
Rania still could not close her eyes. He saw Dio curled up on the sofa like cold, finally he picked up a blanket in the closet. Rania walked over to Dio who was sleeping on her bedroom sofa. He covered Dio's body. Rania held onto Dio's already cold feet. Rania crouched down in front of Dio, she noticed that Dio's face was indeed according to Rania handsome, and had not changed from the past.
"I love you, Dio. Loves you so much. But, I'm sorry Dio, I still chose to divorce from you, even though you were talking about wanting to learn to love me, I can't continue this marriage. Because I know, when you're still learning to love me and if Najwa comes back, you'll definitely go back to Najwa again. That's gonna hurt me, Dio. I know your love for Najwa is beyond anything, I know that. Just like this love for you, more than anything else, even if we part, I will always love you Dio, it's the same, like the first time I dropped this heart on you," said Rania softly in front of Dio who was sound asleep according to him. Dio had not fallen asleep.
Rania moves in front of Dio, but her steps are stopped because Dio pulls Rania's hand.
"You love me, Rania?" ask Dio.
"Dio, ka-you .. haven't you slept?" ask Rania.
"Yes, I heard everything you said just now, why haven't you slept? Sit beside me" Dio said gently and pulled Rania's body to sit beside her.
Rania sat herself down beside Dio, she lowered her head, because she was ashamed of Dio, had revealed her very deep heart, and said she loved Dio. After marrying Dio, Rania rarely expressed her love in front of Dio, and only this time she dared to say in front of Dio, it was Rania who had slept too late.
"Ran," call Dio gently.
"Yes, Dio," replied Rania.
"Are you sure you're going to split up?" ask Dio.
"Yes, I'm sure" replied Rania.
"Then your feelings that you just expressed?" ask Dio again.
"Forgive it, Dio. I'm used to harboring that feeling, so I'll be fine for it" replied Rania.
"Ran, if I don't grant us a divorce?"
"I will still choose to part ways, Dio. Didn't you promise to grant my request to separate?"
"Yes, but I'm still going to learn to love you, Ran" Dio said.
"That's your business, Dio, not mine. The one I asked for, granted my divorce request," Rania pinta in a raucous voice.
"Yes, I'll give you. I also ask for one condition with you, in exchange for me granting this farewell request," Dio said.
"What's the other condition, Dio?" ask Rania.
"For 100 days, I will be here to accompany my mother, even if I am not your husband anymore" Dio replied.
"Yes, but don't sleep in this room, if we're officially divorced" said Rania.
"It's a simple matter, I want to take care of my mother and you, thank you for allowing Rania" Dio said.
"Yes, Dio." Rania answered while wiping away the falling tears.
"Don't cry, Ran." Dio pulled Rania's body and leaned his head against her chest. Rania's cry grew even more broken as Dio treated Rania like that.
"Ran, I'm sorry, 15 months I've been hurting you, torturing your inner self. Maybe this is punishment for me. Yes, being separated from you is a punishment for me. I no longer have a woman as great as you next to me. The patient woman, the woman who always stood firm when I hurt her with all my rudeness, the strong woman when I scratched such a deep wound in her heart. I'm sorry, Ran. Happy, if this farewell makes you happy, I will. You must have the best man for your life, not me who always makes you sick." Dio kissed the head of Rania who was still in his arms. Rania tightened her embrace and sobbed even more in Dio's embrace.
"I'm sorry too, Dio. I asked to separate, because I didn't want to force love, Dio. I want to have a husband who loves me for who I am, not by force. Don't disappoint your parents again, Dio. Poor Abah and mother, you and Najwa are sisters, so until whenever you can not marry Najwa. Let Najwa out there have another man, do not torment Najwa again, let him go. I know Najwa's feelings, his life has broken you, Dio. You know, she came out of the house with nothing, she was a woman, I felt what Najwa felt," said Rania, who was still in Dio's arms.
"You don't think about your heart? You think of Najwa who hurt you. What about your own heart, Ran? You still have time to think about Najwa's heart. You saw me in a room with another woman, who was none other than your own best friend, and under such circumstances. But, you're still worried about the person who hurt you, Ran," Dio said.
"Najwa my best friend Dio. I was so sick to see my husband betray. But, I also realized, my husband does not love me, my husband loves my best friend. There is no way I will beg for her love, it hurts more, if you are not a sister to Najwa, I will also let you marry Najwa, because love cannot be forced, Dio," rania.
Dio shed his tears hearing Rania speak like that. Dio stretched out Rania's embrace, she looked at Rania's face and wiped her tears. Dio kissed Rania on the forehead, somehow she saw Rania's face make her heart beat very tight and regret for hurting Rania pierced her heart until the pain that Rania felt also she felt.
"Oh my God, I've wasted you, Ran. The woman God has brought me. I am so cruel, I am so cruel. What covers my eyes and heart, so that I cannot see and feel your immense love, Ran. If only I could repeat it again, I would not waste a good woman like you. I'm sorry Rania, I'm sorry. Be happy with a good person and love you. I'm evil Rania .. I'm so evil." Dio said that in front of Rania with tears until he had a breath.
Rania could not deny her heart that still loved Dio so much. He grabbed Dio's body. Hugged Dio and let Dio cry in his arms. Rania immediately remembers her divorce suit. She wanted to drop all her divorce claims, but her still-ill heart could not accept that. He knew that Dio's heart condition was also still unstable, so he remained in his position to divorce Dio.
"Dio, don't cry. I've forgiven you, I forgive you, but sorry, I can't go back to you again Dio, I still want to part ways" Rania said sobbing as well as hugging Dio.
"Yes, if parting is best for you, I will grant you this farewell" Dio replied.
Dio took off Rania's embrace, she cried and frowned at Rania's forehead.
Dio rubbed the tears on Rania's cheek gently, he also rubbed Rania's sweet lips. Dio pressed his lips closer to Rania's. Rania closed her eyes and got carried away.
"Sorry Dio, don't be like this. Don't drop my heart again, I'll try to forget the person who doesn't love me. You can hug me, kiss my forehead, but not these lips" said Rania.
"Why? I'm still your husband." Dio said as he gently rubbed Rania's head.
"Dio, I don't want to hurt loving you any more" Rania said.
"Had also been with Yohan, right?" dio asked with a full smile.
"Dio, please, don't remind me of that again. Why did you know she kissed me first? I'm really sick if I remember that. I didn't want to, he forced me, I was so scared back then, I threatened him and his friends." Rania cried and grew even more frightened remembering that.
"Do you cry gini?" ask Dio.
"Dio, I hate him, I'm afraid to remember that. I always feel guilty for myself not being able to keep what other men shouldn't touch, I hate remembering that." Rania was crying hysterically when she remembered the incident. The incident that made him cold with men because Yohan did something indecent to Rania.
"Calm your heart, Ran, don't cry, you'll hear" Dio said.
"I'm sorry Dio, that kiss should be for you. I was going to meet you, as usual in the back garden of the school, do you remember, that? Every time we go home from school we meet in the back garden and exchange letters?"
"Yes I remember, and when I saw all that, I came home, I was disappointed, I was angry, you've betrayed you, Rania." Dio said while recalling the events earlier. Anger and tightness approached Dio at this time, as when Dio had seen Rania kissing Yohan in front of Dio's eyes.
"I hated you back then, Ran. I stayed away from you from that moment, and forgot about love for you, threw away love for you, until I finally found comfort with Najwa" Dio said.
"So you saw him?" ask Rania.
"I saw everything, Rania. From the beginning Yohan took you to the back garden, and Yohan kissed your lips, you seemed to enjoy it. Though we were just made up at that time even though only through a letter me and you express love. I'm disappointed, I'm angry to see all that" Dio said with a breath of anger at the thought.
"Why don't you ask me for an explanation? If you love me, you should know I was forced by Yohan back then, I'm afraid, I wish you'd come by then, Dio. I hope you taught Yohan a lesson back then. But, after that, you silenced me instead, you were indifferent to me until now. At that time, I waited for you in the back garden until after Ashar I was there. You did not come, and the next day you did not greet me. You hate me, you always say rude things to me." Rania said with a hiccup from crying considering the painful incident.
"I'm sorry, Ran. I'm sorry, I didn't know it happened that way. I don't know Rania. Because I was always jealous if you were close to another man at that time. I was so angry at that moment. And, until now I was very angry when I remembered that" said Dio.
"Is that what makes you angry, and not love me anymore?" ask Rania.
"Yes, Ran. I'm sorry," said Dio.
"I know now what's the reason you hate me, Dio. It was all because of Yohan. But, it's too late, we'll part ways, and I know, your love is not for me now" Rania said.
"We're not too late, Ran. We can still go back, I will make up for all my mistakes, I will learn to love you again, grow love for you who are dead" Dio said.
"Sorry Dio, I can't force someone to love me anymore. Although we are not together, we can still be friends, I still consider mother and Abah to be my parents. I'm sorry I'm continuing with this divorce." Rania remained in her stance. He still wants to separate from Dio, although his love for Dio is still firmly attached to his heart.
"If it's your decision, what can I do. Again, I'm sorry, Ran. May you be happy to have my replacement" said Dio.
"You too, remember my message, don't go back to Najwa, because it will hurt Najwa, Dio. Pity him, let him live happily and quietly in his way. Don't cut off Najwa's heart again, don't scratch the wound too deeply on Najwa's heart. He's only covered by your love, Dio. Until he's like that. I didn't expect a woman like Najwa to do that with you" Rania said.
"I haven't done it, Ran. He is still holy" said Dio.
"But still, your body has enjoyed it" said Rania, bowing her head in pain in her chest as she recalled Dio and Najwa in the villa.
"Don't remember that. It's 2 in the morning, go to sleep. We talked from earlier. There sleep," said Dio.
"We're not talking anymore, we're straightening out a problem that's too late to talk about, Dio" replied Rania.
"Yes, just like that, it's sleeping" Dio said.
"Yes, I want to sleep, you're sleeping too, Dio" said Rania.
"Okay, good night." Dio kissed Rania on the forehead, and Rania returned to her bed.
Dio slid his body on the sofa. He already knew, what Rania did with Yohan a long time ago was because Rania was forced and threatened by Yohan.
"If I had been unselfish, I would have lived happily with Rania. Maybe I already have a cute kid with Rania. Stupid me, I was always selfish, and now it's too late. Indeed regret always comes at the end of the story," murmured Dio.
"If my love for Dio is great, it is still inferior to Dio's love for Najwa. So, there's no point in me maintaining this marriage" Rania muttered as she closed her eyes.