That man is my husband

Meditating to Singapore

The dawn prayer rumbled, I woke up, but I was shocked when something heavy pressed down on my stomach. I palpated and I found one firm hand had coiled around my stomach, I was shocked not yet fully aware . Until when I saw the figure of the person beside me who was now sleeping soundly, Feels a dream but this is real now I really have become his whole.

Unexpectedly, my love destiny was so complicated as a tangled thread. I also did not expect that the person beside me who is now my husband is a person who was in my childhood. More precisely neighbors when in the village, Di Ciamis . It can be said that he was also my first love, I liked him a long time ago and now Allah predestined us together.

At that time the family Irman new neighbors, I was still sitting on the bench Sd while he was already in college .We are eight years old, but here I feel old because even though I am 25 years old I have become a widow. But that was then, Now I have become Irman Sanjaya's mistress.

I keep looking at the face of Irman, Masya Alloh really a beautiful creation of God is now in front of me, handsome man, sholeh ,love complete package anyway. I rubbed his head, touched his cheeks, nose and ah I became ashamed of myself.

...Long time looking at my husband, I woke up about to take a tub bath but my hands were pulled until plunged into the arms of Irman. ...

I screamed out in shock.

" aaaaa. .." I shouted

I nodded my head at the face of my husband who had pulled me suddenly and pretended to fall back asleep in a hugging position. I hit Irman's chest.

" Don't joke, wake up. We keep showering praying "

" Bentar Yank, still want to be like this first "glued his embrace.

" Well, I can't breathe this, let go. And quickly wake up huh" continue to rebel asking to be released.

No response and mas Irman, finally I was silent and enjoy the arms of Irman mas so soothing. Either comparing or not is obvious this hug is different from the hug of people in the past. This hug was so comfortable and I felt that the person who hugged me was hinting, it was mine and did not want to lose any more.

I really admire you, you want to wait for me. I'm so moved that you love me so sincerely that you're willing to be single and not open your heart to another woman. What would happen if fate said otherwise, and I still belonged to that person in the past.

Everything has been arranged by the power, I hope my destiny stays with you. I want you to be the last one to be His, His,.

" Thank you" said I to melt the silence

" Thank you for what Yank, the feeling of not saying anything, except giving pleasure last night hihi "Mas Irman giggling

" we're talking about that (red meeting), that's not what Aisyah means. Aisyah thanked me for accepting me and the children "

" Don't thank me, because this has indeed become a promise, a promise to you and Allaah swt to always wait and receive you until the time comes. Even if this time does not also come it might be mas so weathered bujang hehe 😆" said Mas in the rainbow of his little laugh.

"I love you mas, very, very love you, keep with me until old age comes "reply with Irman's embrace.

" So I love you too (kissing my head ). We shower, pray and wake the children up "

Mas Irman and I woke up and stepped into the bathroom, It never hurts if I have to take a bath together, Rosulullah also likes to shower with ummirul mukminin Aisyah, besides that to save time .Because our dawn was wasted with the chatter of me and Irman.

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Today I went with the children, usually they will only be delivered by the driver. Since I heard earlier from Irman, if you are willing to go to Singapore for treatment. It feels good, at least there is still hope for you to recover, even though the hope is small. But if Allah does want you to be healed, he will definitely be healed.

Nothing beats destiny, even if doctors say his life expectancy is only 10 percent . Not making a barrier because doctors are not God, our lives are not determined by a doctor's diagnosis. But it is determined by the Power, the owner of the world's nature and its contents. Strive Bang, the spirit continues to think positively and do not forget the power of Allah swt .

" Umma, shall we see Dad again? shafira

" He loves unfortunately Umma, later we go home from school to visit Dad, Dad will today go to Singapore" I said while stroking one of their heads.

" Why are you going to come there Umma? ask Arsya

" Your father wants to go for treatment, so you have to doain dad every time you pray, let Daddy recover quickly and come back here soon"

" I'm also Umma" said Arsya and Shakira simultaneously.

I smiled at them "Good, you are indeed the children of Umma who are sholeh, Sholehah, the more dear you are, here embrace Umma" I stretched out my arms and they embraced me.

I hope they will grow up to be children who sholeh, sholehah raise their parents' degrees and they can benefit the people . Aamiins.

Harapan hospital

At 11 o'clock I and the children met at the hospital, according to Irman's phone we just went to the room Brother, because Irman mas already there. I'm not a reliable nursery door Brother, it turns out there already at the gathering. There were my two former in-laws, Sharon's mother-in-law, Jo, and Irman.

" Assalamu'alikum "

"Waalaikumsalam" replied everyone who was there.

" grandchildren - Oma's grandchildren just came home, "said Mother-in-law how to kiss them .

The children greeted the one-on-one who was there, including me, then I stood disamoing mas irman, Preparation for departure seemed ready, and Brother seemed restless he should be happy, he was happy, he must be passionate for his own recovery.

" Kids come here" said Brother

Then the children came up to Brother and went up to the bed with help from me and Mas Irman. Brother seems to be watching one or one children, there is a clear liquid dripping, Brother cries to make anyone who sees him cry.

" Dad wants to go for treatment, you guys are here well, don't be naughty" said Brother while holding the chin of the children one-on-one.

"Dad, it must be healed . Shakira wants to see the father like she used to be ,Shakira is also kangen with Dad" Shakira cried.

wipe away Shakira's tears "Don't cry, come closer "Shakira approaches and sit on Abang's right, after Shafira on the left and Arsya's youngest on Abang's lap .

" Dad's children don't cry, you better doain let Daddy recover quickly and re-assemble with you again. Remember that! do not be naughty, so good children, according to Umma the same Abii well, you promised the father "Sister showed the little finger the way children link their little finger as well.

" Promise "say brand simultaneously.

" Dad love you guys "Sister is crying and he wipes away her tears.

I approached towards Brother.

"That you must heal, be enthusiastic and quickly worship for the sake of the children they love you" I said, trying to resist crying.

" I leave the kids, at least I'll calm down when I get treatment. And Aisha I beg you not to distinguish your affection for her (pointing towards Arsya who is on her lap ), she .... (saying Brother restrained by his crying) he had no one but me "

I can no longer hold back my tears "hiks.hiks..really I have no intention of distinguishing children, they are all my children of course I will love them with all my heart, "

" Thank you, thank you" said Brother so Lirih.

Before long came a nurse carrying a wheelchair, it seemed like Brother was about to leave. With the help of Mas Irman Abang managed to sit in his wheelchair. Arriving at the hospital lobby, Brother asked us not to take us to the airport with reason , unable to if you have to look back at the children.

I followed Abng's will, only Sharon knew the nurse and the one doctor who handled him here were coming, because they were going to Singapore.

I really could not see the children crying to let go Brother, as tight as it feels. The children just let me wave at his father, and in the blas Abang then the car door was closed and left .

" You're a good man Bang, as long as I was with you I felt you were so sincere . Maybe your revenge was so strong that you did that to me. But I've forgiven you, quickly healed Bang and soon returned "

tbc