That man is my husband

Sorry 2

As per Mas Irman's promise that 10 o'clock will pick me up to meet Rani at the hospital. And now that he was really in front of me very on time, I smiled towards him.

" How long to wait for Yank ? ask me

" No mas , because you come on time anyway , not the speed is not ngaret also.Pas" I said while wrapping my hands like the letter O and winked one eye.

" Yank, you're so flirtatious. Play blinking - blink everything"

" Your transmission is Mas" said I chuckle then leave the Irman mas and get into the car.

" Yank.....

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Arriving at the hospital I also mas Irman directly to Rani's ward. Outside the room were two policemen on guard, it was like really a prisoner, I thought .

When he arrived at door , the police said to Mas Irman that Rani had been conscious, but hysterical and given sedatives by doctors.

Slowly I opened the door handle and entered, seen a doctor and a nurse who was checking on Rani.

" How's the doc doing him?"

Without looking at me, the doctor replied, "Well, no one worries. It's just that the possibility of his legs will experience paralysis due to pinned down the body of the car. "

There was a feeling of sadness, even though I knew he was about to harm me, my conscience still hurt so much to accept this fact.

" Can I recover doc?"

" Good thing is, God was so kind to her .Because his paralysis is only a temporary paralysis, as time passes he can definitely walk back by means of therapy. Well, I say goodbye because my job is done. Maybe an hour later he'll wake up"

"Yes, thank you doc,"

After the doctors and nurses came out, I approached Rani, she's a new person I know, who had no idea what purpose she wanted to kill me.

He's asleep looking calm, I'm sure he's a good guy, maybe our first meeting was bad for him.

I Remember - remember the first time I met him, maybe there were words or actions that touched him.

Is he mad because Irman prefers me over him? is it because of that ? I can only guess - guess.

Before long the sound of someone opening the door handle, I saw Mas Irman coming in and walking up to me.

" Is he conscious?" ask Irman and I shake.

" Not yet"

" Well then wait outside yeah"

I nodded and looked back at Rani who was sleeping quietly.

"Rani, I believe you're a good person, even though I don't know you very well. If I have anything wrong with you please forgive me, I don't want to have enemies because for me one enemy is a thousand enemies."

" Wake up, I want to hear an explanation from you. So that I no longer suspect - conjecture that causes me to continue su'udzon. Even though I tried not to think badly of you. ",A,

Feeling that there were no signs that he would be aware, I decided to eat lunch and pray first because the time had already entered prayer time and lunch break.

I just stood up and turned my body, suddenly my hand was pulled, until I turned my body back to the original direction.

I saw my hand held by Rani, with her teary eyes maybe a single blink of her tears could fall. Rani was conscious but her eyes showed regret.

" You're aware apparently "I said pretending to be cold.

No words came out of his mouth except apologies.

" I'm sorry "Lirih Rani while continuing to hold my hand.

" Wait, I'm out for a second I'm gonna call Irman and tell him you're conscious "

But again my hand he choked.

" No !! please please! ! clenched his hands over his chest.

" I want to talk to you, four eyes only. I'm Please, !"

Huft took a rough breath' "Alright, What do you want to talk to me about, hurry up! " my word

" Please forgive me, I confess wrong, I'm solemn, I've really been blinded by love.Hiks." said Rani with a cry as usual.

Again - again my conscience thrashed - thrashing, I felt the sadness of Rani .

" Do you know? I keep thinking about it day and night ? I wonder who I did wrong, what sin ? to the point that someone wanted my death "

"Sorry again

" Tell me, what sin , what mistake have I done to you.For I know and can correct my mistake?"

" No, you're not wrong Aisha "

"What purpose do you want my death for and what good is it for you?!"

There was no answer, there was only the sound of crying, regretful crying.

" Reply! I want to know directly from you, what is my fault and sin for you and what is in it for you if you managed to hit me last night?"

" A - me, my a" he said stammeringly

" I what?"

" I don't like you because Irman prefers you. He has absolutely no respect for my waiting .Aisyah What if you were me for almost three years waiting, but she was still indifferent, indifferent as if I didn't even exist once I was in front of her. My heart aches when I hear you are his future wife, especially Mother also chose you. Ever since then I hated you Aisyah, hated Irman and Mom. What was on my mind at that time if I couldn't get what I wanted then no one else could get it. Then came the idea of eliminating you, so you couldn't have it either, "

"Rani listen to me, I don't know how I feel about being in your position, but your resentment is really not good. And I'm sorry I'm selfish, I don't want to share Irman's mas he's mine, my future husband. Do you not know Ran , 14 years try to imagine, as long as Irman is waiting for me. He didn't hate me at all, didn't take revenge when he found out I was married and I married his cousin. That's what you call Ran's true love, and I think what you call Mas Irman's love is not love but obsession. That's why you did everything you could to get Irman's mas, including getting rid of everything you thought was a barrier. "

Rani's cry was so broken, perhaps regret was approaching her.

" I'm really sorry Ayesha, God paid the price for what I did. Hiks hiks look !!now I'm paralyzed "

I don't feel like I'm shedding tears, I can't bear to see Rani .Even though I still have feelings, I will feel the sadness of others. I hugged Rani, I tried to calm her down .I rubbed his head in comfort, gave support to him .

" Never cry again, let it pass. There is no man who does not escape sin and error "I told Rani.

" Did you forgive all my mistakes to you Aisyah ?"

I nodded "A long time before you apologized, I've forgiven you .I'm not the vengeful type. I just want to hear why you did that to me"

" Thank you Aisha, your heart is so glorious. Mas Irman is lucky to have you and of course you deserve to be with Irman "

" You're overreacting, you rest, I want to go to prayer because it's time to pray Dzuhur, and trust me you'll definitely be healed because the doctor said your paralysis was only temporary, ' ' 'cause , with therapy will speed up your healing process . I'm sorry for taking this case to the police but I'm sure I won't be continuing this case"

" No! ! I deserve it Aisyah, don't you take your demands off me, I want to make up for all my mistakes "

With a smile on Rani" Have you rest not too much thought, I go well "my farewell to Rani.

My determination is complete I will withdraw my demands on Rani. I think it's enough, a reprimand from Alloh swt to make him aware of his mistake.

With his legs paralyzed made him realize, and that was enough for me. I realize that I too have so many faults and sins that I have no right to judge people, just Godly enough to repay them.

tbc