THE BEST BROTHERS
Chapter 73
♥Arsyad♥
I still could not close my eyes, I was still thinking about Almira who seemed to not believe that I was sure of my decision.
I saw my phone that went back to sound because there was a message notification from Whatsapp. I opened the incoming message.
[Alhamdulillah if you are sure of your decision Syad. Shad can we meet tomorrow?]
[Meet where is Mira?]
[In Syad's reading garden.]
[Alright, wait there, at 10 am I go to your reading garden.]
[Alright I wait for you Syad]
"What did Almira ask to see me? Does he still not believe in my decision?" my uacap is in my heart.
This heart still has Annisa. But, when with Almira why the taste for Nisa can disappear instantly.
"Is Almira my medicine to forget Annisa? I'm sorry Mira. I will try to be the best priest for you." I said softly.
♥Almira♥
I have to tell her everything, I have to tell my past to Arsyad, I don't want her to know after I get married. Yes, I had a very bitter past when I was 10 years old. If I remember all that, it feels like I just want to die. But, I have God, I know God loves me and gives me the chance to live until now.
I am not a perfect woman. I am more than a insult. I dress like the perfect woman. But, it's not. I could be what I am today because of the encouragement and guidance of my greatest people to fight my dark life back then. Ummi, Abah, Pakde Fahmi and Budhe Artha are my greatest people. If indeed after I was honest with my dark mass this to Arsyad and he accepted me as I am a woman who is very lucky to get a perfect man like Arsyad. If Arshad can't accept me, maybe God has other plans for me. God is my only helper, and I believe that. God loves his servant who loves him.
I still can't sleep, I'm thinking about tomorrow how to convey this to Arsyad.
I heard a knock on the door of my room. "Tok..but.tok..."
"Mira, this is ummi son, are you asleep?"ask ummi.
I got out of my bed to open the door.
"Ummi what's wrong? Mira hasn't slept yet." I answered while opening the door.
"Can ummi come in for a second?"ask Ummi.
"By ummi, Mira also wants to talk to ummi" I replied.
Ummi came into my room and sat down on the edge of the bed. I closed my room door again. I sat next to Ummi.
"Ummi."talku.
"Yes Mira, what's wrong?"ask Ummi.
"What's going on in Mira's room?"I turned to ask Ummi.
"Son, tomorrow you will be at the sermon of Arshad. Did you tell me all your stories first?"ummi asked that made me shed tears.
"Ummi...that's what Mira will talk to ummi." I sobbed and ummi held me tightly.
"Tell me son, if Arsyad accepts you for who you are, he's a good man for you. But, if not, believe me God will give you a better man than Arshad." Ummi said.
"Yes Ummi, Almira tomorrow will try to meet Arsyad and talk everything." I said as I continued to shed tears that were increasingly flowing.
Suddenly the door of my room opened, Abah entered my room, holding me tight. As if I knew what I was feeling.
"I'm sorry Mira, you can't take care of Mira long ago. Abah failed to be a father. Forgive me, son." Abah cried and called me.
"This is not the fault of abah or ummi. It's all fate for Mira abah, ummi. This is all Mira's lifeline that should be like this. You're my greatest parents. Never again blame yourself or your friends. Abah and ummi are not wrong. Mira loves Abah and Ummi."my still sobbing words.
"Tomorrow tell all about Arsyad, son. He deserves to know what happened to you. Don't cover everything, son. Speak truthfully to Arsyad. If she accepts Arsyad's the best thing for you, son. But, if not, you will get someone better than Arshad." explained Abah.
"Yes, Mira will tell Arsyad everything. If Arsyad hesitates tomorrow, I will give him until 10pm, if until 10pm the Arsyads do not come to this house, it means he will not abuse Mira and will not marry Mira abah." I said.
"Dear, that's up to you. The most important thing is that you explain it in all honesty with Arsyad."
"Yes, that's it."
"Yes rest, it's night. Jagan was too much for Mira to think about. I don't want to see you sick anymore. Everything's going to be fine, son." I'm trying to calm Almira down.
"Yes, Mira sleeps first, abah, ummi. Good night."
"Yes son. Sleep and good dreams. Abah loves you very much Mira." Abah kissed Mira's forehead.
"Mira also loves Abah and Ummi."
"Calm your heart baby, sleep it's night. Ummi dear Mira." Ummi kissed Mira's forehead.
"Mira also loves ummi."
Ummi da abah came out of my room. I tried to close my eyes and forget about the dirty thing.
"O Allah, if Arshad is my soul mate, make it easy for both of us. Aamiin." I said softly.
*****
In the morning Arshad was ready to go to the office. I don't know why Arsyad's heart didn't calm this morning.
"Why Mira wants to see me. What does he want to tell me?" Arshad said in his heart.
Arsyad came out of his room to the dining table. He had found Papah and his mother serra his two younger siblings at the dinner table.
"For all." Arsyad kissed his mother's cheek. Arshad's habits were like that. At breakfast, he kissed his mother's cheek.
"Dear, you're at the office today?"ask Andini, her mother.
"Yes ma'am, I'd like to see Mira for a second. He'll talk something to Arsyad he said."answered Arsyad.
"Oh.ya already, Shita you help mom at home yes, to prepare all the needs that will be brought later tonight to Mira's house." Andini said to Shita.
"Yes mother, indeed Shita today did not go to the cafe to prepare everything." replied Shita eagerly.
"Let's have breakfast first." said Papah Rico.
*****
While Mira at her house she seemed restless, she thought about how to convey her honesty to Arsyad later. He came out of his room and headed towards the dining room, his brother and ummi were already waiting at the dining table for breakfast together.
"For abah, ummi."why Mira to her parents, she deliberately showed a cheerful look of her face so that her parents did not know her grief.
"Dear, let's have breakfast" said Umm Rahmah.
"Yes ummi." Mira said and smiled at umminya.
"Mira, you know how you feel, hopefully with your honesty this will not change Arsyad's heart to marry you." Abah Fajri said.
"Let's hope." she answered briefly.
Mira was silent while enjoying her morning breakfast.
"Change, forgive Mira. It is precisely Mira who will undo all this. Mira doesn't deserve Arsyad. He's a good guy, he deserves the best. Mira is ashamed of you, very embarrassed if you marry Arsyad" Mira said in her heart.
After breakfast Mira immediately say goodbye to Abah and Ummi to go to the reading garden.
As usual Mira was delivered by Mr. Afif his personal driver.
*****
Arshad is in his office. He was still thinking about Almira who invited him to meet later.
Rayhan entered Arsyad's room with some files that Arsyad had to sign.
"Hi..daydream." Ray surprises the dreamy Arsyad.
"Morning is gone sir." Ray teases Arsyad.
"Ray, come tonight, I'm gonna propose to Mira."
"Don't joke Syad."
"Ray when I'm kidding."
"You sure?"ask Ray.
"Yakin Ray's. But, Mira like her is not sure and trust me, at 10 o'clock she wants to meet me. He said there was something he wanted to talk about." explains Arsyad.
"Just meet. Do I want to take you?" Ray offers to drive Arsyad.
"You are here, pity Arsyil alone." said Arsyad.
"Yes, may Almira be sure and believe in your decision."
Arsyad has finished checking the files given by Ray, he has signed everything.
Arsyad travels with Ray to meet Almira at his reading garden.
He immediately walked out to his car which had been prepared by the security guard in front. Arsyad got in the car and drove him to the reading garden.
Arsyad has arrived at the reading park, he parked his car in front of the reading park. Mr. Afif met Arsyad and immediately drove Arsyad to Ruamah Mira.
"Please Mas, Almira is inside" he said.
"Thank you sir."
Arsyad walks into Mira's house and looks like Mira is sitting in the living room.
"Assalamualaikum Mira"
"Wa'alaikumsalam Shade. Sit down." Almira invited Arsyad to sit on the chair.
"Sorry Mira keeps you waiting" Arsyad said.
"It's okay Syad"
"What do you want Mira to say?"ask Arsyad.
"Syad, are you really sure that your decision will lead me tonight?"ask Mira.
"I'm sure and sure about Mira?" the answer.
"Is there no Nisa in your heart, Syad?"ask Mira again.
"Mira, there might still be a little. But, I need you Mira, need someone to treat this taste. It's just you Mira, when I'm with you I can forget this pain." Arsyad explained.
"Are I just here to treat your wounds, Syad?"ask Mira again.
"Yes to treat me and to my companion forever Mira" he replied.
"Do you love me Syad? Like you love Nisa?" Almira asked unceasingly.
"Mira, maybe love will bloom when we are always together. Because I'm sure Mira I can love you. I really love Nisa. But, it's Mira's wrong love, not like I love you. I love you for learning, learning to draw me closer to God to get your love Mira" Arsyad explained.
Mira was silent and speechless, she only shed her tears. Arsyad saw Mira wiping away her tears.
"Mira, is this all you want to talk about? Don't you believe that I really meant to marry you?"arsyad asked with a look at Mira who was still crying.
"Yes I trust Syad. But," Mira's words stopped, Mira's tears grew louder.
"But what is Mira? Why are you crying? Please tell Mira?" bejuk Arsyad's.
Almira took a deep breath, she tried to calm down and tried not to cry anymore.
"Syad, I'll tell you my dark past, if you still accept me to be your wife I'm a very lucky woman. Otherwise, I'm sure God will give me someone who will accept me and my mass." Mira explained.
"Tell Mira, I'll listen to her" Arsyad said.
Mira wiped her tears back. He felt a tightness in his chest. He was ashamed and very afraid that Arshad could not accept his very bitter mass when he remembered.
"Syad, I'm not a good woman, I'm not as good as you think. I'm ashamed of Syad, with my clothes like this but I'm no longer holy." he said with a sob.
"Unholy? What do you mean Mira?"ask Arsyad in a high tone.
"Yes Syad, I'm no longer holy. I'm dirty Syad."tangis Mira's getting smashed.
"Who has taken your chastity Mira? Who!" said Arsyad in frustration, he rubbed his face rudely upon hearing Mira's confession like that.
"I was 10 years old when I was carrying a man I didn't know when I and I were buying ice cream at my favorite ice cream shop" Almira explained.
#flashback on
Abah Fajri picks up Mira at her school, a beautiful little girl with braided hair waiting for her in front of the school gate. She sees her brother's car, Mira is a very beautiful and energetic little girl, she is always cheerful and always a class star.
"Change...." Mira runs to embrace Abah Fajri.
"The beautiful princess Abah. How was school today?"ask Abah.
"Funning Abah, Mira got a score of 10 earlier at the maths reset." said Mira spoiled.
"Well, what a great princess Abah, have you given Mira a gift, what do you want today?"ask Abah.
"Es cream Bah, Mira wants chocolate ice cream."ask Mira.
"Okay.ayo, we'll get some ice cream at your favorite ice cream shop, baby.
"OK.." said Mira with excitement.
Arriving in front of the ice cream shop Mira and her brother went down. Mira walks into an ice cream shop and picks out the ice cream she wants. After that, his brother paid for the ice cream that Mira chose. When they finished paying for the ice cream they got out of the store and got back in the car. While walking towards her car, Abah Mira received a phone call from her co-worker. Abah receives a phone call while Mira sits on a bench close to her car while eating her ice cream. When someone was eating his ice cream suddenly a man approached Mira and smothered Mira and took her with a jeep..
"Please Mira Abah....!"mira shouted as much as she could when she was taken by the kidnapper.
Abah Fajri turned his head because he heard Mira screaming and was brought by the jeep. The jeep car. But, it didn't work. Then Abah called all his subordinates to find out who brought his beloved daughter. Abah also asked the police for help.
Police found the kidnapper's headquarters. And, the longest police came, Mira was smeared by the kidnappers, abah and ummi who heard the news was very hit with the incident that happened to his beloved daughter. The police secured 3 kidnappers who were suspected of having carried out such actions for a long time and had many victims of the kidnapper's crime.
Almira was rushed to the hospital for severe bleeding on her vitals.
"Change..sick abah...please Mira.." Mira always thrashed like that. Even if he regained consciousness, he immediately shouted hysterically. And, finally Mira brought Pakde Fahmi and Budhe Artha to his boarding house to restore the psychic state of Mira who was disturbed due to the incident. Until Mira can forget everything even though sometimes she is still mingled by the events that happened to her. He always draws closer to God when he remembers it all.
#flashback off
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♥happy reading♥
sorry for the old up because let the flownga gk messy, so need extra thought for the groove to be perfect.
