
An accidental meeting with Mr. Zain made me both happy and ashamed. Moreover, seeing the face of Mr. Zain makes the heart deg-degan. It was like a heart sport. Or maybe my heart really needs to be checked so that it does not continue to beat quickly when meeting Mr. Zain.
Is in heart rate mode that is still beating fast. Something happens, and it makes the heart beat faster again because of shock. Someone pulled my hand and cornered me against the campus wall. Of course I'm not comfortable how not, the position of me and the person who pulled me so close even barely stick.
"You! Release him! Why do you like to pull my hand!" I snapped at the person in front of me, Keanu.
"I wouldn't be rich if you didn't keep avoiding me!" keanu answered by looking at me. I lowered my head, trying to escape.
"How can I not avoid if your attitude is like this? Know it? If you're like this scares me," I answer honestly and as is.
"I'm not a ghost, Aisyila. What are you afraid of?"
"Whose ghost are you? I just said I was scared of you."
"You're this. All right, now listen to me...."
"Let go! I don't like it, yeah, it's a forced man!"
Keanu looked growled in annoyance, finally Keanu released his handrails. I immediately held onto the wrist that was painful, due to Keanu holding it too hard.
"What did you want to talk about? Don't take too long I have to get to class."
"Where's your house?"
"What?! Rr-home?" I was so shocked that I spoke so.
"Yes, tell me your home address!"
"For what?"
"Of course to meet your parents! Why else try, huh."
"I mean, what do you want to go home and meet my parents for?"
"To ask you to be my wife!"
"What?!"
By Allah, I was so shocked by Keanu's words. Is he serious about his words? He's not sick anymore, is he? He's sane, right? Why is it like this. Honestly, not that I am not happy, I always wanted to be like this. Suddenly someone proposed to me and asked my parents, but, this is. ah, I really can't say anything more.
"Wait on! I'm gonna ask you."
"Just ask and I'll answer."
"How many days have we met? How far do you know me? And what exactly is your intention to marry me for such a clear reason."
"Have you? Is that all you want to say?"
"less? Answer the new one I'll ask you first."
"If you ask me how many days I've known you, he's been a long time."
"Huh, how long has it been? We met two days ago!"
"Listen to me first, don't interrupt my words."
How I did not light up his words, he answered really original or indeed he was actually insane. I'm the same he really only met two days ago and he plainly said he's known me for a long time.
"You may have, yes, met me just two days ago but I, know you a long time ago. More precisely when you were in high school."
"The second question, you asked me how far I know you. The answer is far away. Aisyila Renata Sanjaya is the youngest of six children. His father was Irman Sanjaya and his mother was Aisha Husnah. Has one Social Institution named Yayasan Peduli Sesama."
"The third question, why would I want to marry you would be so I could touch you."
I'm not dreaming anymore, am I? why does he know everything about me. Who is he really? I'm really scared, what if he's a psychopath? Astagfirullah, why lately I've always been Suuzan. Why do my eyes and heart seem to reject this man's good intentions. I don't know, I also don't understand what exactly I want.
After saying that, I immediately left. I'd rather go to class soon than stay with that guy. I pretended not to hear when he repeatedly called me. There I was accelerating my footsteps, afraid the man was following me.
***
This morning, it really scared me, afraid to see Keanu again. What I'm doing right now, is hiding behind Reni's body. Even though Reni and I are higher up, I would like to walk a little bent down to not meet him.
"Ais, why are you, anyway, hiding directly behind. What's up, huh?"
"Ren, I told you I was afraid to see him again. This morning's incident took me by surprise, and made me not want to see him."
"Part of why, anyway, the handsome guy is chasing you on, Ais. You clearly refuse. She didn't see what I was, I was pretty too, when she didn't have a crush. Yeah, Kan?"
"You're beautiful Reni, and I hope you don't like her. What aren't you afraid of?"
"I'm not afraid, there I want to be chased after him."
"Oh Allah, Ren, since when, anyway, was it that centile? It's not good to know that woman."
"Hihi, kidding, Ice."
"Now where?" reni asked me.
"To the parking lot, I want to wait for A Rey. You accompany me, yes. Anyway before aa comes you don't go, yes," I asked Reni and I hope she would.
"La ilaha illallah, this is a child. Okay, I'll accompany you. You are strange, chased by men who have a crush even afraid. It should be like this, it means that you are practicing. Not this rich lady next to you. Boro-boro chased who has a crush also kaga no."
"Another woman may, yes, be. But I'm not. I'm scared, especially she likes to hold my hand. That's not okay."
"Yes, yes, Mrs Ustazah."
The road to the parking lot was so long. My heart is really not calm. I don't know when it's going to be like this, tired. Up in the parking lot, I'm sitting in a corner or corner or whatever it's called. I think this place is safe to hide while waiting for an invitation.
"Eh, Ice."
"What?"
"I want to ask, dong. Can't you?"
"Ask what?"
"What do you think, anyway, Mr Zain?"
I stared at Reni.
"Why are you asking like that?"
"Can't you?"
"Yes, I can't. I don't know the answer to your question."
"It is so, just answer according to your assessment."
I can't answer at all, Reni will later know if I actually admire the figure of Mr. Zain, mature."
"Yes, I changed the question. If the handsome guy and Mr. Zain both put their hearts on you keep asking your parents how, who will you choose?"
"Ren, you, kok, ngawur. Huh already. Don't talk about or question the impossible."
"I'm just asking, Ais. Coc, sewot. PMS again, huh?"
Astagfirullah, have a friend but his chattering for mercy. But, thanks to his carelessness it was a little contagious to me. so I could better establish communication not like before, quiet.
But, regarding Reni's question. I remember what Keanu said that he wanted to ask me to be his wife. If it's real, then what should I do? Hah, just leave it to the human heartbeater.