That man is my husband

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One month later.

My marriage to Keanu is still gray. There is no development nor is there a desire to retreat.

During this one month I learned to give it all. I know that everything that happens to us is nothing but the intervention of Allah SWT. Everything is neatly arranged in Loh Mahfuz. Now just break the heart.

During that one month, the existence of Mr. Zain and his family was declared dead only Reni, yes only he survived. His body was on the riverbank with such serious injuries.

Reni had regained consciousness after about a week of coma. It's just that he often daydreams, he does not want to be disturbed including by me.

But I tried to comfort Reni. He must not continue like this, he must continue his life he must not continue to be trapped in the event.

This reason is also why my relationship with Keanu is still gray. Because my time is only spent with Reni. Keanu doesn't mind me like this instead he's supportive.

But what really happened, I made Reni an excuse for me not to sleep in the room with her. I really wasn't ready.

When Reni was asleep due to the influence of drugs. I also moved and happened to be in love with Umma somehow Umma was deliberately wanted to meet me.

"Sleep?" ask Umma while peeking for a while and then refocus on me.

"Yes" I replied.

I closed the door to Reni's room slowly. After the door closed Umma suddenly fell silent and looked at me so deeply. I saw Umma sigh, I really don't know what Umma was thinking.

"Follow Umma."

"To where? Ais can't go far, afraid Reni wakes up later she's hysterical again."

Umma seemed to take a deep and long breath back.

"Come to Umma's room. Just for a second."

Why do I feel so bad like this? Is Umma mad at me? Because what?

"Ais, listen to Umma right?"

"Ah, yes, Ais hear Umma. But for a second, pity Reni. Umma knows for himself."

"Yes, just a minute."

Umma took my hand to her room. Arriving at the room Umma immediately told me to sit on the sofa in the room Umma .

Umma clasped my hand tightly. The confused me could only stare towards my hand held by Umma .

"What's up, Umma?" I asked when not a word came out of Umma's mouth.

"Don't you forget you're a wife?" Umma started saying.

"If you don't forget Umma, hope you fulfill your duty as a wife. Serve and serve your husband."

So, this is what Umma wants to say. I know what I'm doing is wrong. But what is possible for me has not been able to accept it.

"It's not ready yet, Umma ."

I said with a bow.

"What makes you not ready, Ice."

I tried to raise my head.

"Ais doesn't know what's causing her to feel unprepared. I'm always with him feeling like he's with someone else m Ais feeling foreign, Umma ."

I'm telling the truth. Reality is like that. If with Keanu I was like being with someone else, it felt foreign.

"Try to learn to accept it. If you continue to avoid like this, until anytime it will feel foreign. Open up a little of your heart. Try to get closer. How how? Sleep in one room and talk from heart to heart. Know thy husband. Because your husband has known you for a long time."

I frowned when I heard, if my husband had known me for a long time. Where possible?

"What do Umma mean?"

Umma let go of his hand, then he moved up like Umma was about to take something. I followed towards Umma stepping.

Umma was seen taking something from behind the nightstand drawer. After that Umma gave me a paper.

"What's this?" I asked as I grabbed the folded paper.

"Read on! You'll know later."

I opened the paper and read it carefully. I clutched my mouth as word for word I read the contents. I couldn't believe it and then I looked at Umma's face.

I want to find a lie from the Umma story . Unfortunately what I expected did not happen. Umma seemed to justify what I just read.

This is impossible! Why could? Why didn't I realize it? Why.. ah, I don't think I can speak anymore.

"Mom...."

As if understanding my anxiety, Umma caressed my face and kissed me on my forehead.

"Nothing is impossible, Ice. Maybe it should go this way."

I just hugged Umma's body . I really feel sorry. But I'll make sure everything gets better. I'll fix what I wasted. After this I will be the happiest.