly.
"Patience Anita, do not let you stress.Let everything flow as time goes on, God gives you a test that you can definitely go through and His destiny is definitely the best for you." renata said encouragingly Anita
"Thank you Rena, the next time I call again.." said Anita ended her conversation with Renata.
"Yes, with pleasure Anita, " replied Renata shut her phone
"Daddy, come home quickly, I'm waiting for you.." said Anita herself still sitting on the sofa.