THE BEST BROTHERS

Chapter 52

♥Arsyad♥

Like being struck by lightning during the day seeing all that. "Why should Arshil, O God, be my dearly beloved sister, why love someone I love too?" my heart rumbled, I drove the car very fast.

It hurts my heart, seeing the truth.

I was more and more convinced to let go of Annisa, after all she was my sister's lover, I couldn't hurt my own sister. Even though this heart was very sick once, it even exceeded the slashed sembilu.

I've reached Naura's house, I fix my restless heart to look fine in Naura and Rayhan's eyes.

I got out of the car and went into Naura's house. Rayham is seen chatting with Naura and Naura's parents.

I went in and said hello to Mareka. "Assynoga".

"Wa'alaikumsalam" they answered together.

I was allowed to sit with them.

"Please sit down first Syad." Naura's father told me to sit in the living room.

"Yes" I replied.

I'm talking to them.

After a long time we chatted and enjoyed tea as well as cakes served by Naura's mother, Rayhan said goodbye to go home. Looks like Rayhan knows that I'm hiding a problem.

Ray says goodbye to Naura and her parents.

"Naura, Dad, our mother said goodbye, Arsyad also still has work in the office that has not been completed." Ray said it like that which made me round my eyes, because I was the reason for saying goodbye.

He was very sensitive when I was in trouble. I also say goodbye to Naura and her parents.

"Yes Om, my aunt still has work that has not been completed" I told Naura's parents.

"Oh yeah it's okay, next time we keep talking again son." replied Naura's father.

We both got out of Naura's house.

I got into Rayhan's car sitting in the front, but I accidentally sat next to the driver.

"Why are you Syad?" Ray asked me when he saw me leaning my head against the car by massaging the base of my nose.

My heart is getting messy right now, I really want to scream as loud as possible. In fact, if I were alone I might have cried. I'm ashamed of Ray. If, she knew I loved the girl my own sister also loved. In fact, she has been my sister's lover for a long time.

"Syads....Arsyad..we're okay?" Ray asked back by patting me on the shoulder.

"Ray." I said heavily while bowing my head.

"We're going to Caffe Shita, okay?" I asked Ray, I wanted to tell them everything.

"Yes Syad, you have a problem?" ray asked while looking at me.

I was silent and finally answered.

"Let me tell you in Caffe Shita" I replied like that.

Ray just said yes, I am still silent to endure this heartache.

I'm so sorry to save the love for Annisa. This love is getting bigger but I have to throw this love away. Because, if I force not only me to be hurt, Arsyil and Nisa will hurt too much.

Ray asked me again.

"Syad, you went to see Arsyil, right?

I just nodded and replied "yes so Ray."

"Is there a problem with Arsyil?" tanyanya back.

"Ray, I'll tell you everything! Don't ask Ray any more!" my answer is a little bit cranky and loud with him.

He seemed to understand my current condition. Ray is silent while driving his car to Caffe Shita.

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CAFFE

Ray and Arsyad arrive at Caffe Shita. Arsyad got down from Ray's mobi and went straight into Caffe. Arsyad headed straight for Shita.

Shita is shocked by the presence of Arsyad who looks to have a problem. Shita got up from her seat, she approached her brother who looked very messed up.

"Sister, why didn't you tell me to come here? Brother why?" Shita asked and approached her brother.

Arsyad immediately hugged his sister, she shed her tears while hugging Shita.

Shita increasingly does not understand why her brother got screwed up like this.

"Sister, tell Shita, brother why?" shita asked back while rubbing Arsyad's back.

Rayhan who saw Arsyad like that was also getting more and more confused. What's with his cousin up to that.

"Why Arsyad, not as usual if he has a problem, he currently looks very chaotic. Usually if there is a problem he is always calm to deal with it. But, this time he was really messed up and destroyed once." Ray muttered as he walked towards Arsyad and Shita. Ray closes the door to Shita's room.

Arsyad releases a hug with Shita, she sits down and bows her face at Shita's desk. Slowly Arsyad lifted his head and wiped away the trace of his tears. Arsyad began to explain what the problem was with hoarse voice.

"Shya, Rayhan. I'm so stupid, I love the girl my own sister loves. In fact, that girl is my own sister's lover." Arsyad grabbed her hair because it was very frustrating.

"You mean Syad?" ask Rayhan.

Shita who had understood from the beginning now could only be silent and cry.

"Annisa, Annisa is Arsyil's lover, Ray! Why must Arsyil be Annisa's lover, Ray! Why not just another man!" Arshad spoke loudly. Shita who saw him immediately sat beside Arsyad and hugged Arsyad.

"Sister, forgive Shita brother, forgive Shita" Shita said with a sob.

"Sorry why, baby?" ask Arsyad.

"Sister, actually Shita has known about this for a long time, Mother and Papah also know sis. Me, Mom and Papah would like to pass this on to brother and Arsyil but have not found the right time yet. And now my sister knows for herself. Forgive Shita brother." explains Shita while hugging her brother.

"Sister should be how Shita, sister loves Annisa so much. And, I love Arsyil. Brother does not want to make Arsyil hurt Ta. Especially when papah compares Arsyil with brother, brother feels very guilty even though it is only a joke. Especially now that Shita, sister loves her lover. How heart-wrenching Arsyil would be if he knew all this. Forgive sister Shita, forgive sister." Arsyad explained sobbing.

Ray who saw the confession of his cousin did not feel his tears. He occasionally rubbed the corners of his eyes that were shedding tears.

"O Allah, it turns out this is what makes people as strong as Arshad to weak as this. Yes all this because of love, love is sometimes present very not on time and sometimes present in the wrong position. So much heartache if I was in the position of Arsyad." Rayhan murmured by looking at Arsyad pity.

"Sister, learn to forget it sister, if you really love Arsyil." said Shita.

"That must be Ta. The brother is afraid that Arsyil will be disappointed and angry with his brother if he knows all this" said Arsyad.

"Sister, surely everything will be discovered when it's time, I'm sure Arsyil will not be angry or disappointed with brother. Calm brother, where is Brother Arsyad who has never been weak like this, where my brother who is always patient and calm when facing problems. Brother knows? This isn't Arsyad's sister. Arsyad is not this weak. Brother of the best graduates in Cairo, Al-Azhar students will not be as fragile as this when dealing with the name of love with a woman. Don't be weak like this. This isn't the Arsyad I know. Learn to forget something we cannot have. It's not the end of everything, sister deserves better than Annisa. Trust me, there will be rainbows after it rains. There will be beauty after this sis, I hope that Arsyil will one day also know and be able to accept this situation. La Tahzan Innallaha Ma'ana. Brother Arshad there is Allah, brother ask for His guidance, there must be a walk." explained Shita meekly to his brother.

Arsyad went silent digesting what his sister said.

"Syad, that's right Shita said. Come on Syad, this isn't the Arsyad I know. Shad you are not ashamed of yourself, your religion is very strong but faced with love for a woman you are weak like this. Syad, there will be something better than Annisa, trust me Syad. A soul mate will not be changed, however far you pursue it if God does not match you both do you want to protest? Isn't it Syad? Come on Syad don't be weak like this." said Rayhan encouraging Arsyad.

Arsyad was still silent, he shed his tears again and spoke to Shita and Rayhan.

"Thank you for reminding me. But, I beg you not to say with Arsyil first, later I will find the right time to apologize to him" said Arsyad

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"Yes, brother, I will not tell Arsyil. I promise not to be sad anymore, brother. Shita loves her sister, dear Arsyil. Shita does not want to just because one woman makes her brother and Arsyil feud. Shita is afraid, Shita doesn't want you to fight. I love brother Arsyil." Shita cries and hugs her sister.

"Don't think no-no, where maybe you could hurt your sister. Brother loves you too, dear Arsyil. It's just you and Arsyil's sister." explains Arsyad.

Ray sees them loving each other making him shed his tears again.

Arsyad tries to ease her heartache and starts to forget about Annisa. Although it can not just disappear his love for Annisa.

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