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“Change, borrow the car key,” my door to Abah.
“Where are you going? It's night, Najwa,” Abah said.
“You need, do you want to take Najwa out for a while?” ask me to abah, so you believe I want to go out not going anywhere.
I want to throw away all the memories with Dio. Not that this heart cannot forget Dio, but why keep all his gifts? I want to forget, so in vain because remember him again by looking at the gift.
Abah was confused by herself, as I immediately pulled my hand to follow me to the room. Abah was increasingly confused when he saw several piles of cardboard from large to small.
“What's this, baby?” ask Abah.
“That's not hard, is Dio still outside?” ask me in a slow voice.
“Dio was already in his room from after prayers, but Rania was the same Shifa on the front porch,” replied Abah.
“Indeed what are you asking Dio is still outside what is not?” ask Abah.
I looked outside around my room, making sure Dio and Rania were around. I don't feel good if they know I'm going to throw away all Dio-related stuff.
“Abah know? This is all Najwa's stuff first. Najwa wants to throw all this away, because ...”
“Because this is all related to Dio?” abah asked me by saying.
I just nodded my head. Abah grabbed me and took me to sit on my bed.
“Nak, what with throwing all this out you so forgot all about Dio?” ask Abah.
“At least I don't remember him a little more, abah. Do you know what it's like to forget someone we love so much? Must be hard, right? Najwa was aware that there was Habibi more than anything, and Najwa loved Habibi, but Najwa's little heart still remembered Najwa's sin when he was with Dio. Najwa always remembered that, plus if there are still these items plastered in front of Najwa, all will remind again. It's not that Najwa can't forget Dio, but it's all about Najwa's future. If there is still all this stuff, in vain Najwa has forgotten Dio,” I explained to Abah.
“Yes, you realize, forgetting someone we love so much is very difficult. When I first knew, if Om Arsyil was the lover of Mother, I felt a very deep pain. Abah sincerely Mother with Om Arsyil, but it is difficult to forget Mother, and when meeting ummi you, ummi you really divert the world abah. Abah painstakingly forgets mother, until a woman as beautiful and as good as ummi you greet your heart. Very short meeting, and never thought, mate abah and ummi very short.” Abah wiped away the tears that had slipped out of the corner of her eyes. Her eyes glow implying pain when remembering ummi.
“Forget your ummi is the toughest thing in your life, compared to forgetting mother, who became your first love. Until married to the mother, you can not love her, you hate the mother, you do not want to touch your mother at all. Though your love for your mother used to be very much, but your ummi love left in your heart is more, so it is difficult to throw it away.” I hugged my brother who was getting sadder when I remembered ummi.
“That sure, you can forget about Dio. Because Habibi is a very good man. Maybe Dio is your first love, but remember Habibi is the one who will take your love for Dio and throw it very far away, and you will feel, what if you live without Habibi, he said, after Habibi marries you, you will feel that, you will feel you are afraid to be away from Habibi, and you already have no sense left for Dio in the slightest,” explained Abah.
“Najwa loves Habibi, abah. But, Najwa was afraid,” I said while hugging abah.
“Fear? What to fear?” ask Abah.
“Najwa was afraid, because Najwa was not intact, Najwa had touched Dio. Habibi is a very nice man, Najwa is shy, Abah. Najwa is dirty,” I said while sobbing and hugging her tightly.
“Huss... don't talk like that, you're not dirty, you're still holy. I'm sorry, brother who can't take care of you, son. You still deserve a good person like Habibi, believe me with your brother, never be afraid, eliminate all your fears, lest your fears become a trauma in your life,” said Abah by wiping my tears.
Yes, it is true what you say, I deserve a good man like Habibi. I know your heart hurts when you remember what I did. Moreover, I have been touched by another man, and you see my actions. I really am so disobedient.
“Have not cried. Let's say he wants to throw this all away?” abah.
“Disposed where yes, Bah?” my many.
“Yes where do you want?”
“In the landfill that is there, yes?” my door.
“True you do not regret all this when thrown away?” ask me again.
“No, make what a pity with something that should have been thrown away?” my spoken.
“Ya already let's go, between you.”
I came out of the room carrying with me. Abah called the waiter to bring the things I had packed in the cardboard. Rania, Shifa, Raffi, and Fattah were still on the front porch and asked what I was going to bring. I told them I was going to the parlor to make a donation. But, it seems they don't believe it. I just left them and you drove me to the dump.
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Rania guessed, it must be all the items that had something to do with Dio. No way, the nights they're going to the Orphanage provide help and so on. Rania thought, maybe Najwa would have completely forgotten about Dio, so she wanted to throw away all the memories with Dio back then.
“Thank God, if Najwa is like that, pity Akmal that Najwa still loves Dio. I know what it's like to forget our loved ones, it's so hard, let alone a woman with a weak heart like Najwa,” Rania murmured.
“You see abah?” annisa asked her children who were on the porch.
“It came out with Kak Najwa, he said he wanted to go to the orphanage to say what was, a lot of the heck in the cardboard,” replied Raffi.
“Ke parlor? It wasn't thrown out?” annisa lirih.
“A waste what, mother?” ask Shifa.
“Mother, what was all that Najwa brought stuff that had something to do with Dio?” ask Rania.
“Ehmm... how can you know?” ask Annisa.
“Yes, because yesterday before Dio married me he also threw away everything related to Najwa. All his closet he threw away, even 2 laptops were thrown away by Dio,” replied Rania.
Annisa just shook her head. He knows the habits of his son, if he feels useless with the goods he wears, he will throw it away. But, if it's Najwa, he's not like that. Najwa is the kind of person who loves what he has. Even though it was broken once, he was still guarding it and keeping it.
“Perhaps, he doesn't want to remember the memories of Dio anymore, because he will be living with Habibi, so it's only natural that he threw everything away. And, Dio, he was like that, what he had but he felt was useless he must have thrown it away, so it is natural that he threw away items related to Najwa because he would not wear them and he remembered again,” Annisa muttered.
“Kak Najwa kok tumben once throw the goods? Usually if he does not use it directly he input into the warehouse,” said Raffi.
“Raf, this is different. Maybe he does not want to see the item again.Dio was like that yesterday, I told him to stop, not to throw it away, but still dumped,” replied Rania.
“Already, all have their own thoughts. Let's hope Najwa is happy with Habibi,” Annisa said.
“When Opa Vishnu equals Om Eagle to here, mother?” ask Raffi.
“He said, 3 more days,” replied Annisa.
“No, Opa has finished his business, so tomorrow afternoon they came here, just now Om Eagle exchanged messages with me,” continued Fattah.
“Mother is curious about Akmal's opa and papa, it seems like they are very good people,” Annisa said.
“Tomorrow the night they may arrive, then tomorrow Akmal bring them here. They are very kind mother,” replied Fattah.
Everyone talks about the kindness of the Akmal family. And, Rania also did not lose telling the kindness of Opa Vishnu and Om Eagle on her who was very attentive with Dio, when Dio was sick.
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The day keeps changing. At the house of Arsyad everyone is preoccupied with their respective activities. Today, Opa Vishnu and Om the Eagle are going to the house of Arshad. They want to formalize the relationship between Akmal and Najwa, and talk about the marriage of Najwa and Akmal which will be in the title next month.
Everyone wants Najwa and Akmal to get married quickly. That's all because Akmal's job is still a lot in Budapest. Akmal wants Najwa to be his rightful possession when he returns to Budapest.
Najwa was in his room with Shifa and Zahrana. He was busy picking clothes to meet Akmal and his family. It felt like he was so nervous, not as usual when he met Akmal in his usual days.
“Your room seems to change by one hundred percent, Brother,” said Rana.
“Iya, Ran. I just laid it again yesterday. Want a new atmosphere,” replied Najwa.
“Should dong, would you like to marry,” replied Shifa.
“It is, must sister. Forget the past, reach for the future Kak Najwa,” said Rana.
“Iya, darling. Then when this is my sister this one has a guy,” ledek Najwa.
“Ah...don't want to discuss it me, brother. Mamah and Papah always say my soul mate they have prepared. I don't know, I don't know, I'll take it,” replied Rana.
“Hmmm. I am afraid that the incident of Dio repeated, in a matchmaking like that would be,” said Shifa.
“Not everything that is betrothed will be like that. What's wrong with obeying our parents. Our parents' choice is God's best choice, Shifa. And, for example, Dio is also still together again with Rania, our mother who was married first, also durable with abah. Believe me, the choice of parents will not mislead us,” said Najwa.
“Betul said Kak Najwa, I also want to not want to be willing with what you want. Don't talk about this. The important thing is that I am happy, Najwa wants to open my heart again to a man as good as Akmal,” said Rana.
Rana is indeed worried, will comply with the request of his parents or not to be in a match with a young businessman son of his parents' friends.
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Arsyad and Rico were in the living room. They were ready to welcome the arrival of the Akmal family who were going to his house. Arsyad is happy, as his daughter is about to marry a man she had long hoped to be her daughter's husband. Since meeting with Akmal in the hospital, Arsyad has been eager for Najwa to be united with Akmal.
But, all Arsyad's hopes back then were in vain. Najwa loves Dio and he also does things he shouldn't do with Dio. Arsyad's disappointment was so filled his heart that he drove out Najwa. However, now that bitter incident bears sweet fruit. Dio is back with Rania. Rania is the girl that Arsyad wants to accompany Dio.
He is eager for Dio to marry Rania, the very smart and beautiful girl whom Arsyad already considers to be his own daughter. And, now that her dream has come true, after Rania and Dio's marriage failed midway through, they return. And now Arshad's happiness will increase, because he will have grandchildren from Rania and Dio.
One dream has been realized. And now lives Arsyad's dream of seeing his eldest daughter marry an excellent handsome Doctor, who used to bump into him while driving Najwa in the hospital to see Wulan. He did not expect his prayer when it was with God. He was eager to have a Doctor's son-in-law, and it would finally be realized soon.
“Syad, papah is impatient, want to see Najwa soon married to Akmal. God always loved papah. Dreams of God are always fulfilled by God. Papah wanted you to have a veiled wife, Allah sent Almira for you. And, now, papah wants to have a grandson-in-law of a Doctor, God sent Akmal to Najwa. Papah is very grateful, it is as old as this papah is still given the opportunity of God to enjoy life and see the grandchildren happy papah,” said Rico.
“Iya Pah, Arsyad is also grateful, Najwa already wants to open his heart to Akmal. And, may they always be given happiness until they have children and grandchildren,” said Arsyad.
“Arsyad is also very happy, soon Arsyad will become an Opa, Arsyad will have grandchildren, pah,” added Arsyad.
“Iya, not felt, papah will be uyut. Papah happy, this family can gather again, and always harmonious like this. hopefully it will always be like this until later,” said Rico
Rico felt his dream had been fulfilled perfectly. He has children and grandchildren who love him very much. The presence of Andini which he considered a bearer of disaster because after Andini present Adinda taken God. However, it turns out that it is true said Adinda, Andini who will give happiness to him without end. And now the two heavenly angels are happy in God's heaven.