
I was so shocked when I read Irman's letter, so brave and so confident he was with his determination. What is actually the content of his mind or heart I really do not understand with the way his mind already knows I am not a single woman but a married woman but she is still with her determination to wait for me at any time. Of course it's impossible to happen that I'm married and there's no way it's happening.
" Freaky guy bo*oh why you're like this Irman, what your love for me has made your brain crazy realize Irman don't complicate your life by waiting for me uncertain " curse me in my heart.
I wanted to feel like I was looking for Irman but what a power I was afraid there was someone who misunderstood when we spoke, I finally thought about replying to him and this is how the letter for him.
"to: Irman "
"Assalamu'alikum "
" With this letter I want to say something that makes my heart and mind uneasy. Irman I beg you please forget I went away from my life. You know that's not the reason? well because I'm a married woman who you don't deserve to wait for even the possibility of never being with you. Irman you're a good man I'm sure and believe the many women chasing you open your little heart to them lest you complicate and torment your life by waiting for something uncertain. Or if it could be better if you just accept the matchmaking that your parents will do I'm sure your parents' chosen woman must be the best even better than me.
Irman I beg you to understand my situation now, I am not a single woman but already a wife of people, should the woman who has married you wait?? the answer is no. I don't want you to be hurt not want your heart to be hurt enough to get here and start forgetting me.
I'm sorry to say that if this offends you, there's really no point in going there, but I just want to wake you up. Do you know Irman? with you saying you will continue to wait for me until whenever it makes me sad my heart hurts because indirectly you have prayed for me to part with my husband.
May the door of your heart come with this letter the way your mind opens, distinguish where love is obsession".
"wassalam "
Aisha.
When I'm done folding and I put it in my bag and I'll leave it tomorrow at college.
The clock shows at 23:00 Brother why not go home now the worry is increasingly ambiguous. I just kept pacing back and forth looking at the window and then sitting back up and looking back at the window just like that until I felt tired and sleepy .
But when I wanted to close my eyes there was the sound of a car, I immediately woke up and half ran towards the window to peek and it turned out that Abang's car felt relieved after knowing it was Brother. Soon I may open the door to welcome your return.
"Assalamu'alikum adek, Adek has not slept" said Abang as he approached me and kissed me gently on my forehead.
" She couldn't sleep, thinking of her brother. Why call and chat from adek no brother response? ? at least the cake response let the g8k be worried, telling you also not. "my answer with lips somewhat forwarded.
" I'm sorry yes the deck was Abang a lot of business that you have to do then Abang mobile phone in silent mode so you do not know adek contact Abang.
" Why not tell me? ??
" So you forgot the deck, sorry! ! said Abang while clenching his hands together.
" He's sorry but next time don't be like this again huh? at least Brother tell adek first so adek not to worry "
" He's Abang Janji, yaudah we enter yuk. .outside the cold "
After my brother cleaned - clean I invited Brother to eat first let it be even though the time has shown twelve o'clock at night no problem. Actually in my mind so many job questions that make you forget the time even forget about myself as well, want to feel asked but I believe later you will also definitely talk.
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On campus
As usual after delivering myself Abang immediately left because the college Abang has finished just waiting for graduation two weeks longer so my brother rarely goes to college.
My footsteps came to a halt in shock at the sight I saw . Not usually my three best friends stand by in front of the campus while waving their hands at me. I also ran to them.
" You guys waiting for me?? ask me and just answer with a nod.
" What's wrong with you guys ?? how rich is gini?
" Mommy come with us, Sifa said and pulled my hand forcibly.
" Hey. .what exactly is it ? I asked them again not to answer.
They led me to my class
" Look at "let me tell my three best friends
I looked towards where their hands were pointing.
My eyes were perfectly round and a group of students were sitting at my classroom door, I wondered what it was.
" Can you explain what all this means?? much
" Mommy definitely knows the answer "Risya replied
Well of course I know the answer , they must be looking for me to leave a gift for Brother or just leave a greeting . I had forgotten that the gifts I had not given to you yesterday and now will definitely add up again."
So tempting is the charm of Brother, notya many handsome men in this campus why should you be brother. They don't care about my feelings My heart breaks if every day I have to deal with women who admire my husband, really sad.
From a distance I saw a pair of eyes looking at me, a second of my gaze and also he met I saw a sad look in his eyes strange why with him? ?I feel like he is feeling what I am feeling right now. He seemed to understand the situation, it seemed that he was walking towards a group of students who might want to disperse them but instead he was the one in their crowd, who was in their crowd, The parcels in their hands are now switched to Irman Indeed not in denied the charm of Brother and also Irman not much different they are the same - both good and handsome men.
" O you four want to enter my course or you will stay there "cried Irman because my position and Irman is a bit far away.
As many seconds as I and my three friends realized because since the third sahaba I did not stop looking at Irman while I was looking at wonder with attitude and the look in his eyes earlier , then we confirmed Irman's words that we would follow his college eyes. .....