THE BEST BROTHERS

S3 Love For Them Chapter 88 "Cannot Forgive"

Bell breaks the sound, Najwa immediately exits his class and ventures out to meet Shifa in his class. Shifa is still in her class completing unfinished records.

Najwa tries to approach Shifa who is busy with her notes.

"Fa, can I sit here?" ask Najwa.

"Sir Najwa? What's the big brother to Shifa's class?" Shifa who was shocked by her cousin who suddenly came to her finally invited her brother to sit next to her.

"Yes, please, please sit down" Shifa said.

"Thank you, Fa,"

"Fa, I'm sorry" said Najwa with teary eyes.

"Emmm.iya, brother. Forget it," said Shifa heavily.

Shifa is still a little disappointed with Najwa, Opa Rico, and Aunt Shita. But, even though they were Shifa's brothers, they were still Shifa's family. Shifa was well aware of the 4 months in which her brother had an accident that put her in a coma.

"It is up from his coma, Shifa," said Najwa.

"Then ab...emmm pakde how is he?" Shifa undoes her intention to call Abah, because yesterday Najwa forbade her when Shifa called Abah. Shifa kept asking Arsyad, even though she knew how Arshad was from her mother.

"He is you too, Fa. Forgive me for being selfish, I can't feel what you're feeling either, Fa,"

"You should know what you feel, your mother is pregnant, sister," said Shifa.

"Yes, I was wrong, Fa. I was selfish not to hear what my mother said, and I blamed my mother at that time. I'm sorry, Fa. Will you forgive me?"

"There is no parent who will not forgive his child, sis. I have forgiven my brother. Yes, although this heart is still a little disappointed, because everything has thrown me, Dio, and especially the mother who is pregnant," said Shifa.

"Can I see my mother?"ask Najwa.

"Mother is not home" Shifa replied.

"Then? Where's mommy?"ask Najwa.

"The mother is somewhere, the mother wants to win her own thoughts and does not want anything to disturb" replied Shifa.

"Can't you just meet me with my mom for a second?" najwa pinta.

"I met my mother only rarely, let alone meet with Kak Najwa, it seems impossible to be able to. Mommy hasn't met emm.pakde, yet,"

"Change, Fa. He's your Abah, too,"

"Yes, he is my Abah too, but yesterday there was a ban on me calling Pakde as Abah" said Shifa who slightly insinuated Najwa.

"Yes, I forbid it, I forbade it yesterday. Fa, I beg you, I want to meet your mother" said Najwa.

"Later when it's time to meet, brother, too" said Shifa.

Najwa and Shifa chatted for quite a while. There was a feeling of relief in Najwa who got an apology from Shifa. And, actually Shifa was still very disappointed with Najwa's attitude that is less mature and not worthy of being called an older brother. Shifa does know, Najwa's character is a little selfish in any case. So he knows what Najwa looks like. Yes, maybe Shifa can forgive Najwa, but do not know with Shita and Rico who are too hard with his mother. Moreover, he saw with his own eyes his round head on the slap by Shita and was expelled roughly.

"Do I have to take revenge? And Allah is Forgiving. Whatever the sins of His Servant, God forgave him. And, Sister Najwa, should I refuse and not forgive Sister Najwa, when she sincerely apologizes to me? I don't want to be selfish either. Even though this heart still hurts, I should be able to forgive Najwa," Shifa muttered.

"What a fool and a sin I am, licking my own spit. I was selfish, very selfish with those who were always nice to me. I could scratch the wounds in their hearts, the hearts of Dio and Shifa, which were more in the hearts of mothers. I've hurt your mother's heart. My mother never hurt me. Mother always relented, mother to Berlin also because ummi was jealous of mother first. How foolish I am to drive people away as good as mother. The person who can change Abah's life becomes colored again after Ummi leaves. And now, I don't see any happiness in Abah's life anymore. I was so selfish, O God," murmured Najwa.

Najwa and Shifa simply fell silent unreservedly after what they were talking about was done. They were still both struggling with feelings in their hearts. Until the bell came in, they were still silent.

"Sir Najwa back to class huh, Fa?" pamit Najwa's.

"Yes, brother," replied Shifa.

"Thank you, Fa. You have spoken to me and forgave me" said Najwa.

"Yes, brother, you're the same. Shouldn't people forgive each other?"

"Yes Fa." Najwa hugs Shifa before exiting Shifa's class. Shifa also returned Najwa's embrace back then.

For 4 months they have been silent, and this time, their relationship has improved a little.

"Yeeay.you're not quiet, come back to class here again dong, Najwa." All the friends in Shifa's class were happy to see the two brothers getting along with each other.

"Later if I could move, I moved again" said Najwa.

"Yes I'm back in class" said Najwa.

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After school, Rico picks up Najwa at his school after picking up Raffi. Rico sees Dio already at Shifa's school. As usual, Dio waited for Shifa to go home from school. Dio was with Alvin at the time. However, Alvin went briefly to the mini market to buy something.

"Opa, it's Dio, right?" Raffi shows Dio sitting at the school stop.

"Yes, it's Dio" Rico replied.

"Let's go there," Raffi asked.

Rico said Raffi. Yeah, actually Rico misses his little Arsyil. Dio is like Arsyil, it makes no difference.

Rico walked up to Dio and sat down beside him. Dio just kept quiet on his opa, not greeting him at all, until Rico asked him he just answered. He remembered his mother's message, not to be vengeful by her opinion. But, her heart said another, looking at her opinion, she remembered all what her opinion did to her mother.

"You waiting for Shifa?" ask Rico.

"Yes," Dio replied briefly.

"How are you?"

"Which opa see?"

"Are you angry with opa?"

"There is no need to ask questions like that, opa can also conclude it," said Dio without seeing the opinion.

"I'm sorry opa,"

"How's my mother?" ask Rico.

"Mother, fine," replied Dio.

"Can opa find him?" ask Rico.

"Mother is not here" Dio replied.

"I'm sorry opa, opa at that time….."

"No need to apologize to Dio. Apologize to mom. Opa should have known, it was all an accident. And what opa, you know? Mother suffered greatly, the days of mother filled with sobs, especially mother is pregnant." Dio cut out his op.

Rico was only speechless when he heard the words of his granddaughter who was very disappointed in him. He felt he was already a selfish old man and opa at the moment. Destroying the happiness of his son and grandson.

"Dio was disappointed opa, but Dio realized, opa was Dio's opa, the father of Dio's father. Dio doesn't think opa like that with mom. Opa drove the mother away when the mother needed Abah, and Abah also needed the mother," muttered Dio.

"Who am I, I have inflicted wounds on the hearts of my grandchildren, my son, and my son-in-law. Yes, right said Arsyad, I papah selfish. I understand what she is feeling right now, she is indeed disappointed in me. But , I'm sure he'll forgive me one day" Rico muttered.

Soon Najwa and Shifa are seen coming out of the school. Najwa saw his op was sitting at the stop with Raffi and Dio. But, Dio's face looked still very angry with his opinion.

"Sister, is that Dio with opa?" ask Shifa.

"Yes, Fa. I'm ashamed of Dio. I've been rude to him" said Najwa, hesitating to step up to Dio and his opinion.

"We're just there," Shifa asked.

Najwa and Shifa approached his opinion with Dio both in silence. Whether it was silence because of what, Shifa and Najwa did not know.

"Opa" call Najwa.

"Have you come home?" ask Rico.

"Yes, opa," replied Najwa.

Shifa simply fell silent not greeting her op. He was still a little disappointed and afraid to say hello.

"Shifa, you……"

"Let's take our brother home," Dio asked by cutting off the words of Rico who was asking with Shifa and pulling Shifa's hand to go home immediately.

"Sir Najwa, Opa, Raffi, Shifa came home" Shifa said.

Dio was silent and did not say goodbye to opa or Najwa and Raffi. Shifa was annoyed with her brother pulling his hand to the point of feeling pain in her wrist.

Alvin's car is seen again, Dio and Shifa walk towards Alvin's car which is parked not far from the school shifa. Alvin had actually seen Rico together with Dio from earlier. But, he did not want to interfere with their problems.

"Dio! It's sick!" cry Shifa who felt pain in her wrist.

"Lake in!" dio's words to his brother were a little harsh.

Dio also got into Alvin's car in anger. Either angry with oneself who could not accept the apology of his opinion, or angry with Shifa who was already familiar with Najwa.

"Dio, what's wrong with you, anyway?" shifa asked by rubbing her sore wrist.

"You're with Najwa why are you together?" ask Dio.

"She was apologizing to Shifa" Shifa said.

"You forgave him?" ask Dio

"Yes, like that, God is all-forgiving, when I can't forgive?"shifa.

"Don't be a weakling, don't you remember Najwa's attitude?"

"Yes, remember, but what's wrong we forgive, Dio, he's also our brother" Shifa said.

"Yes, you know, he's our brother. But….."

"But, what? They hurt mom? Hurt us? Yes indeed they hurt us a lot, Dio," Shifa said.

"It's up to you, brother," Dio said.

"What did he say to you?"ask Shifa.

"Opa, I'm sorry" Dio replied

"Then, you?"

"I said opa was wrong to apologize, should apologize to you" Dio replied.

"Truly yes, you, what a hard time forgiving opa," Shifa said.

"Opa hurt my heart too much, brother. I can't forgive him yet" Dio said.

Alvin had been listening to the twin brother debate. He tried to mediate their heated debate.

"You guys, don't argue. Shifa, forgiving people also takes time, let alone the wounds that are inflicted by the person is really deep in our hearts," said Alvin.

"The horror!" hatch Dio.

"Yes, uncle, Al. Shifa knows, but what's wrong with us forgiving?"Shifa.

"Yes, if Shifa can forgive yes it's better. If Dio can't, he can. Maybe Dio still set the right time to forgive" said Alvin.

"Have you guys not argued lag," said Alvin.

They fell silent as Alvin walked up to him not to argue anymore. Alvin is also very disappointed with Rico, because it has hurt his cousin and nephew.

"Sir Rico can't control his emotions. So this is how it is, because his emotions boomerang in his life. Until his granddaughter is very hurt," muttered Alvin.