That man is my husband

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Now everyone is happy with the news of my pregnancy, but I am confused myself whether I should be happy or not . not ungrateful for the rizki yng alloh given for having messed with me and my brother a child but by seeing this situation and all my family members are lying weak in the hospital makes it disappear my sense of happiness.

I hold and I elus my stomach is still flat, talking to my own future son who may still be as big as a bean seed.

" Baby Mother sorry Mother well, Mother's mood is not good . Mommy is happy that you are present in the womb of Mommy well yes in there. "I said while stroking my stomach.

Since the accident that hit my family during that time I never came home. I just want to be close to my Father, Mother and Brother. It feels heavy to have to leave them, seeing my situation like that makes my brother and in-laws worry about my health condition especially friends au pregnant with their family descendants . My brother and in-law forced me to go home first to rest my body. I appreciate their attention but again I said I wanted to stay here, to make you look so upset.

" Adek can not be unselfish, please also pay attention to our baby candidates, Adek should be a lot of rest do not stress it can affect the condition of our baby "Kesal Abang with a raised voice.

" Adek is not selfish bang, Adek also thought about our baby candidate . But you know Adek's family is now sick, If not adek who else is looking after them. Please help to understand Adek. "

" How can you understand yourself so long as you do not understand your own circumstances, remember There is still our baby candidate in your womb , for the matter of looking after your family we can get the sisters to take extra care of them and tell us every time their circumstances"

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" Brother doesn't like Aisyah's dissident wife "

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I was stunned for the first time Brother called my name, and for the first time also Brother yelled at me.

Is that angry with me? God forgive me for defying my husband.

" Aisha, listen to you or stay with your decision to stay here,

A choice that is so difficult, but I still have to obey the words of my brother I do not want to be an ungodly wife. Mother, Mr. Adek quickly healed So that Aisyah does not continue to be in this confusing position.

" Amafin Adek. ... Adek just come with Brother to go home "my answer with a bow of the head.

It also sounds like you are breathing rough

" aghh. .. " Sister screamed and grabbed her hair.

"Sorry Brother also deck , Brother just do not want Adek and our baby candidate why - why. "then Brother pulled my hand and hugged me very tightly signifies as if he did not want to lose.

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At exactly 10am I got a call from the hospital telling me that Dad and Mom are down, I'm afraid they're why, why, Finally I tried to contact Brother to ask permission to go to see Father and Mother. But several times I called never lift Brother. My heart is getting less and less because of thinking about the Father and also Mother then what should I do ?I haven't been given permission to come out I'm afraid of sinning to leave without my husband's permission even though my own parents are going to visit. Maybe it's just a prayer I can do to hopefully improve their situation.

Now that my mind is messed up, bad things fill my mind, I don't always keep calling Brother but still my brother doesn't even pick up the phone from me.

I held my phone and then I squeezed as hard as I could, to relieve my anxiety, I paced back and forth like an iron to think about my parents.

After half an hour of waiting, you finally called back, soon maybe I shifted the green button.

" Hello, Assalamu'alikum Bang "Aisha

" waalaikumsalam, Adek sorryin Abang yah earlier did not pick up the phone adek. " Rudi

" He Bang it's okay what's important now Brother call back Adek, oh yeah Bang Belik adek go to the hospital earlier there is a phone there he said the same mother Mr. drop , Adek was afraid something happened to them "Aisha

" Yaudah wait for Abang yaharng Abang to come home and we both go to the hospital" Rudi

" He's Brother, Adek wait and hurry up Adek so worried "Aisha

" Abang fast there, but please do not stress inget our baby candidate "Rudi

" Adek knows" Aisha

" Yaudah, assalamu'alikum "Rudi

" Wa'alaikum salam "

The phone connection was cut off , for the first time I felt like you were so selfish brother had the heart to my family, even though I could also keep my baby candidate as much as possible to not stress and a lot of thoughts. But having my brother forbid me to keep my family in the hospital keeps me on their minds.

What is my power is just an ordinary woman who is looking for the pleasure of a husband, let me follow all my husband wants anyway maybe this is also for the good of me and also a baby candidate . I understand that if the position is not pregnant I'm sure you won't forbid me.

A little story in the past of the life of a husband isrti , at that time her husband said goodbye to go on business to the country of the person and the husband advised not to go anywhere before her husband came home and in yes by the wife.

One day a woman came to his wife's house to tell him that the mother was sick, the wife was shocked and sad of course for the news. Then the wife said I would go there after my husband's return.

Until finally the mother of the isrti breathed out he had never visited her so as to make everyone who knows to talk about it a no-no.

But know that the woman's mother was fortunate that the child had been so obedient to the husband that God avenged her obedience by taking away the sins of the deceased wife's mother, Subhanallh.

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Half an hour later my brother and I had reached the hospital where I wanted to meet them, I ran a little practice Brother as soon as possible and forced me to stop,

" Stop the deck, if you're pregnant don't run away like that again "

" I'm sorry Adek Bang, so worried he wanted to see them immediately "

" He understands but please get pregnant again don't run away so "

I just according to what you said, even though my heart is really so unmindful of their situation.

Arriving in the room in my family's care, I was surprised when in that room There was only my sister and then in the same Father Mother?

" Whose brothers are the same mother, why are they not there"

I began to sob, when they felt - bad feelings were present maybe something happened to them, for a moment I forgot the words of Brother who forbade you not to run but at that time my mind was really chaotic to ignore the words of Brother, even Brother shouted calling me even my ears as if deaf.

With my breath cut off - I accidentally hit Irman, I just rained down on him with questions that led to Mom and Dad.

" Irman where's my father, and my mother? why aren't they in the room? are they okay?

There was no answer there was only a gaze so deadly as if it would prey on him alive.

" It's too late! ! " say Irman

" What does that mean" I asked

" A few times the hospital has called you, asked you to come here, but have you just shown me your nose now"

" I'm sorry my husband wasn't there and before he left he told me not to go anywhere and I called my brother but only half an hour later my husband called me again "obviously

Then at once Irman's gaze turned to Abang, like hinting that Brother had made a big mistake.

" Why does the honorable Mr Irman look at me like that? did I have anything wrong with you? said Brother

" Not to me" Irman replied

" Then? ..Speak clearly do not beat around the bush "

" If you don't forbid Ayesha from going anywhere, this won't happen "

" Irman what do you mean? Speak clearly what is true6" I said

" I'm sorry Ayesha your father and mother have been called by the kholiq'

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Like being struck by lightning in broad daylight, when I heard that the same Father Mother was gone, my tears did not feel falling I cried so I was so hysterical and forgot for a moment my baby candidate.

I ran through the room of my dead body and one face of my father and mother, so bad at Ulu heart like this is what it feels like to lose the people we love the people we love so much they go they can't be with me anymore.

" hiks...hiks ..Mr. ,Bu wake this Aisyah already here now do not joke mom, sir quickly wake up . Look Aisyah is pregnant soon Father same mother have grandchildren later there are pangil grandfather and grandmother, hiks...hiks.. .wake up do you not want to see your grandchildren born? Mr. Mother. .hiks.

" Sister please help adek persuade the same Father Mother to wake up "

" Dear brother, you don't be like this, Father and Mother are dead" said Brother and hugged me

" No their brother is still alive.hiks... Irman who is not good at taking care of them "

" Adek realize do not be like this sincerely the departure of the Father and Mother, no one is guilty in this case all has been the destiny of alloh" Bentak Abang.

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And brugh I don't remember anything......

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