That man is my husband

Mournfully

Relieved that the problem I faced was clear thanks to the help of Brother. This is life is not life His name if there is no problem let us ordinary people before us sholeh people did not escape yng Name test only one goal is to increase our degree on condition not complaining .

Since that incident I feel different ..many of the students there who just say hello to me gave me gifts and other attention no matter what they mean. Until one day I intended to go to the toilet by accident I heard a conversation that I did not want to hear. I'm so innocent I don't understand the purpose of the brand, it hurts like they're not at all sincere good to me even they're ugly to me. That's how I am in front of them.

"I really do not want to pretend well in front of the woman ja**ng" said a student

" What do I want anyway.if not the order of Kak Rudi. .gue also ogah"

" And we have to how. . pretend to be good as he was wasting my energy "

" What else I. anyways what is the importance of the woman ja**ng it in the eyes of Rudi's sister, still mingingingan I'm beautiful yes sexy let alone "

" But if you think it's not very redemptive, pretend to be good with the ja**ng "

" You mean what??

" Dengerin yah ..si ja**ng Aisyah right deket tuh same brother Rudi. .gimana if he we benefit to ngedapatin Kak Rudi? ??

" hmmm ok also your idea.anyhow we have to take heart Rudi, brother Rudi,

"Agree. ...

My heart ached hearing that I could do nothing but cry and cry. Yes Alloh is this a trial for my marriage? , please spread my heart and also Brother. Always take care of my husband's heart from the women who want to take him away from me.

I wipe my tears I don't want you to think so much when you see me crying . This is what it feels like to be married but always keep your distance . There is jealousy when I see a husband and wife who are accompanying his children playing, I also want to have a normal household life not like this like being hide and seek.

dratt. ..dret....

The phone calls blew my daydream

" Brother. ...

"Hallo assalamualaikum deck"

"waalaikumsalam Bang. ..

" Where's adek? this is my brother in the canteen .."

" ohh he's waiting for Adek yah...Adek there now "

"Good. ..assalamualaikum.

" Wa'alaikum salam "

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The bell reads the entrance sign of the course will start again soon . I returned with Brother to class but separated when I got to the intersection because of Abang law faculty while I was in medical school.

" Get as usual well tomorrow Brother pick up, we go for a walk "

" His brother. .adek wait tomorrow yh"

" Yaudah cepet Adek back to class "

" Brother too. ..Drug Brother. ..

I also parted again with Brother. ..of why with me . ever since I was with Brother I felt not to be myself. Brother is the first person I love right now and may be the last to reach your land

" Mommy!!!!!

I heard someone calling my name..

" Ehh you guys. ..

Sifa, Risya and Mery walked over to me

" Where's mom from ??? we find tau.....

"Sorry yes, Brother Rudi called me jdi I samperin him"

" Was Mami that close to Rudi?? ask Sifa curiously

" What's why?

" we saw Mami and Rudi's sister like lovers "

" A..pa. ..en. ..no, Rudi's sister is my family. .maybe because I haven't seen her in a long time, so well, as you can see " I said I was lying even though my heart said it wasn't right what I was doing.

" Obviously we were jealous. ..See the closeness of Mami" said Mery

" what the hell ..here I hug you guys "

Mutual embrace. ....

" Don't pout anymore yeah ..then mami buyin you guys candy. .mau? I teased my three best friends

" Ih Mamiiiiiiii. ..

" What a child we are".

" Hahahaha you are the children of mami ...

This is how me and my best friend. .they always behave like a little child whining to his mother. ..

I'm getting so bad at hiding my marriage, there's a fear that they'll find out and get away from me. Until when and when it should be like this ...God. .. forgive me. ..

" Sifa, Risya, Mery. ..if I hide something from you you continue to know from others how do you respond?

They stared at each other "Emang Mami hide what from us???

" This is if only "

" That according to Sifa ...Sifa will be angry and disappointed because if you hide something, you don't consider our friendship"

"Well that's right.we must be open to each other is not that our promise "Rishya said.

" Whatever happens we face together is not true. ? mery

" That's right .....

DEG at that moment my heart seemed to stop. .I had disappointed them by hiding my marriage. ..I had to meet Brother and say let my three best friends know about my marriage to Brother before anything unwanted happened .

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Hello readers **salam knows..mon maf nih well the novel is a little crisp plot amuradul. ..but always try to give the best. understand the author is still in the process of learning amatiran . ..please don't blaspheme my novel If you like please read If you don't like it then don't need to read Just a passing ride is also okay.

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