The End of Destiny

Thugs

While Renata tries to start opening her heart, Hendra's condition is inversely proportional. His life was completely chaotic, he seemed to have no purpose in life anymore. School time delinquency is nothing compared to his behavior now.

The nature of his temperament is increasingly becoming, in recent months he has twice dealt with the authorities. But let alone deter, it makes it even more uncontrollable.

His parents were dizzy with his behavior. I don't know what else they have to do to change their child's attitude.

"Hendra, I've enrolled you in a private university, tomorrow you go to college and bring the necessary files" Hendra's father said at the dinner table.

"Who wants to go to college." replied Hendra lightly as he bribed his food.

"You don't want to go to college, what do you want to be, you're a man who has to think about the future. Your behavior must be changed not like a thug gini." advice his father.

Hendra did not understand his father's words and immediately refused to leave his meal.

"Hendra I haven't finished talking..."

As usual, if the night wander and daytime sleep all day. Hendra splashed his body on the mattress, his eyes staring at the ceiling of the room.

"Hendra, can I talk to you for a second, son?" his mother said softly, sitting next to him.

''Say something else, Mom?" Hendra got up and leaned against the wall of his room.

"Son, if you don't want to go to college, look for a job, look for positive activities, don't continue like this." said the mother carefully.

"Report it, ma'am .." replied Hendra lightly.

"Mom knows how you feel, I know you can't forget Renata yet." Mother's words made Hendra's chest tight, her eyes empty

"Renata must be very sad to see your situation now, he must be very disappointed." continued Mother.

"Yes Ma'am, Hendra can never forget it, maybe even to death Renata will still be here" said Hendra while pointing at his chest.

"Mother understands, therefore the order of your future, if you are paired one day you must be together again."

"No way, ma'am, he and I are different."

"Don't say impossible, if God wants everything to happen, there must be a way" said Mother gently rubbed Hendra's head which was now in her lap.

"Change, son. I don't want you to regret it one day."

Mother's advice always ringed in Hendra's ears. She realized what Mom said was right, she had to change.

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Hendra decided to accept his father's decision to go to college. He tried hard to adapt to the campus environment. He majored in informatics engineering, the engineering faculty of a private university.

The basis of his tough nature, at the beginning of college he often makes problems on campus not much different from when High School used to be. There were problems that he made either with one generation or his seniors. But after a few semesters he began to seriously pursue his studies.

By his friends he was nicknamed a campus thug, understand how his behavior is indeed like a thug. If girls used to call him a handsome thug, no doubt with his cool face that many girls are interested in him.

There were even some girls who blatantly shot him. But Hendra has not been able to open his heart to other girls.

"Hendra, ntar malem jalan yuk." take Natalia, a girl who has a heavy crush on Hendra.

"Sorry, Nat can't I have a show." Hendra refused.

"Hen, you why the hell, it's hard to be invited to the road. Don't-don't you don't like girls" Natalia said with a mocking glance.

"Hen, I'm sorry but ..." It's not over Natalia said, Hendra left her.

Hendra has not been able to move on from Renata, I don't know how many girls who try to get close to him will not last long.

The more he tried to forget, Renata's shadow instead continued to follow him. He misses the woman he loves so much. It was in his mind to see him back.

"Mom, what do you think I'd see Renata again ?" asked Hendra for his mother's opinion.

"You're sure, son, if he's still alone."

"I miss him so much, if he already has a girlfriend again it's okay, Mom." Hendra took a deep breath.

"I was relieved even if I just looked at it from a distance" he continued.

"Wouldn't it just hurt you, try to keep it in your heart and look ahead."

"Let me feel pain, as long as I can look him in the face" he said, until his mother shed tears.

"It's up to you what your heart says." said the mother while stroking her son's head.

Sunday morning Hendra rode his motorcycle towards Renata's house, he was actually a bit doubtful. His heart was pounding as he began to enter the alley of Renata's house. Recollecting back when for the first time she played to Renata's house, a smile puffed up on her lips.

He suddenly stopped his motorbike, rewinded to the back of a tree. From where he stopped he could clearly see the terrace of Renata's house, his hands clenched firmly, his jaws hardened seeming to restrain emotions.

"Honey, we have to leave soon later you know "Andi said to Renata

"There's one more chapter left ."

replied Renata who was reading the novel while leaning on Andi's shoulder.

"When will you see what time it is?"

"Yes, yeah..."

"Rena dear,." said Andi while kissing the tip of Renata's head.

"Yes, I'll get the bag first." Renata got up and went into the house.

"Take a bag for a long time anyway, dear.." cried Andi impatiently.

"I can't wait ." Renata came out and pinched Andi's arm.

Andi replies with a kiss on Renata's cheek, then immediately turns on the motor. The two of them looked friendly, a smile constantly expanding on their lips, without realizing there was a pair of eyes looking at them with stifled pain.

Andi and Renata drive to the cinema, yes they both have already made an appointment to watch today.

Hendra followed them from a considerable distance. Arriving in front of the cinema Hendra stopped his motorbike, he felt unable to see their affection anymore.

"You're happy with Andi,... Renata have you forgotten me." Hendra's face looked grim.

He remembered that Renata had left Andi before, but at this time when he had to see their affection his heart felt bitter. If only he was in Andi's position, how happy.

''Rena, you know I still love you so much."