
After dinner, Arsyad went into his room, not to Annisa's room, and sat down on the edge of his bed. His mind was very troubled, unable to think clearly. She didn't think that tonight she would have to sleep with a woman other than Almira. He really doesn't want this. But how else, now that Annisa has become his wife, indeed he must sleep together.
"Would I just take Annisa to my house. The house has never been touched by me and Almira, because Mira does not want to move from her dream house," Arsyad muttered in his heart.
He settles himself in the bed he used to occupy with Almira. Arsyad tried to brush off the shadow of Almira who came, he did not want to remember anymore, which will make him sad and Mira was also sad there because Arsyad was sad.
"I must be able, little by little to accept Annisa as my wife, I cannot live in the shadow of my past. That's right Lukman said, I have to." Arsyad was still trying to clear his mind inside his room.
Annisa was in her room, she was laying herself on the bed while hugging her favorite bolster pillow. Annisa contemplates the fate of her marriage later, whether it will continue like this can not accept Arsyad and can not love him, or vice versa, will grow love in the future. Annisa doesn't know how to handle it later.
As much as possible, she should be a good wife for Arsyad, even though in her marriage she is not in love. She also wants to be a good mother to her children.
"Syil, I'm sorry yes, I will try to be a good wife to your sister, you will always teach me kindness. Shil, our story will never be erased in my memory. I love you, Syil. Although this body belongs to someone else, but this heart still has your name, and is etched beautifully in the deepest trough of my heart" Annisa murmured.
Before long, Annisa heard the hadle of the door open, she turned her head towards the door. Annisa woke up from her sleep, she sat staring at a man entering her room.
Arsyad went into his room, he was wearing Navi-colored pajamas. It was quite a coincidence, because Annisa also wore pajamas in the same color as Arsyad.
"You haven't slept?"ask Arsyad.
"No, yet" replied Annisa.
"Sholat first, yuk," Arsyad said.
"Emm .iya, I'll take the water first." Annisa got out of her bed, she walked to the bathroom to fetch some water.
Arsyad came out of Annisa's room to pick up her prayer clothes that were still left in her room. Annisa came out of the bathroom, she did not find her husband who was sitting on the bed.
"Where was Arsyad, right here? That was Arsyad, wasn't it, anyway?" Annisa is confused by the presence of Arsyad.
The door to Annisa's room opened, revealing a handsome man before her. Arsyad has been wearing his prayer clothes, he is also all ablution in the bathroom that is in his room. Arsyad put his pajamas on Annisa's shelf. Annisa was glued to her husband who looked handsome and clean.
"Nis, the eyes will be glimmers, let's put your face on" said Arsyad.
"Sister, you were here, right? Tell me to pray?"ask Annisa.
"Yes, why?"ask Arsyad.
"I think I dream, because I came out of the bathroom no longer have a sister, and in and in sister was wearing prayer clothes," said Nisa.
"You don't get too shy, Nis, look at this is my outfit I was wearing, right?"ask Arsyad while showing the pajamas he was wearing.
"Yes" replied Annisa.
"Yes, let's put your face on quickly" said Arsyad.
"Yes, brother." Annisa wears her face and they pray sunnah two rakaat together before going to bed.
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After finishing the prayer Annisa rearranged her face and took Arsyad's pajamas. Arsyad took off the clothes he had worn for prayer and put his pajamas back on. Annisa turned her back to Arsyad who was changing clothes.
"Nis, don't turn your back on me anymore" Arsyad said.
"Hmm.yeah." Annisa turned her body and laid herself on the bed.
"Then, that was beside me you, Syil. Why now, your brother? Already Nis, do not think like that continue, you certainly can, love Arsyil who is there. Do it if your husband wants it, because you're his legal wife" Annisa muttered inwardly as she stared at the ceiling of her room.
Annisa turned her body, at the same time Arsayd also turned her body, they faced each other and looked at each other. Arsyad throws a smile at Annisa and she replies.
"You haven't slept?"ask Arsyad.
"No, yet" replied Annisa.
"Sleep, it's night," said Arsyad.
"Yes, sister," said Annisa.
"Nis, if we move house you want to?"ask Arsyad.
"Where to go?" Annisa asked her husband.
"I have a house, never used at all, most I renovate it. Because Almira doesn't want to move there. You know for yourself he would want to live in his dream home," explains Arsyad.
"Then?"ask Annisa.
"Do you want us to move there? Us and the kids. Although not as big as the house that Arsyil gave to you, Nis. You want?"ask Arsyad again.
"Well, if it's for sister, I'll just go along" Annisa said.
"Okay, I'll renovate again and let it clean up too" Arsyad said.
"Sleep, it's night." Arsyad rubbed Annisa's hair gently.
"Yes." Yeah." Annisa breaks her smile to Arsyad.
Annisa tried to close her eyes. Arsyad's hand had not yet switched from Annisa's head, he still gently rubbed Annisa's head, until drowsiness attacked Annisa.
"Nise,"call Arsyad.
"Hmm, what's up, brother?"asked Annisa who tried to open her eyes again.
"I'm sorry, if tonight I can't touch you yet" Arsyad said.
"What did your brother's hand touch? How do you say it hasn't touched?"ask Annisa.
"This is not the point, Annisa," said Arsyad as he pulled Annisa's nose
"Silver habit, sick tau, sis." said Annisa while smacking Arsyad's chest softly.
"Sister knows, right?"ask Arsyad.
"Yes, you know, I don't mind that, let's go to sleep, I'm sleepy" said Annisa spoiled.
"Yes, yes, thank you, you understand brother" Arsyad said.
"I'm not really ready either, sister," Annisa said.
"Not ready for what?"ask Arsyad in a joking manner.
"Not ready to sleep!"annisa said with annoyance.
"Aren't you ready to sleep or not ready to sleep?"tanya Arsyad teases his wife.
"I'd love to make a fuss, brother! Annisa's sleepy, sister, tired of her body," Annisa said with annoyance.
"Yes, yes, you're asleep, don't talk out loud, you'll be surprised" Arsyad said.
"Sleep, don't be noisy." Arsyad pulled Annisa in his arms, rubbing Annisa's head to sleep.
Arsyad was still unable to close his eyes, he stared fixedly at Annisa's face. Arsyad touched Annisa's cheek.
"I used to really want to have you, Annisa. Now God grants it. But this heart can't love you anymore like it used to, I'm sorry, Nis. I can't give you my rights as a husband yet, I can't. I love you, and this affection is only the love of brother and sister. If I love you, I will fulfill my duty now. Look hugging you too, I don't feel the desire for you, Nis. I'm sorry," muttered Arsyad in heart.
He looked back at Annisa's face deeper. Arsyad stroked Annisa's cheeks gently, and kissed her forehead. Maybe Arsyad was numb could not increase his desire, even though he rubbed the lips of the sweet Annisa he still could not.
"Sorry Nis, I can't, I'm sorry, why when I look at you there is only Almira's face that I see" Arsyad muttered in his heart.
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Annisa woke up earlier than Arsyad. He felt his body overcome by something. Annisa saw Arsyad's hand still coiled around her body. Annisa tries to let go of Arsyad's hand that is coiled around Annisa's waist slowly.
"Mira, don't wake up for a minute, you like to get up first." Arsyad called the name Almira, for some reason Annisa's chest was so crowded when she heard Arsyad mention Almira's name.
Annisa understands Arsyad still loves Almira very much. Just like Annisa, she still loves Arsyil. But she tried to accept Arshad as her husband. He tries to put aside his feelings for Arsyil, even though the love is still very strong. Like Arsyad's love for Almira.
"Sister, it's Annisa, not Kak Mira, sorry sister, Annisa wants to get ready for dawn prayers" Annisa told Arsyad who had slowly opened her eyes, because he thought the woman he was hugging was Almira.
"Ah, I'm sorry Nisa, I guess, you're Almira" Arsyad said.
"It's okay, I want to take a shower, I want to get ready for dawn prayers" Annisa said
"Nis, it's still 5 o'clock less, you want to take a shower?"ask Arsyad.
"Oh, yes it's mandiliah," Arsyad said.
Annisa took her towel and bathrobe. He went into the bathroom, he was sitting himself on the edge of the bath. He was still thinking about what Arshad said earlier.
"I know, my sister still loves Almira so much, I know that, I love Arsyil too, sister. But I keep my brother's feelings, even though my sister doesn't love me, and I don't love my sister" Annisa said.
"Syil, I miss you, baby." - said Annisa as she closed her eyes.
I couldn't feel her tears falling down her cheeks. Annisa's been in the bathroom a long time. Not a shower, but she spent her tears in the bathroom. Until he realized, the sound of the bathroom door was knocked by Arsyad.
"Nisa, what's your sleep in the shower? Long time ago, let's pray, it's been 5 more!"shouts Arsyad from outside the bathroom.
"Ah, yes sis, hold on" said Annisa.
Annisa immediately wiped away her tears, then she took a quick shower and after that took some ablution water. Annisa's out of the bathroom. Arsyad was already sitting on the edge of the bed, waiting for Annisa to pray together. Arsyad looked at Annisa's sad face and puffy eyes.
"He's crying?"arshad asked in his heart.
"Wear your face, we pray together" said Arsyad.
"Yes, sister," said Annisa.
Annisa immediately changed her clothes, she did not care if there was Arsyad in her room, she changed clothes in front of Arsyad.
"Nisa, you realize no, I'm here. Why don't I feel anything looking at every inch of her beautiful body?"arsyad murmured in the heart.
"Come brother, pray," Annisa said after wearing the face.
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After the prayer, Annisa went straight to the kitchen to make breakfast. Arshad leaned himself on the bed. She still remembered that after Annisa had taken a bath, her eyes were so swollen and her nose was red as if she had cried.
"Why are you crying, Nis? Because I mentioned Almira or because you remember Arsyil?" Arsyad said shiver.
Arsyad is still thinking about Annisa. She did feel guilty about Annisa earlier when she woke up. Arsyad kept thinking about it, until Annisa came in. Annisa is sitting in front of Arsyad, she just realized there is Annisa in front of her.
"Sister, breakfast, yuk, Annisa's ready for breakfast. Brother Shita there Kak Vino also wants to leave home," said Annisa.
"Oh, yes, Nis." Arsyad immediately fell out of bed.
"Nis, can I ask you a question?"ask Arsyad.
"Well, I can" replied Annisa.
"She, you were crying?"ask Arsyad.
"No" replied Annisa.
"Don't lie" Arsyad said
"I'm not lying, brother. Let's have breakfast, "Anisa's diverting the conversation.
Arsayd grabbed Annisa's hand, he carried Annisa in his arms, and rubbed her hair.
"I'm sorry, I thought this morning Mira" she said.
"Have you, brother, I know how you feel, can you let go of this hug, brother?"annisa.
Arsyad took off his embrace, he stared fixedly at Annisa's face, looking at every inch of her face. Arsyad brought his face closer to Annisa's.
"Change….Mother..ayo breakfast!"raffi and Dio.
Arsyad keeps his face back, so he does not kiss Annisa because two heroes suddenly enter his room.
"Upst, sorry, we're disturbing, Abah the door is open, I'm about not making out, hadh, failed deh, sorry, abah," Dio said.
"Come Raffi, we're out" Dio said.
Dio and Raffi came out of Annisa's room, Raffi from earlier blamed Dio who entered not knocking on the door first.
"You're straight away nylonong aja" Raffi said to Dio.
"I don't know, brother, if Abah and Mommy want a kiss. The door is open, brother. Yes I just play in." he said and heard by Rico.
"Tadi Dio said what? Are you the same mother kiss?"ask Rico.
"That's opa, Dio accidentally went into your room, ran out the door to open, so Dio immediately nylonong entered, uh.abah again want to kiss binda," said Dio.
"We are, naughty yes, if you want to go in knock on the door first, even if it's a little open the door," said Rico.
"Yes, opa," they answered.
"Yes, let's go saraoan" Rico said.
Rico and the six grandchildren had gathered at the dinner table, as had Shita and Vino. Arsyad and Annisa haven't been to the dinner table yet.
Arsyad and Annisa were still laughing considering that Dio had entered his room. Arsyad felt like he was young again married to Annisa, arguing when he wanted to sleep, stealing glances, and even wanting a hard kiss. Sometimes I kiss Dio.
"Huh, your son, Nis, it's a good thing I haven't kissed you, just now" Arsyad said.
Annisa still laughs to see Arsyad's face reddened by being caught by her son.
"Sister, the door to the open play will kiss everything, let's have breakfast" Annisa said.
"Shame, Nis. Dio will definitely ngledek me," he said.
"The time in ledekin his son was shy, sis," said Annisa who was unceasingly laughing.
"You are also a big brother" Arsyad said.
"Come brother, I'm hungry" Annisa said.
They both went out to the dining table. All had gathered, only Annisa and Arsyad had just come to the dining room. Annisa sits next to Arsyad. Annisa tried to hold back her laughter from earlier. Annisa's got rice for Arsyad.
Rico looked at Arsyad with a face of wanting to laugh. Rico finally started mocking Arsyad at breakfast.
"Syad, later if you want to be friendly the door is closed first, so Dio is not nylonong," said Rico.
"Bah, understand the newlyweds,"sahut Vino.
"Have not discussed this before, there are children" Arsyad said.
"The Father just reminds me, Syad," Rico said.
"Yes, pah, yes, pity Nisa over her red cheeks" Arsyad said.
Annisa held back a laugh, and she ended up laughing in front of Arsyad.
"Laughter, "tukas Arsyad.
"We're funny to know, sis, his face is normal dong, I'm hungry, I want to eat" Annisa said.
"Nis, don't laugh" Arsyad said.
They're all having breakfast together, Arsyad and Annisa today aren't going to the office. After breakfast, they take the kids to school, and they go both ways.
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5Happy REJOIN.