That man is my husband

Call Dad.

As I promised the children, today after school will see their father. Maybe people think I'm a bod*h woman who would forgive her ex-husband who obviously hurt me, instead I feel happy to have made the decision to forgive brother and accept his son with Lisa. Why that? for I know that I am also an ordinary man, who has not escaped error and sin. We are not prophets or angels who have not sinned so what right I have, if until I do not forgive my ex-husband.

I also thought, My Lord is all-forgiving, all-forgiving, all-forgiving in our time his people are reluctant to be forgiving too. What else is the condition of Brother now who is sick, of course he needs support so that he is strong and feels someone cares about him. No matter what people want to judge me like, because basically the name of others can most comment on the life of others without seeing or reflecting on themselves. Is it really? free from sins? never did he mistake? . That question should he ponder before judging others .

I don't think me and the kids have reached the hospital. I just stepped foot into the vvip room where Abang was treated . There's a former mother-in-law with Sharon, and I look happy when me and the kids come.

"Assalamu'alikum "I say hello

"Wa'alaikum salam, uh Oma's grandchildren also joined " said Mother and hugged me and kissed the children's Gemes.

" How's it going, Mom ? is there progress?" ask me Mom while dropping my body on the couch .

Mother shook her head" Still gini - just this Ais, I feel Rudi has no spirit to heal, even though mother always encourages her "Mommy looks disappointed.

" Later let Aisyah who spoke to Brother, "try to strengthen mother

" Alright, starting with mom . I can't cry, I have to be strong, so that Rudi knows that we want him to heal so much and so that he doesn't feel compassion. You know Aisyah every mother memagis because seeing her condition, she would like to say do not cry mom, Rudi does look sad but Rudi does not want to be pitied like this. Rudi iklas with Rudi's condition. Hearing that Mother's heart was getting crowded. Feeling guilty all this time wasn't on his side until he had to fend for himself." Mom was crying with sobbing.

I can only strengthen Mother, no one wants this to happen but the name destiny cannot be avoided. This is the will of the power.

" Mom just go home, let Aisyah and the children here. Later Aisyah here until afternoon, waiting for Irman to come home. Later in the afternoon I can come back here again. "

" Mom here alone Aisyah "reject mother

" Go home first, Mom, you also have to rest. If you are sick too how? later there is even a burden on the mind of Brother, and Brother will feel himself the cause of mother's illness, because it has kept Brother "

I seemed to think, digesting all my words. What I said will definitely happen, if mom gets sick . I'm sure you'll blame him and make his spirit decrease.

" Thank you Aisyah, you're right. I'll be home first, I'll be here again. Here let Sharon be with you"

" No ma'am, I'm the same Sharon go home"

" Sharon here, please take care of Sharon's niece "for Sharon.

" Mba can cope with them, (while glancing at the children who are playing puzzle ), they are submissive children. "

":If that's Mba's wish, Sharon's same mom come home first, sorry to bother "

" Lilahi ta'ala mba helps, no need to hesitate"

Finally Mom and Sharon came home, while I was here looking after my brother who was now sleeping so soundly.

*******

I woke up from my sleep when someone pulled my hand, I opened my eyes. It only dawned on me that I was asleep. I glanced at my hand that was being pulled, it turned out to be Shafira.

" Why baby, "quote me and then ask Shafira to sit on the sofa .

" Om her wake up Umma, Shakila and Alsya's father "

I pointed my eyes towards the bed where Brother was lying, while I directed my eyes to the other corner looking for the whereabouts of Shakira as well as Arsya. And it turns out they fell asleep on the fur carpet .

" Ila tidul Umma, but woke up when she heard her call umma"

" Call Dad, not Om!

" Good Umma"

I stroked his head and kissed Shafira's head.

Then I walked towards my bed. It turned out that it was true that Brother had woken up, he tried to get up wanting to lean on the back of the bed. Want it to help but, we are not haram muhrim to hold each other .As if understanding, Abang smiled and said "It's okay, I can be alone."

Now Shafira seems silent, maybe she feels foreign to Brother. Especially I said, call Dad, don't Om. I led Shafira to get closer to Brother. I told him to kiss Brother's hand. And try to explain to Shafira who the person she is facing right now.

" Dear Shafira, this is Shafira's father, his name is Rudi's father. He is also Shakira's father Arsya. So from now on call Dad, don't Om "

Shafira seemed confused, I understood what else at his age was small, of course he did not understand anything.

Brother, stroking Shafira's face, stroked her head which was blocked by the hijab and tried to kiss her.

" Here embrace Dad, "Sister stretches his hand and Shafira immediately complies.

" Dad!!" call Shafira on her arms with Brother.

So sweet, finally Shafira can now feel the embrace of her own biological father. Forgive Umm dear, yesterday Umma lied continuously. There is really no intention to lie to you, but Umma himself is also confused to tell how. Umma alone at that time was not sure could meet again with your father and your sisters.

Shafira is a child who quickly familiar, to make him immediately familiar with his father. They look happy . let alone Brother even though his face looks pale but when he laughs so loosely because he hears Shafira's babbling, it looks like there is no heavy burden .

The harsh laugh between the new Father and Son in this encounter made Shakira also Arsya woke up. And they ran straight towards us.

" Kok not wake us up" said Arsya as she rubbed her eyes

" Here all go up to Dad's bed, we play together"

Without aba - Aba again Shakira and Arsya immediately went up to the bed and immediately scattered with Shafira and her father.

I hope that the presence of children can make the spirit for Brother, so that he can recover, there is no disease without Medicine. Alloh create a disease of course there is a cure as well, including mood greatly affects a person's immunization.

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Mom's back in the hospital, this time mom's with dad . This is a sign that I have to go home soon, because Mas Irman has been waiting for this . The children are still at home maybe they miss their father, I do not deny the inner bond between Father and Son is strong. But when Irman mas said that their room was ready and ready to be occupied.

Sure enough they immediately want to go home, the reason they are so enthusiastic because the beginning - the beginning of Irman promises to make the room as they want, Irman promised to make the room as they want, Shafira and Shakira have the same taste they want a room that has a large collection of prinsess elsa while Arsya wants a room filled with spiderman images.

The business of persuading children is indeed Irman mas jagonya. We say goodbye to Mom, Dad and Brother. But before I really went home I said to my brother.

" Are you happy just now with the kids? if you want that kind of spirit to heal, go to Singapore. There's a doctor Mas Irman's acquaintance "

After saying so, without waiting for my brother's answer I immediately left . I deliberately went to get my brother to think about what I said.

tbc....