That man is my husband

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Today I can't concentrate on studying. Looks like Keanu's words succeeded in making me unfocused. Actually, what do I want? Looking for what kind of husband? Don't I want to be like Uma? Married to the man who directly asked us to our parents, asking ourselves to be a complement to his life? To perfect some of his religion.

It was all Keanu. He forced me to meet my parents, forced me to marry him. Although I knew the beginning of the meeting with him was very ineffective. Even the initial assessment of him was arrogant and annoying. Though I can't be like that, I don't know it completely, I just saw him from the cover just not with his heart.

What if what I think is wrong? Maybe even the opposite. Then what should I respond to? While this heart is very hopeful for the lecturer. However, the person I expected looked ordinary, like there was no interest. I don't know.

"You got a problem, Ice?" Reni broke my wish.

I was aghast, then looked towards Reni. "The problem? No way. Why the hell?" ask me back.

"You've been daydreaming all the time, even until the first lesson after you're still engrossed in your daydreams."

I straightened my body and looked ahead. As long as I'm daydreaming? to the point that I don't remember entering the second lesson. Astagfirullah, sorry. This feeling of heart has neglected me.

"I'm nothin. Just being in unfocused mode," I said, holding my chin back.

"Tumben, usually never rich gini? What's up, anyway?"

I breathe heavily. "Maybe it's because of him, that I'm like this?"

"He who?"

"You must know."

"Was he handsome?"

"Yes, your handsome man. Just then, when I was about to come here, he came back to intercept me. He said he was going home from college."

"What?! Looks like my handsome guy is really serious about you. If I'm rich, my hope is dong dung." Sad Reni.

"I don't know, Ren. This heart seemed to want to continue rejecting him. Although I can see the face of seriousness on her."

"Already, Ice. Focus first in class. Let's discuss your love problem again."

Right said Reni. I need to focus on learning first. The bad part also brings the problem of feeling while studying, there will be time for it. It is better to put first what is more important than to continue to be carried away by feelings that end in something sinful.

***

The hour of rest has arrived, Reni and I may soon go to the cafeteria. It wasn't me, anyway, rather Reni who was in such a hurry pulled me to get there immediately. The reason is only one not hungry want to eat but for the most comfortable place to talk.

"Now tell me, why else with my handsome guy, is he bothering you again?" rini asked in a hurry.

"It's just arrived and there's probably a minute we're sitting. Take a breath first, Ren or pesen drinks first."

"Ish, you're this. Okay .. okay, wait I'll order first."

five minutes later.

"More."

"Now tell a story."

"Want to know which one?"

"All Ice, no exception."

Then I told him back from the beginning. How my day has turned so uninspired since meeting Keanu. I'm like in terror, haunted by Keanu. Sometimes I think, is that as persistent as his struggle to get me? I repeatedly told her that she was still determined to marry me. And strangely again Keanu's struggle is always invisible to my eyes. These eyes and hearts were as if blind and tightly closed to him.

"Now I ask. What does your heart want?" Reni suddenly asked like that as I had already explained all the stories I took so long.

I was silent when I got a question like that. I also do not know how this heart wants, because I still doubt my feelings. Maybe for now I can only surrender all my business to the Supreme Reverser.

No one knows what the future will be like, just follow the plot that has been outlined by the Supreme Scenario Maker.

"What's Ice why don't you answer?"

"I don't know what to answer myself. Besides the random."

"If the one who asked you to be a wife instead of Keanu how? Would you accept it?"

"I don't know either. Maybe I need an istikharah."

"Well, that's better."

***

As usual, it was time to go home. Intention to the foundation suddenly I cancel. I don't know why I felt something was going to happen and I don't know what it was. Along the way home somehow feels slow, long and boring. I don't know just how I feel, because I got home exactly fifteen minutes. Not more or less either.

I sharpened my vision. When both my eyes saw two vehicles that I very much memorized who the owner was. However, I'm tepis. Can't it be theirs? People who have cars and motorcycles like that are many, not just one or two. As I got closer, close to the two vehicles I thought I knew, I watched them carefully circling one by one starting from the motor and the last car.

"It's not theirs. If so, what do they want? And why come here at the same time? And...."

I don't want to speculate. I'd better prove it by going straight into the house.

It's strange! My feelings, my heart, suddenly beat twice as fast. It even feels like it will be out of place. Then I tried to calm down, relieve the nervousness that suddenly whack.

I took a breath through my nose and threw it out through my mouth. I kept doing that until I was completely calm.

"It's quiet!"

The closer to the doorway, the more clearly Abi's voice was speaking to someone I didn't know.

"So, what is your intention and purpose here to propose to my son?"

Degs...

"Applying?"