The End of Destiny

Reminiscing

On the way home from Renata's house, Anita accidentally stopped at a cafe to just calm down by enjoying her favorite cappuccino latte. Anita did still feel so very lost the man she loved so much, while enjoying the coffee of her order she reminisced about the time with Hendra, he said, both at the beginning of the marriage was so heavy that he could finally feel the happiness of living with Hendra.

"How are you, Anita, ...?" sahut Andi who had suddenly stood before him

"Andi, how do you know I'm here." asked Anita in surprise when she woke up from her daydream.

"Feeling, .." Andi gave a small smile

"May I sit down." continued Andi briefly.

"Sure, please.." said Anita slowly.

"You're from Renata's house, yes." Andi said opening the conversation.

"Oh, I know now.definitely Renata told you.." Anita said later.

"Renata just said that if you had just come from his house, he also did not know if we stopped here right, so this is purely my feeling...my heart says you're doing time here" Andi explained

"I'll be home tomorrow .." said Anita slowly as she sipped her coffee

"We go home together, yes, I'll pick you up at Hendra's parents' house." said Andi stared softly at Anita's face.

"I don't want to bother you, maybe you still want to stay here." said Anita slowly.

"Anita, honestly I'm still here because of you.I want to always take care of you, I don't want to leave you here alone, even every day I always see your situation at Hendra's parents' house, even without you knowing. "obviously Andi clasped tightly Anita's hand

"Andi, you shouldn't have to do that.I don't want to trouble you and make you disappointed with my attitude towards you yesterday, today and tomorrow." said Anita returned Andi's gaze with a sad face

"Anita, I sincerely do all this.I love you so much, but I don't want to force my feelings on you. If indeed you can never love me, then I accept but let this love remain in my heart." said softly Andi kissed Anita's hand

"I know you are still very lost with the departure of Hendra, I understand your feelings for her, your true love just for her, .." continued Andi again looked softly at Anita's face

"Thank you Andi, for your understanding of me.., once again forgive me." said Anita slowly.

"Here you go, forget for a moment about this problem.smile back, Anita.continue to live and look to the future with a smile." said Andi smiling widely trying to melt the atmosphere.

"Well, what time do I pick you up tomorrow?" andi asked happily as Anita smiled

"Morning, me and Junior will be ready as early as possible." Anita said later.

"Alright madam, I'm ready to pick you up tomorrow morning." said Andi smiling seductively Anita.

"What the hell." said Anita shaking her head while smiling amusedly.

"Well, see you tomorrow morning.be careful on the road." said Andi rose as well and stared at Anita's departure with a happy smile.

The next morning Andi had arrived to pick up Anita and Junior to return to the capital. Although the weight of Hendra's parents allowed Anita to bring Junior home, they also felt that the grandson was more comfortable living there.

The journey is quite far and tiring, but makes Andi so happy, he feels like he really has his own little family. Moreover, Junior is so close to him, now the hard task Andi just convince and melt Anita's heart.

While they had all arrived back in the capital and were living their life routine, Renata seemed to still be faithful with her grief and sense of loss. Although no longer every day, now every week Renata must visit Hendra's tomb and stay there long enough.

"Honey, just came home." said Ardian when Renata entered the room after returning from the tomb.

"Yes, I take a shower first." said Renata directly to the bathroom.

"Honey, I know how you feel.but until when are you going to be like this." said softly Ardian hugging his wife from behind while sitting in front of her dresser.

"Mas, give me some time." - wryly Renata looked at her husband from the reflection of the mirror.

"I always give you time, .." said Lirih Ardian took off his arms and sat on the edge of the bed

"Mas, I'm sorry if I let you down. I honestly feel like we started a relationship from scratch, I have to learn to keep it in my heart and start learning to accept you again. I'm sorry, if you think I've ignored your feelings, give me a little more time." said Renata quietly while sitting next to her husband.

"His departure seems to make me have to face your attitude as when we first knew it, I hope your love for me is not lost forever." said Ardian felt slicing Renata's heart.

Ardian did feel Renata's attitude after Hendra's departure changed, he was completely indifferent to her. Renata re-think and remember Hendra every day, he was like living alone in his memories with Hendra. But as a husband and a normal man, Ardian has limits of understanding and patience.

"Do you want to leave me, want to separate from me." said Ardian suddenly made Renata jerked.

"What do you mean, mas?" asked Renata not to understand

"As a normal husband and man, I have my limits, Rena. I know how much you loved her, and now that she is gone, can't you just keep her in the depths of your heart, and live our home life again....or indeed you've forgotten your love for me." replied Ardian slowly with a look of poop and wet eyes held back his tears from flowing

"Mas, it's not like that.I still love you, I'm sorry if I ignore you too much, I don't intend to leave you in the least, I promise to move on from all this soon..." said Renata covering Ardian's face with both hands and looking at him full of regret

"You really still love me, baby." asked Ardian reassuring her heart.

"Yes, I will always love you, but please allow me to remember and keep Hendra deep in my heart, because my feelings are eternal for him and timeless." replied Renata looking sincerely at Ardian's eyes

"I understand, and I'd love it if for all eternity you would remember her.I love you, Rena....love you so much.." said Ardian staring and kissed gently on Renata's forehead.

"I love you, too, mas.I'm sorry if I have to share my heart for her." said Renata kissed gently on Ardian's lips.