That man is my husband

Misunderstand

After all this time I buried deeply - in that terrible event, now rising up and coming back I hate it so much I want to be angry, but what is my power if this is predestined by the Almighty there is nothing I can do.

I always look for ways that I don't see him anymore, even if I'm absent during class hours he's so afraid to see him. I know the risk to myself if I continue to be absent I will not graduate in his subjects. What ever. .I became selfish of myself ..my ego has overcome my conscience. . Oral and my heart are very different but what a power, again - again I have to be selfish to myself.

The change in my attitude certainly made my three best friends wonder, what is it? why bla..bla. Honestly, I have not been able to tell them, how not just brother as my husband I have never told you about this problem .

" Mommy..are you okay....?? ask Risya

" fine. ..I answered briefly.

" Mommy please. .if there is a problem tell us not to hide sendri. .

" It's okay. .and there's no problem. .I'm just a little unwell. .. I said as I laid my body in a bed. ..

" It has been one week Mami. ..we see moody mami like this there is no gini spirit, said Risya

" That's just your feeling" .. said I with a light laugh to cover my sadness. ..

" Mommy told you the same story, Rudi? ask Mery. .

" Not. . let me not want to disturb Brother, anyways Brother once said that it is finished will directly contact me ".

" Mommy tomorrow there's Mr. Irman's schedule...Mommy wants to come in, right? ask Sifa

I was silent ..my intention was never to enter her lesson. ..but if I think about it my best friend will be suspicious. .. with my attitude as if avoiding her lesson hours. ..

" God willing, tomorrow I enter in Mr. Irman's lesson" I said helplessly.

The next day. ..

With her lack of enthusiasm, I forced my foot to set foot into class to follow her lesson, Scared? well at this time that I was feeling. just heard his name I was already trembling how if I looked directly maybe at that time I would fall unconscious.

" Mommy your hand why ? how cold, trembling too?? mery asked as she continued to hold my hand.

" I have nothing Mery, calm down "my words lie. .because honestly I was terrified..In my heart I kept calling Brother's name.

Not long after the sound of greeting

deg....

He.he.he.came Yes Allah strengthen me. .Brother .. I need my brother. ..lirih in my heart.

I dare not look ahead , my gaze only looks down , until someone surprises me with the word. .

" You who are in a red hood. .what are you looking at below. ..look ahead if anyone is explaining the lesson. " said the lecturer who was none other than the person I hated the most.

" I'm sorry sir gk can ..my neck hurts so gk can be lifted head" .

" What an unreasonable reason...ayo look ahead to my orders" said Mr. Irman slightly raised his voice.

I was shocked to have to lift my head up, when my eyes and eyes met at once my eyes were darkened and could not remember what happened next. ...

Slowly opening my eyes, I looked around wondering why I was in the health room instead of just in class that was the question that was on my mind ..

When I tried to get up and intended to be classy again, I heard a voice that I knew very well the voice I wanted to forget.

" You're sober? ask me

" Are you still mad at me, still hate me?Ask Irman to me

But none of me answered .

" Please forgive me, that eight years ago was an accident, honestly I had no intention of hurting you anything else to take away your honor.

" Have you finished the story "I said cynically. "if you'll excuse me for leaving" ..

" Help hear me first Ayesha" said Irman and held my hand so I wouldn't leave.

" Take me off, I'm disgusted at you just seeing your face I don't want to " . ..

"Aisha. .did you know that for eight years I've been looking for you? I want to explain everything to you, don't know if you're so tormented by me, everyone blames me for all the accusations - accusations I didn't make at all " said Irman at length and wiped his tears .

" What did you say? ?It's not wrong to listen to my ears. Don't know what you are .. For a year I was like a madman Irman .I was tormented by the incident but now you're talking as if you were the victim? then what do you think of me. .? that suspect? for your suffering, here I suffer the most. .hiks. I am Irman. .. not you.!!! ...

I cried until my body was limp and my legs felt unable to support my body. ..

" Aisyah sorry ... honestly that night it wasn't me, it wasn't me who almost took away your honor" Irman yelled at me

" who then?? ghost huh? ghost that looks like your face, my eyes are still normal Irman was clearly the night you were" .....

" It's not me Aisha where maybe I destroy the woman I like. .."

deg. .. I was stunned by Irman's words she was so upset that the incident that night was not her even casually saying I was the woman she liked.

" I don't believe it and don't want to know. . Now it's over I want to go " ...

I walked away from her but only a few steps stopped as she shouted

" My twin Arman who that night was about to take away your honor is not me" Irman cried

I turned my head and my courage looked into his eyes. .I looked for lies from the look in his eyes. .but there really was no look of lies. ..

"Aisha, you didn't know I had a twin, did you ?

Please don't hate me Aisha I am really tormented by all this, I am grateful God still gave me the opportunity to meet you again. Please forgive me and on behalf of my brother Arman I apologize "I am so sorry Irman said tearfully

I was silent ...so all this time I hated the wrong people ? the guy I used to love I hated him for what he never did.

She...she cried a man so dare to shed her tears just to apologize to me? ?? he doesn't care about his pride at all so what should I do. ? forgive her?

"If you don't believe me, look at this picture ". ..

said Irman while showing a photo of himself with his twin brother who is so similar.

" This.you and....

My words were cut off by Irman. ..

" It was me and Arman my twin brother.

I sobbed either crying knowing that Irman wasn't the culprit or crying because I've been hating the wrong people for eight years.