That man is my husband

Deteriorated

The group of mum and dad's corpse flatters have now reached Ciamis, I deliberately chose the birthplace of the Father and mother as a long resting place .Now I can only mourn the graves of Father and Mother, it feels this heartlessness I feel can not make them happy but fate says another they have gone far and could not return again.

O Allah keep them in the most beautiful place by your side, and lay down their graves and forgive them all their sins.

It was getting dark but I had not yet risen in the maelstrom of Father and Mother, crying was all I could do .

" Dek let's go home, it's getting dark is not good for Adek " said Brother while embracing my shoulder.

" Some time Bang adek still miss the father of the same mother "

" What your husband says is right, son, let's go home "lead mother-in-law.

Can't do anything finally I according to the words of my brother and also my mother-in-law.

I have to let them go, I can not be rich gini there are still people who love and care about me who else if not husband and family.

Since I only have a sister that I won't let go, I'll ask you to let my sister stay with me.

The car I was riding led to the house of my father and mother I asked permission for my brother not to return to Bandung. I'd like to have the first tahlil tonight at my parents' house.

Arriving there the memory shadow of their time with them flashed in my eyes, I still felt their presence. In this place where my sister and I grew up now there are no more memories of the gentle mother who always broke me when I fought with my sister, there is no more, no more Bapk who always advises us If we are wrong, there will be no more moments like that.

My eyes were fixed on Mom and Dad's room I opened the door and then I went through every corner of the room That, there were family photos of Dad, my mother and sister . Again, I couldn't help but let the tears slip away.

I was so devastated I felt like I was on the edge of the abyss wanting to rise up but it was so hard.

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The clock is eight o'clock at night, the people who joined the tahlilan have dispersed. When my mind was looking far away somewhere I was surprised by the clap of Brother on the shoulder.

" Our grandfather rest well tomorrow we have to go back to Bandung "

" Can't you have another day here? I asked my brother.

" Sister tomorrow a lot of work, does Adek also have the heart to leave sister there alone? ask my brother.

I fell silent to digest all the words Brother, well I can't be selfish there is still my husband and sister who need me.

" Alright , Adek will rest "

I stepped my foot into the room I used to occupy, the atmosphere was still the same as the last time I came here during my sudden wedding with Brother. It did not feel that time had been running for a year and now Alloh has left life in my womb. God is fair, always knows what he needs. Mother and Father are gone but now Alloh replace them by presenting my and Brother's children, I hope my pregnancy can bring happiness .

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The journey of Ciamis - Bandung spent approximately 3 hours, of course, what a tiring journey since I was pregnant my body felt more tired .

" Grand rest must be tired?

"Ia Adek tired very much, but it's good to rest well it doesn't feel like being away from Abang "my whine to Abang.

Brother rubbed my head

" So you've got a little business, so get some rest yourself, yeah"

" What business is it? to the extent that you want to go straight away again"

" Bang Yes Bang do not go too long, Adek do not want to go far with Brother if there is no Adek like the mind of the same father mother continues "

" It ..Deck inget well Iklasin the departure of the Father of the same Mother they must be sad to see ade constantly slumped and crying over them. "

" This Adek also seeks to mengikhlaskan them, although sometimes the memories with them are always present "

" So I understand, the departure of the Father of the same Mother leaves a wound in the Heart of Adek, rather than crying over them we better send them a prayer, And who must be adek inget that isrti Abang named Aisyah Husnah is a strong woman, cheerful and not easily discouraged "

" Thank you, Brother has made a calm adek, thank you also for your attention and affection for adek"

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" Irman. .what's right that you were talking about that my sister had realized "my question to Irman

" He's meeting your sister" Irman said

I'm currently in the hospital after getting a call from Irman that my sister has been conscious of her coma for a month , because it's so good that I forgot to tell my brother that I went to the hospital to see my sister. Finally I decided to send a message telling Brother that I went to the hospital .

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door handle sound open.

My eyes were fixed on my sister, tears I could not stand it anymore in that instant I ran and hugged my sister's body. I don't know where to begin to tell him that Mom and Dad are gone.

" heyy why are you so whiny" said my brother Johan.

" I'm happy Jo finally you've come to your senses after a month of coma" I replied with sobs.

" Lebay .. usually also the sister never selebay gini"

" I'm serious Jo...How do you feel good?..You should be okay for a month you slept "call me to Johan.

" I'm already good Kak there's nothing to worry about. oh yes brother if you're the same Mother how are you? they're okay, right?

Degs.....

the question was as if it pierced the coil of my heart, what should I answer Johan just realized, what should I tell him now that the same Father Mother is gone? There's no way Johan just realized I don't want to shock him, I don't want to make him drop again.

" Sister!!!!! johan shouted to wake up my daydream.

" Eh he Jo.you're for an older brother only, "

" His brother was dumb, instead of answering Jo's question"

" You don't have too many thoughts first you just realized, you better rest again yes" Persuade me to Johan divert the conversation .

" I'll just ask the situation of the Father with Mother, what is the difficulty of just talking" Angry Johan.

" He brother knows, have you rest again your brother go first want to see doctor Irman there is something you want to ask him "

" cih.you're such a shitty big brother " ...

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