The End of Destiny

Really kangen

Renata fell silent again, and felt very awkward to look wrong. Now he was convinced that the one in front of him was Hendra. That flat speech and cold expressionless face indeed belonged to Hendra, the owner of his heart.

"Why, why is that?" hendra asked Renata

"Deni where ya , he said wait here" replied Renata stiff

"So now this place is the place where you meet Deni" said flat Hendra

"Ahh..no really, ta.tadi he said wait here." replied Renata stammered.

"Deni again met Aira, want nostalgia" said Hendra cuek

"Tia's classmate Aira, how come?" ask Renata curiously

"Yes Deni had a heavy crush on Aira, but cemen did not dare to talk, kangen long did not meet he said." explained Hendra expressionless

"Aren't you the same as me?" asked Hendra suddenly

Renata was stunned to hear Hendra's sudden words, he was silent his tongue felt like speechless. His heart beat pounding fast, his heart rippled again feeling that strange sensation.

"Kok diem.apa had even forgotten the same me, so it is impossible to feel kangen.." said Hendra slowly while staring at Renata's face.

"Kangen...Very kangen.." replied Renata stammered and looked tense.

"really,...What a cold and sadistic man this deserves in the kangeni, the man who has disappointed you and..." Hendra's words were cut

Renata reflexively put his index finger on Hendra's lips, he did not want Hendra to continue his speech. The two stared at each other, their eyes clashing together to feel the strange vibration they were now feeling.

"Please don't go on.." said Renata while bowing her head.

"Why?" Hendra held Renata's chin and lifted her up

Renata's face, which was now staring back at Hendra's face, could not hide the tears that began to melt. Hendra felt his heart ache to see the tears of Renata, his feelings so unreasonable.

"You cry Rena?, am I so deeply hurting your heart.." said Hendra trembling.

"I'm sorry, Hendra." said Renata

"Sorry?, he meant.." asked Hendra in surprise.

"I've been so selfish, letting you bear the pain alone even though all this is because of my mother" Renata said slowly

"Where do you know about that?" Hendra stared at Renata

"It doesn't matter where I'm supposed to ask why you never told me." Renata returned Hendra's gaze

Hendra was silent for a moment, the two of them looked so close that they could feel each other's breath. Suppose they are just the two of them, want to feel like hugging each other tightly and release all the longings that have been stored in the heart.

"Here it is, all has passed, is it still important for you." said Hendra later.

"I feel so guilty, I should have found out the truth. I'm too easy to give up and be selfish until you've kept this burden to yourself" Renata said, trying to calm down

"Are you happy with your marriage, Rena?" asked Hendra suddenly

"I...Why are you asking like that?" ask Renata

"Jawab only, I just want to know." replied Hendra briefly

"I am very lucky to have a happy little family, two beautiful and handsome children and a loving and understanding husband" Renata replied

"Do you love her, I mean your husband." asked Hendra again

"He's a very nice guy, he loves me a lot and accepts me for who I am. Although he knew at first I could not accept it but with all his sincerity and patience to open my heart." explained Renata stared at the changed look on Hendra's face

Hendra tried to hold something tight in his heart, when he heard Renata's explanation and praised her husband. I want him to smother Renata's mouth so as not to continue his words. Her heart seemed to be sliced knowing Renata had been able to open her heart maybe even love another man.

"Hen, why...Did I say it wrong?" rennata asked as she looked at his expression

"So he has managed to get me out of your heart, throw it away..." Hendra couldn't continue his words

Hendra clenched both of his hands tightly, holding something that felt like he wanted to explode, his heart pounding, his face flushed with anger and disappointment. Wanting it to go and vent his anger, if only there were dozens of enemies in front of him would have been exhausted by violent.

"Hen, don't be like this." Renata calms Hendra when he sees a change in Hendra's attitude

"Why can you do it, and I can't do it at all, even for a second." - Hendra

Hendra was completely unable to hold himself back and immediately got up about to leave, but Renata's hand pulled his hand and held him back. Hendra stood still unable to move, but his gaze was filled with disappointment.

"Hen, sit down again and listen to my heart.please." pinta Renata.

Hendra remained silent not to answer, but Renata's hand pulled him back. He tried to calm down and take a long breath.

"I'm sorry that I was so selfish in deciding to accept another man, I just want to move on with my life. But my feelings for you have never changed in the least, since I first saw you even until this very second. And maybe for the rest of my life you will remain in my heart, even though I can open my heart and receive another heart but it will never be the same as I love you." clearly Renata looked at Hendra's face with tears

"Because I love you so much, from the beginning of meeting until this moment even until the end of my life, only you are in my heart. Even if I can't open my heart, this love has really killed my soul" Hendra said in a trembling voice

The two stared at each other feelingly, full of longing so great that they did not realize Hendra's lips kissed a glimpse of Renata's lips, very soft feeling. The chest of both pounding violently felt the sensation of touching these two lips, very warm and soothing to the soul.

"Renata, come back to me.." pinta Hendra with eyes that begin to wet.

"Hen, man,...Is that possible?" lirih Renata with her eyes

"Rena, I'm willing to do whatever you want to get back with me." replied Hendra

"I believe Hen, but are we able to make a heart that has sincerely accepted us as we are hurt. Do we have the heart to make them feel pain and deep hurt" Renata said trying to give understanding

"Let it be enough for us both to feel how painful and hurt love is. It is enough for both of us to bear this heavy burden, and let this feeling remain in our minds forever" Renata continued

"You may be able to, but I am not Rena.even until this moment only your shadow is always in front of me. Although he can accept it, but I will always feel guilty." replied Hendra holding tightness in his chest

"By your harsh yet cold nature, I'm sure you won't be able to see your family hurt. Let this feeling remain firmly in our hearts, let us sacrifice for those who have sincerely loved and accepted us as we are." Renata clasped Hendra's hand tightly