
Arsyad is seen sitting on the front porch of his house with his wheelchair. It has been almost 1 month Arsyad doing therapy, but there has been no progress in therapy. Such a shabby face looks so clearly on Arsyad. He seemed to give up, gave up on his recovery and could walk as before.
Half the body of Arsyad is still not alive. Yes, half her body is Annisa, the wife she loves. They have not met until now. Annisa is so tormenting Arsyad's current bati. Many times Arsyad asked to see Annisa, and she always pleaded in her letter that she gave to Annisa. However, only the answer "it is not yet time we meet" that makes Arsyad continuously weak. To do therapy was not spirit like the first he did therapy.
Arsyad was still lamenting the pain in his heart. Sick of being separated from the woman he loved. Separated from the prospective child who is still residing in the womb of his wife. His life grew weaker, every time he read a reply from Annisa. And, Annisa also did not want to show her face if she asked for a video call with Annisa.
"What's my fault, O God. My heart was so tormented, my heart was so sick, I didn't know what to do. Annisa still didn't want to show herself. I know you've been very disappointed with Papah and Shita, but don't torment my mind like this, Annisa. Is this what you used to feel when I tormented your mind? Yeah, I feel it, Annisa. It hurts, it hurts so much" said Arsyad as he looked at the photos of Annisa he took with him every day.
Rico saw his son who was very weak. Rico sees Arsyad's health declining, unlike last week. Arsyad is also not excited about undergoing his therapy. Rico is increasingly concerned about the health of his son. He was so sorry for what he did, separating Annisa with his son, not adding to Arsyad getting better, but instead worsening his condition.
"Annisa, where are you? Papah has been trying to find you, papah asked anyone, they always cover your existence. Forgive me papah, Nisa. Papah is selfish, very selfish. Look, your husband is like this, Nis. It's getting worse. Does Papah have to kneel to you so that you can return to Arshad's side again?" murmured Rico while looking at Arsyad who was sitting in his wheelchair.
Rico approached Arsyad who was still in his wheelchair. He pulled up a chair and sat down beside Arsyad who was getting thinner and paler once in his face. There is no passion in him. Rico patted Arsyad on the shoulder, feeling what his son was feeling. And, this is all because of her. All because of her selfishness kept Annisa away with Arsyad.
"Today you were in therapy at 1pm, right?" ask Rico.
"For what is achieved, the tip is also like this, there is no change at all," replied Arsyad who did not look at his papa at all.
"You have to be strong to heal, son," said Rico.
"For what is healed, there is no meaning Arsyad healed if the situation is like this. Why does God keep me alive? If everything is in vain. Life is dead all over me" replied Arsyad.
"I'm sorry papah, son." Rico wiped away the tears in the corner of his eye.
"Well, are you satisfied with seeing Arshad's life like this? I'm satisfied, right? Just wait when God calls my life" ucaop Arsyad.
"Don't talk like that" Rico said.
"What am I living for, for what? It's no use, right? There is absolutely nothing. What would I live for, if half my body, half my soul, and half my body did not exist?"arsyad.
"You know, you want Annisa by your side, son,"
"If you know why Papah hates him! Why did papah throw him out! Just this time Arsyad felt that he had a selfish and cruel parent" he said with anger.
Rico simply fell silent, his tears had already started to burst out from the corner of his eyes. Rico could not say anything more. He entered the house leaving the faithful Arsyad sitting on the terrace with his wheelchair. Shita who saw it just kept quiet and was glued to the door. Looking at her Papa who was walking nonchalantly towards her room.
Shita also realized, it all started from her who could not control her emotions when Arsyad last accident. Shita doesn't know what to do except to force Rere and Vera to tell her where Annisa is. Shita takes her bag and comes out past Arsyad just like that. He got in his car and did it to Annisa's office.
"I'm sorry, brother. I didn't expect it to be like this. Yes, I realize, I also felt, when I was without Kak Vino. And I felt the moment of conceiving away from my husband, and saw my husband lying weakly in the hospital. Brother Vino is right, I cannot empathize with Annisa. Forgive me, O God. I'm selfish, I'm very selfish" Shita murmured as she drove to Annisa's office.
Shita arrives at Annisa's office, she soon meets Rere who is busy with her work. Shita walks towards Rere's desk.
Rere saw the tall and beautiful figure of the hijab woman walking towards him. Rere smiled wryly at the figure. Yes, that woman is Shita, the sister of her best friend's husband.
"Chh..want what's here? Want to ask Annisa? So be a person don't be selfish," Rere screeched softly as Shita was still seen walking towards him.
"Good day, Re," said Shita.
"Good day, Mba Shita, how can I help you?" ask Rere.
"Rere, I'm sorry if I was sassy by coming to Annisa's office. I beg you, Re. Tell me where Annisa is. Arsyad needs it." Shita begs Rere to tell her where Annisa is now.
Rere had guessed that Shita would ask like that. Rere changed his sitting position. He took a heavy breath before answering Shita's question.
"Ehem...Mba Shita, you need Annisa?" rere asked with a smile that seemed to be laughing at Shita at the moment.
"Re, tell me, please, where Annisa is," Shita pinta said.
"Annisa, I'm sorry I don't know either" mba," Rere replied.
Looked a face of regret on Shita. Shita keeps begging Rere, but Rere doesn't tell Annisa where she is. Yeah, he knows where Annisa is now. Even if he knew, he wouldn't tell anyone. Because, he also never met Annisa, except for Annisa herself who went home to meet her children who live with her.
"I don't know where Annisa is, mba. He also rarely went home, even though Dio and Shifa were at home with me" Rere replied.
"Please, show me where Annisa is, Re." Shita keeps begging Rere.
Until Alvin comes out of his room and meets Rere and Shita. Alvin scrunches his forehead when he sees Shita pleading with Rere to meet Annisa.
"Shya? What are you doing here?"ask Alvin.
Shita gets up from her seat to Alvin, who is standing in the doorway.
"Al, please, tell me where Annisa is right now," Shita asked with a face of compassion.
"Ch….Annisa's? It needs you too! Annisa is not here, not at home, and I don't know where she is now" Alvin said with a fierce smile.
"I know, you know where Annisa is, I beg you, my sister needs Annisa, Al." Shita's still begging with Alvin.
"How does it feel? Seeing your own sibling weak without a wife beside him?"asked Alvin sarcastically.
"Now do you feel how your sister suffered without Annisa? You felt what I felt when my cousin needed Arsyad and she could only cry and pray, so that she could see her husband again" Alvin said.
Shita just cries and begs Alvin and Rere. However, Rere and Alvin do not waver with cries and beg Shita to tell him where Annisa is.
Shita, who gave up, finally decided to go home to them, either go home or want to continue looking for Annisa. Rere and Alvin exhaled violently. Actually they can't bear to see Shita like that. Yes, Shita regretted her actions, but according to Rere regret was not enough to make up for all the pain that Annisa experienced during her expulsion with Shita.
"I really don't have the heart, Re. You are cruel" said Alvin.
"I don't want to be weak, let him feel the pain of seeing Mr. Arsyad like that. I also got sick seeing Annisa at their expulsion. Annisa's my best friend, Al. I know what it was like to be Annisa back then. I can't let Annisa get hurt by anyone" Rere said.
"Leon's soul is already fused within you. Your match is the same Leon, equally difficult to forgive and equally hard and firm," said Alvin.
"Indeed I was like this, before knowing Leon, I was like this too, not as weak as Annis. Let it be, I teach a lesson to those who have driven Annisa out and ruined Annisa's life" she said.
"When do you want? Poor Annisa too, she also needs Arsyad" said Alvin.
"Later when Annisa will give birth, may Mr. Arsyad meet her," said Rere.
"Re, pity me, I also did not have the heart with Annisa who cried every night" said Alvin.
"Yes, later I will bring them together, but wait for the right time" said Rere.
Rere was the one who planned this. Rere told Annisa to stay at her mother's house for a while. He also had Annisa hold back her longing first, just for them, so that they could feel how tormented Arsyad was right now. Rere was like that, also because Leon told him to. Leon who controls all that, actually Rere also did not have the heart of Annisa who every day cried because she missed Arsyad.
Leon does so, in order for Rico and Shita to feel what Annisa is feeling, and what the people around Annisa are feeling when Annisa is away from her husband. Leon is not able to return to Indonesia anymore, because the job in Berlin really can not be left, he can only monitor Annisa from afar through his future wife. Yes, Rere and Leon are indeed in control of when Annisa and Arsyad should meet.
"Re, you can't bear to see Annisa like that?"ask Alvin.
"I don't have the heart, Al, to see Annisa like that, but how else, I want them to feel like they're going down with Mr. Arsyad without Annisa" Rere said.
"But, don't be too long, Re, pity Annisa and Arsyad" said Alvin.
"Yes" replied Rere.
Alvin stepped his feet towards the pantry, actually he did not have the heart to see Annisa who was getting thinner, let alone pregnant. His face was always sad, his eyes always looked puffy.
"Until when will Leon be like that, teach a lesson to Mr. Rico's family," muttered Alvin while drinking the coffee he made.