The End of Destiny

Untying

Anita who waited for Hendra who never came home finally fell asleep in her sleep. Indeed Hendra came home almost early in the morning, he immediately slept and did not want to wake Anita. In the morning when Anita opened her eyes first, she looked at her husband who was still asleep, she immediately got up and deliberately let her husband who looked so tired.

"Bi, breakfast sir let me just take it to the room" Anita told auntie

"Well, lady.I'll get you a tray. " said aunt while taking a tray and handing it to Anita.

"Is Junior not awake yet, bi?" asked Anita who realized she had not heard her son's voice

"Not yet madam, maybe it will be a bit later because last night his sleep was quite late" replied the aunt

"Alright, later if you wake up please help aunty take a shower and continue to eat breakfast" said Anita

"Well madam, I understand." said the aunt who knew that after this her employer did not want to be disturbed

Anita did want to talk to Hendra after he woke up later, he did not want to let this problem become protracted. He wants everything to be finished clearly and surely, so as not to feel upset anymore.

"For Dad,." Anita said as she watched Hendra open her eyes.

"Mom, what are you doing here?" asked Hendra astonished to see Anita sitting on the edge of the bed waiting for him to wake up from sleep

"Wait for you and bring breakfast for you" Anita replied with a small smile

"Tumben, can I have breakfast at the dinner table, use ushered to the room all.." said Hendra sitting leaning on his bed.

"What time did I wait for you to fall asleep, what time did you come home?" asked Anita while offering a warm cup of tea

"Nearly 2 o'clock." answered Hendra briefly and sipped his warm tea

"Dad, you want to take a shower or have breakfast first." asked Anita looking at her husband's face.

"Why indeed." said Hendra while putting his tea cup.

"I want to talk to you, since last night I've been waiting for you to talk." said Anita slowly but cut off because she saw the look on her husband's face changed.

"Dad, don't you want to discuss it.Why your facial features have changed " continued Anita.

"Today I, Arya and the boss will meet with Iwan and his uncle, we will finish with a good negotiation but if it does not work yes forced by violence" said Hendra later

"So you mean now we can't talk just yet." said Anita a little disappointed.

"I want all this work done" said Hendra flatly

"Then what about me, what's the business of feeling I don't matter to you?" anita looked at her husband's face

"Mom, please.." Hendra briefly seemed to shy away from Anita's gaze.

"Then what do you want, you want me to let you go for Andi.." said Hendra ketus.

"Hendras....What are you saying, are you aware that your words have hurt my heart." said Anita whose reddened face held in anger.

"Didn't he love you, and he's a very good man to spoil women, you must be happy with him" Hendra smiled wryly

"How come you are, .. I really don't think you think that way, you think I'm what kind of woman, easily moved to another man." Anita said in tears.

"You've met and talked to him, and you seem so sure that he really loves you, that I may never be able to give him the love he does." hendra said softly without looking at Anita

"Hen, look me in the eye, and tell me that you never thought I existed, if my sacrifice and understanding were meaningless to you" said Anita as she grabbed Hendra's arm.

"Sorry Anita, I just want you to feel real happiness, I want you to feel what it's like to be loved by someone and I'm sure you'll get that from Andi, he's a good guy and I know that" said Hendra slowly trying to stare at Anita

"That's not what I want to hear." said Anita increasingly shed tears.

"I know all this time you can never understand your feelings let alone love you, I'm just a cold man who always hurts your heart, it's time you got it from someone who really loves you." hendra looked at Anita in the face and wiped away the tears on Anita's cheek

"But I love you so much." - Anita.

"Loving doesn't have to be, but living with someone who loves you more makes you happy, and you deserve to be happy, Anita" Hendra said.

Although actually in the heart of Hendra also feels heavy if you have to part with Anita, but he realizes that forever he will not be able to give love as Andi gave. His heart and love had frozen for Renata at any moment, although all this time he tried to be sweet to Anita, but it was just pseudo.

"Anita, you're a very good woman, you deserve sincere love and care from a man who loves you with all his heart, not a cold man without a heart like me." hendra covered Anita's face

"So easy you just take me off,." - Anita sounded so sad

"To be honest I was also hard to take you off, but I would rather not let you live tormented with me forever" said Hendra, peeping at Anita and hugging her

"I love you so much, I accept whatever your reality is and I'm willing to." said Anita slowly but immediately cut off Hendra.

"Enough Anita, think about all this again.Your future is still long, and you deserve so much love and happiness." said Hendra rubbed his wife's head.

"He's a good man, he'll make you happy and keep smiling, he'll never let you cry again, open your heart to him and learn to forget me...." said again Hendra was calm and flat

"Life I won't be able to forget you, you're my first and last love.I want to be with you forever." said Anita tightly hugging Hendra's body.

"I know, but you deserve sincere love and attention.he will give you happiness, trust me. " said Hendra softly as she gently rubbed Anita's back holding her.

"I can't leave you alone." said Anita, crying on Hendra's shoulder.

"I am destined for solitude, and I will happily live it. I just want people who love me and understand me to live happily." hendra took off Anita's embrace and covered her face