
"Well, Annisa's not strong, Annisa every day has to pretend to be happy in front of the children. And when night falls, Annisa must wrestle with Annisa's heart. Seeing Annisa's husband cuek, sometimes asked did not answer and sometimes one day did not talk to Annisa. Annisa is like living with a statue, papah," Annisa said.
"I know how you feel, your marriage is just corn, you can definitely get through this, believe me," Rico said.
Annisa was silent, she had to obey what her father-in-law said. Even in his heart he wanted to get out of this life.
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As they gathered at the dinner table, they enjoyed breakfast together. Rico had thought of Annisa's words that wanted to part with Aesyad. Rico looked at the face of Annis who still looked pale. Dai just kept quiet from earlier, no words came out of Annisa's mouth. She only said when her husband asked her.
"Syad, I'll talk to you later" Rico said.
"Oh yes, pah" replied Arsyad.
The atmosphere became silent again, only the sound of dishes and spoons were earthy.
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Arsyad and Rico sit on the front porch while enjoying the green yeh made by Annisa. Rico was confused as to how to start a conversation with his eldest son. Arshad actually knew what his papa would talk to him, not far from Annis. I'll talk about Annisa.
"Pah,"call Arsyad.
"Yes, what's wrong?"answer Rico.
"Father you know, Annisa this afternoon rained again at Arsyil's tomb, so she was very pale, because of a fever last night," explained Arsyad.
"Do you know that he's at Arsyil's grave?"ask Rico.
"Because Arsyad was right there, when Arsyad wanted to see the tomb of Arsyil, mother, and mother, Arsyil saw Annisa's car there," Arsyad said.
"You guys are still silent? Are you really sleeping apart?"ask Rico.
"Do you know where?" Arsyad asked back.
"Najwa and Dio, he always reported on papah" Rico said.
Arshad was silent at the words of his papa. Diabtak know what to answer, it turns out that all this time his children really pay attention to his relationship with Annisa.
"Why silence? Is it really like that?"ask Rico again.
"Yes pah, right. And, Annisa also asked." Arsyad paused for a moment to catch his breath as he said Annisa asked to be separated from him.
"Annisa's asking for separation from you?"ask Rico.
"Do you know that?" Arsyad asked back.
"Yes, you know, Annisa said that to Papah, can't you open your heart to your wife?"ask Rico.
"Well, Arsyad has tried, but this heart always cannot and always rejects it" Arsyad said.
"You are too hard of heart, your ego is too high. Syad, you understand religion, you should be without love you can do it" Rico explained.
"How can I do it a reward, even without love if Arsyad has a desire, Arsyad must do it a reward" Arsyad said.
"You mean? You don't have a passion for Annisa?"ask Rico.
"Well, just plain Annisa in front of me I have no passion at all, how can I do it, if anything, surely Arsyad has done it before, even though Arsyad does not love Annisa" Arsyad said.
"Have you tried to see a doctor? Consultation on that?"rico asked, which Arsyad answered by shaking his head.
"You are like that, because your heart is filled with guilt for Almira, Syad. Don't be like that, try to open your heart what's wrong, Syad. Annisa your wife, you should have given her right from the beginning. Although it's rare that you don't love each other, it's an obligation" Rico said.
"Arsyad does not know the reward, by sleeping on it Arsyad can not," Arsyad said.
"Is it because you're thinking about Almira?"ask Rico.
"Yes, pah. Arsyad never stops thinking about Almira" Arsyad said.
"That covers your desires, you shouldn't be like that" Rico said.
"Well, did Papah also used to be like that with mom?"ask Arsyad.
"No, papah without loving your mother, papah can do it. The first, papah is urged by mama Dinda, and the second, therefore the obligation papah should give it to your mother. Although after that almost 3 months do not do it again, but Papah always fair sleep alternately with mother and mother" revealed Rico.
"And when your mother left, papah was really disappointed, papah also wanted a divorce with your mother, but the stronger papah wanted a divorce, papah the more love mother," explained Rico.
"You're still easy, pity Annisa if you're always like this, you've got to learn to love her. No need to love him first, because you are used to relationships, you will get love, love will flow by itself. Please do not disappoint papah, and do not disappoint your late wife, because of your attitude like this," said Rico.
Arsyad simply fell silent, digesting every utterance from Rico. He got a little bit of enlightenment from his papa. But he did not know, whether there was a slight desire to do so with Annisa or not.
"Is it true that I should consult a doctor on this matter? What a lack of Annisa, she is beautiful, I admit, her body is beautiful, even though she already has two children, her body is well groomed and awake, but why can't I, seeing him plain in front of me I have no desire at all" muttered Arsyad.
Rico sees his son speechless, he knows Arsyad must be thinking of him who can't do it with Annisa.
"Syad,"call Rico.
"Yes pah" replied Arsyad.
"Consultation to a doctor, or to a psychiatrist, you fall too much into the past, so it's possible that the disease came about because of that" Rico said.
"Yes, Arsyad will consult, reward" Arsyad said.
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Annisa actually heard what Rico and Arsyad were talking about. She abandoned her intention to go out and say goodbye to her father-in-law and husband to go to the boutique. Annisa did not expect, her husband was like that, having no desire for him.
"Has right, I teased him, he was ordinary, and I was often plain in front of him, he just looked at it, there was no response at all" Annisa muttered.
Annisa still thinks, why the fate of her second marriage like this. Annisa always hoped that, even though there was no love at her wedding, she would be treated like a wife from her husband. But the reality is different. Arsyad did not want to touch Annisa. Even sleeping apart.
"What should I do, O God. My husband has such problems, and maybe they arise because he is too late in his past, as the papah said. Should I be selfish to ask to be separated from her? While my husband was having such problems," Annisa muttered.
There is a sense of compassion for Annisa for her husband, she did not expect her husband to have such problems. Annisa's eyes glazed over remembering what her husband just said.
"Can I help cure him?" Annisa asked in her own heart.
Annisa wiped away her tears that would fall from the corner of her eyes. He tried to wipe so as not to fall his tears.
Annisa comes out of the living room, she will say goodbye to her father-in-law and her husband, because they have to go to the boutique.
"Bah, sister, I went to the boutique first, yes, today was a rame, pity my employees. Vera hasn't worked yet either,"pamit Annisa.
"You're going alone?"ask Rico.
"Yes, pah" replied Annisa.
"Syad, take your wife, you said she had a fever last night. Annisa let Arsyad drive you, son," Rico said.
"Well, Annisa can be alone" she said.
"I deliver, wait a minute, brother take a shower and change clothes first, do not refuse, wait with papah here," said Arsyad.
"All right," said Annisa.
Annisa sits next to Rico, and they talk about Annisa and Arsyad's marriage. Rico pleads with Annisa not to leave Arsyad when she is like this, because she also needs Annisa to get rid of her problems, and move on from her past.
"Pah, sorry. Annisa had accidentally heard the conversation of Papah and Arsyad, is it true that Arsyad like that?"ask Annisa.
"Yes, as you heard earlier, Nis," Rico said.
"What should Nisa do for the reward?"annisa.
"Father ask, be beside Arsyad, do not go from his side. Papah is sure that one day Arsyad can understand you and can accept you" Rico said.
"Yes, pah. Annisa will remain next to Arsyad's sister" Annisa said.
Annisa breathed out violently, she didn't know what to do. Indeed the only way was for her to remain beside her husband and help him get rid of the problem.
"May Brother Arsyad be healed, pah," Annisa said.
"Yes, Nis," replied Rico.
Before long Arsyad came out from inside, he was already preparing to escort Annisa to the boutique. Arsyad looks fresher, wearing a fairly tight t-shirt with jeans.
"Are you ready, Nis?"ask Arsyad.
"Yes, sister has, let's go" Annisa said.
"Come on." Arsyad says goodbye to Rico, and so does Annisa.
"You guys be careful, let the kids here with papah" Rico said.
"Yes, pah, we go first,"pamit Arsyad.
Arsyad and Annisa walked to the car. Arsyad opened the door of his car and told Annisa to go inside. Arsyad drove his car to the shop of Annisa. They were silent in the car, not a word came out of their mouths.
"Sister,"
"Snakes,"
They greeted each other and looked at each other. They smile together. Just this time Annisa saw her husband smiling like that.
"What's wrong?"ask Arsyad.
"What's wrong, brother dropped me off are you not busy?"ask Annisa.
"No, it's Sunday, brother Free" Arsyad said.
"Tumben, usually Sunday too big brother go, to the house brother Mira maybe, this is not there?"ask Annisa.
"No, I'd like to accompany you at the boutique until you get home" Arsyad said.
"Peace is at home alone, you better take Nisa, after that brother comes home, later I go home in a taxi," said Nisa.
"Father with the children, I will accompany you, do not argue," said Arsyad.
"Yes, it's up to you, sister, I'm obedient" Annisa said.
"That's dong, that wife is nurut husband,"
"So brother can not give the obligation of brother also I have to recite? And not reprimanding brother? Brother, when are we gonna be like this? Sorry I asked like this, I'm sister's wife" Nisa Pad Arsyad said.
Arsyad was only speechless at Annisa's question, he was still thinking, how to tell Annisa about what she was going through now.
"Sister,"call Annisa.
"Yes, Nis." Arsyad looked at the face of Annisa who was staring out with a blank look.
"You call sister but shut up, what's up, Annisa?"ask Arsyad.
"Sorry brother, I just heard brother's conversation, is it true that brother experienced it?"ask Annisa
"You hear that?"asked the half-believing Arsyad.
"Yes, is that why you can't touch me? And, don't you want to get rid of all that, then mend this relationship?"ask Annisa.
"I don't know, Nis. Why can I be like this" Arsyad said.
"Stop lamenting the past, brother. Life is forward, not backward, sorry not Annisa patronizing sister, and not because Annisa demands Annisa's right to get what a wife feels like" Annisa said.
"Then what should you do, Annisa?" ask Arsyad.
"Did you want to fix it?"ask Annisa.
"Yes, you will try to fix it" replied Arsyad.
"Do you want to help her, Annisa? Or do you stick to your stance, to part with brother?"ask Arsyad.
"If you want to fix it what's wrong I help you, my own husband. Unless you still want to be like that and want to live with your past, I prefer to part with you" Annisa said.
"Are you sure you're gonna help brother?"ask Arsyad again.
"Yes, brother. Annisa will help sister, but sister also has to move on little by little from the past brother. Annisa didn't tell you to forget. At the very least, big brother can close the past of big brother in the innermost heart space of brother. Brother certainly can, pity brother Mira as well if brother like this, torturing himself brother," said Annisa.
"Yes, Nis. Brother will try, help brother, yes, "ask Arsyad.
"Yes, that's for sure, brother." Annisa clasped Arsyad's hand to convince her husband.
"Silver can definitely, can get through this, believe me," Annisa said.
"Yes, thank you, Annisa." Arsyad tightened Annisa's hand.
"Sama-sama," said Annisa.
They've arrived in front of Annisa's boutique. Annisa and Arsyad immediately got out of the car and walked inside the Annisa boutique. Annisa walks into her room to put down her bag and looks at the boutique's financial statements for three days. Arsyad sat on the sofa in front of Annisa's desk. He watched Annisa who was serious about her work.
As Arsyad approached the busy Annisa, he pulled a chair to sit next to Annisa. He wanted to know what his wife was doing.
"Still busy?"ask Arsyad.
"Lumayan" replied Annisa.
"Do you want me to make you coffee or chocolate?" Arsyad offers coffee or chocolate for Annisa.
"Ehmm...can you, you want to make it?"ask Annisa.
"Getting pleasure," Arsyad said.
"Want chocolate or coffee?"ask Arsyad again.
"Brown" replied Annisa.
"Okay, wait a minute" Arsyad said.
Annisa nodded her head. Arsyad goes to the pantry to make hot chocolate for Annisa and for her. Annisa will try to help her husband face his problems. Whether it will work or not.
"Our new journey is about to begin, brother. I hope you can accept this marriage" Annisa muttered.
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