That man is my husband

Past Times

Did not feel the time of the week has passed, now changed with the day to start the routine again. And on this very day I have told all my relationships with Abang Alhamdulillah my three friends support me even though they initially felt disappointed in my dishonesty. Today is also the beginning of me and my brother to temporarily maintain distance, not meet or just a phone so that you can focus more on the script.

Just yesterday I felt the happiness of being a wife of Ahmad Rudiansyah, being able to stay together to sleep in the same bed, preparing breakfast for Brother, and from today also return to the beginning must be far apart.

When the break came I and my three friends went to kantin , as usual the students and students treated me so well that one day I and my three friends ate suddenly came a beautiful woman approaching the table that I and my three friends were sitting at.

" Hello ". greet the woman . Can you join us, right? ??

As far as me and my friends are confused, there is a wind so that women as popular as you ask to join .

" Of course it can be "my word while slightly shifting .

" Thank you" said Anna, sitting her butt in a chair near me.

Instantly the atmosphere became awkward, confused to do what is more among us there is a woman most popular on this campus sitting together.

" Oh yes Aisyah, are you the same deket Rudi what is your relationship with him? Ask Anna

My eyes led to my three companions asking for help the answer I had to say. .Maybe they understood with my glance then Sifa immediately replied

" Kak Rudi is Ayesha's relative "

"Is that really Aisha? anna asked for an explanation

" Iy..my words were cut by Risya.

" Certainly right Brother Anna "

" Your pantsan can be so close to Rudi, but why do I squirm your familiarity these few months?

" Kar. .. was cut back on what I'm saying now by Mery

" Because Ayesha also only knew for a few months that they were relatives "

Maybe because of the anger of every question that Sister Anna gave me was always my best friend who answered, his face looks like he was holding back anger.

" Bentar deh. .I feel like I went to Aisha but why do you answer! !!!

brother Anna was upset

" Want Aisha or we are the same, besides Ayesha must also be the same answer" explained Sifa

" Yes I'm gone, Sister Anna, get up from her seat. But before he went far, he looked back and said.

" Aisyah next time we chat again well. ..double alone " While glancing at Sifa, Risya and Mery.

" Neither Sister Anna, Ayesha wait. .."

Before long the doorbell rang, Me and my best friends went back to class.

Sayup - Sayup heard the whisper of a student who was talking about someone who was none other than the substitute lecturer Pak Radit.

" Eh know I didn't hear the substitute lecturer Pak Radit ganteng you know eleven twelve is the same Kak Rudi" said student 1

" The time is so curious me, hopefully he ogled me if again lined up I kn sitting at the front" said 2 students who PD his kebangetan.

" Don't dream of you, where maybe you've been looking for attention to Kak Rudi but did not succeed how the lecturer "

" Who knows also .. Can it be ?

Before long, the voice of someone who said hello to the class .

" Assalamu'alikum "

At that instant the faces of the students fell silent no one answered except me and the students.

"Assalamu'alikum "

There was a sound of someone saying a greeting and just like that, only a few answered.

PREAKK

" Irman.

" You have no ears!!!! if anyone says greetings should be answered "Snapped the lecturer

" I'm sorry sir "compact all students and students replied

" Assalamu'alikum "

" the waalaikumsalam "

" Good. .other times if it's like this again all these classes can't take Mr.'s class"

" good.....

Why is he here?, why of the many lecturers who apply here should he? . Question after question now rang in my mind. I'm trying to look back to see if he really was Irman, the guy I used to know, the guy who almost ruined my future.

I dared to look back but still he was the same person, as soon as my body was shivering with fear the shadow of the past came back to my mind. Especially when we saw each other's eyes.I saw there was a face of surprise also in his eyes I just turned my gaze away. Don't want to deal with him anymore, but why should we meet again.

" Why is your mom? kok gemeteran gini ..pucat also" said Risya panicked

" I don't seem to be feeling well please allow me yes, I have to go back to the dorm "

"Let me drive ya...?

" No !!! I can be alone"

"Can you really be alone? risya said make sure

" Course. ..

I was powerless if I had to linger in a room with him. Without saying anything I went out and heard the call someone stopped me but I pretended not to hear it.

Along the way to the dormitory I just cried even though it was the spectacle material of others no problem. Because what's on my mind right now is how to quickly get to the dorm and not see that face again the person I hated from before even until this second.

In the room I could only cry and call - calling Brother's name wanted it to feel like leaning on Brother's shoulder but unfortunately I couldn't. I can only see my brother from my cell phone

" Brother Adek misses. .

..Hiks. .adek needs Brother "my whine speaks for itself.

" He. ..he.. came back ..I hate him ".

That day I spent crying and I had to accept all that that person would always be here on this campus .Am I able to get through all this? living Close to Him?

Am I going to keep seeing his face every day ?No.!! don't let's not see him hear his name I don't want me to be scared .

"Yes Allaah please help this servant of yours, What should I do the hyx "

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I didn't feel like I was crying all day until I fell asleep, I woke up when my friends came .

" Mommy wakes up. ... "

Someone shake - shake my shoulder

" Slowly I opened my eyes and saw my three best friends in front of me

" Mommy are you okay" asked Risya

" It's now I'm fine ..you guys don't worry "

" But mommy was crying" asked Mery

" He finished I was so dizzy "

I'm sorry I lied to you guys because I haven't told you about my past that is now coming back. . I'm also afraid to make you worry" My inner self