
More and more Anita felt a change in Hendra's attitude, no longer rude or fierce to him. Now he is more gentle and attentive to her and also her content.
The days passed without a bitter cry from Anita, the atmosphere inside the house was no longer tense. Moreover, now Anita more often see a smile on Hendra's face, although it looks forced but Anita really appreciates a little change in Hendra's attitude.
"Good morning, please." Anita thrusts a plate of fried rice at Hendra
"Thank you Anita, sit down we eat together" said Hendra flatly
"Yes, okay. " Anita sat down
Hendra front
"Where are you going?" hendra asked to see Anita getting ready this morning
"You go to the gynecologist, today is a routine control schedule" Anita replied while bribing her food
"I'll drive you" said Hendra to remain flat
Anita was shocked to hear Hendra's words just now, she looked at her husband's face and smiled a little. Even with a flat and cold face, it turned out that he was trying to pay attention to her.
"Really, thank you." said Anita cheerfully as she held Hendra's hand
"Continue eating it" said Hendra quickly
After finishing breakfast, the two of them now headed to the gynecologist practice Anita. Anita felt very happy, she kept looking at Hendra's face with a smile. Even though the one in sight did not glance at him.
Finally arriving at the destination, after queuing for about half an hour, Hendra and Anita walked into the check room. The doctor greeted them with an astonished smile, as their tumben came together.
"Anita, it's nice to see you coming with your husband" the doctor said kindly
"Yes Doctor, it just so happens that my husband today is not too busy" Anita replied as she lay down
The doctor begins to perform an ultrasound on Anita, and tells Hendra to come closer. Now that he was standing next to the lying Anita, he stared at the led screen that displayed the junior condition inside there.
His heart felt a strange feeling, he slightly smiled but at the same time tried hard to hold back his tears. Hendra was deeply moved, his whole life only this time he felt this taste.
"Anita's pregnancy condition is very good, the fetus is also strong, so you can calm down no need to worry anymore" said Doctor to Hendra when he was sitting at his desk
"I mean Doctor?" hendra asked confusedly while sitting in front of the Doctor and Anita next to her
"Well, you are, cook I must speak bluntly." the doctor's smile glanced at Anita.
"I mean from now on you no longer need to worry when you are looking at junior, because he is strong and can often be looked at as well as preparation for a normal birth, so it is easier." the Doctor smiled without hesitation explained
Anita also gave a small smile while glancing at Hendra, but the one glanced at just fell silent expressionless. Anita knew what was on her mind, after that they never did it again.
"The doctor could have,...Well excuse us, thank you, " said Anita standing up and stepping out followed by Hendra behind her.
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That night Hendra came home not too late, somehow now he went home more often early. Unlike the old days who came home late at midnight even before dawn, just to sleep and go again the morning.
Anita had cooked and now they had finished dinner. Anita is very happy with her husband's attitude now, willing to eat at home and appreciate her cooking.
That night Hendra looked restless, without him noticing Anita watching him from inside the room. Anita as an adult woman certainly knows very well what her husband is going through at this time.
With doubt Anita came out of his room and approached Hendra, he strengthened his heart, he was ready to accept whatever reality he could later. Even if you have to accept the tantrums and mockery of her husband.
"Hen, you haven't slept?" anita asked while sitting next to Hendra
"Not sleepy yet, go to bed already night." replied Hendra without turning to Anita
"Hen, I know what you're feeling" Anita said hesitantly
"Let me help you." Anita said.
"What do you mean?" Hendra spontaneously turned his head towards Anita
"I know you're holding him back, let me help you, I promise I won't cross the line. Let's just say I'm thanking you for opening your heart up a little bit and being kind to me" Anita said carefully
Hendra looked at Anita, his heart pounding at Anita's words. Is it true that he began to change, is it true that now he can open his heart to his wife a little. It felt impossible, because almost every night he still remembered Renata the owner of his heart.
"Hen, .." look at Anita who is now resting in front of Hendra resting on both knees
"Anita, why do you want to help me, and you know I don't love you?" Hendra stared intently at Anita's face which was now right in front of him
"I know you don't love me, but please at least accept my help. I can't stand to see you tormented like this." Anita slowly ventured to put her hand on Hendra's thigh, which was only wearing a boxer
Hendra did not reject the hand, and instead closed his eyes as Anita's hand slowly began to move to its base. His heart felt unnatural, he was at an inner battle between refusing or accepting that gentle touch.
"Ahhh.." a voice came out of Hendra's mouth when something stiffened it at Anita's touch
Hendra shuddered at the touch, his eyes closed and his wishful thinking flew off somewhere. He could no longer think clearly when the touch turned into a massage and soft squeeze.
"Enough, come with me." Hendra lifted Anita's body and brought her into the room and laid her on her big bed
"I'm ready to be a victim of your pestilence again, Hen." Anita shrieked in Hendra's ear
"Really.." whispered Hendra who brushed his body.
"Do as you will, I am willing and honest that I have long wanted it again." Anita whispered back
Unconsciously his second hand that had been working since earlier, had made them both innocent. Their body temperature gets hotter, Anita feels soared no matter Hendra thinks of herself or Renata as before.
"Do Hen.." des ah Anita spoiled when she could not resist the sensation of playing with her husband's hands, mouth and tongue
Anita's voice made Hendra forget himself even more, and continued his action gently. It seems she was aware that Anita was pregnant and did not want to harm her. The cold and rough Hendra now playing with the heat but soft, has really changed.
That night Anita was very happy to find the treatment of her husband, their hot game that somehow ended when the two sprawled helplessly out of energy.
"From now on, sleep with me here in our room" Hendra said before falling asleep
"Yes, with pleasure." replied Anita who fell asleep with a smile on her face