That man is my husband

About Lisa

"What's wrong? holding Lisa's hand.

" Find Aisyah mas, I beg you. ..

I stared at Lisa's face, there was a plea there. What should I do ? I was embarrassed and had intended not to show my face to Aisyah again. Too many wounds I put on Aisha's heart, Maybe she hated me too.

" Mad, Lisa begs "Lisa pleads with tears.

" She can take care of the kids while you're in the care, there's a babysitter too oh well there's your parents too, so we, "my words are blocked by Lisa.

" No mas, Lisa is not strong.Lisa want children to get the love of a mother, if later lisa is gone, Lisa beg for this time do not be selfish mas. Also important for children "

" I don't want to be horrified again you say that! , you must recover soon let us take care of them together "

I was so upset by Lisa's request, she kept saying no - no matter the age, didn't God decide? but Lisa precedes God's rule.

I left Lisa's room, no matter how she kept calling me and begging. The one in my mind was letting Lisa alone and feeling calm maybe she wasn't fully conscious until she said that.

The clock is five o'clock in the afternoon. I told my in-laws to bring the kids home while I'm here looking after Lisa. Feeling that it had been too long to leave Lisa in her nursing room, I finally decided to return. I opened the door handle to see Lisa sleeping, I put my body in the chair next to Lisa, I rubbed her head

" You must have healed Lisa, I'm sorry I caught you a little. To be honest I can't keep up with your request, I'm embarrassed to have to meet Aisyah again. But if you ask for anything else, I'll do it. I hope you understand" I muttered as I continued to rub his head.

I stretched my muscles, after a long day of work I went straight to the hospital. The tiredness that approached me forced me to close my eyes and lay my body on the sofa.

I tried to close my eyes, so why is it so hard for me to fall asleep. Lisa's request turned out to be a burden for me. Should I look for Aisyah? ah really don't need you to be healed and let's take care of the kids together.

When the focus thought I was looking far away, considering Lisa's request, Lisa suddenly called - calling my name. I was aghast and immediately turned to Lisa, I got up from my bed and walked over to Lisa.

" What's up, honey? you want what? to drink? eaties? Or go to the toilet? let me help you here."

" Lisa doesn't want it all mas, Lisa just wants Aisyah "sobbed

" Dear, why is that all over again? I said no, no, understand"

" Lisa doesn't want to understand, anyway I have to find Aisyah. Lisa wanted to apologize and leave the children "said Lisa weakly on the sidelines .

I'm really frustrated, do I have to agree with Lisa's request? Or I'll just, the problem of looking for her is not it later that is important Lisa stopped whining to look for Aisyah, I thought.

" Ok ok, I will look for Aisyah, for your sake" I said lying, because there is actually no intention to look for Aisyah. .

" Don't lie well, (smile happy ).even though Lisa did not have time to meet Aisyah please tell me Lisa's request well and do not forget to leave the children to Aisyah. "

" It's not necessary, dear, you can also take care of and care for them" Kilah ku.

I'm sorry Lisa, I had to lie to you, because whenever I wasn't going to look for Aisyah, I didn't want to be back in her life anymore .

" Steady it feels mas , so Lisa can go calmly "weakly so weak.

" Have not too many thoughts and do not speak anymore, you must be healed, rest "my word

" Good mas, anyways it felt Lisa was so tired, wanted to sleep a long time"

I help Lisa position her sleep as comfortable as possible, yesterday's tools installed in Lisa's body have been removed just a hose infusion only. I pulled the blanket up to the limit of his stomach and I elus - elus nodded his head.

" Good sleep well, tomorrow we'll bring the kids here "

"Hm. ..

*******

The sunlight that entered from behind the window slit made my eyes feel glare to make me wake up from sleep. I stretched my muscles, which felt sore from sleeping all night on the couch . I saw the clock on the hospital wall at exactly 06:00 am, what a good sleep even though on the sofa until the dawn Adhan was not heard.

After I thought it was a bit delicious and did not feel sore, I walked to the toilet to wash my face.But before my intention was carried out I briefly approached Lisa who was still asleep . His sleep was so quiet, it looked peaceful and like a smile. I also chuckled to myself just this time I really pay attention to Lisa when she sleeps, it's funny.

After I finished with my business of cleaning myself, I went out first to find breakfast while Lisa was still asleep. Not to forget I also made a video connection to the babysitter children want to know their situation. And it turns out they're still sleeping on their side by the Oma. It feels calm when you have seen and heard the news of children.

I hurried home to Lisa's room, afraid she had woken up and I wasn't there.

Cprc. .

I opened the door slowly afraid of disturbing Lisa's sleep. But Lisa woke up and she looked at me.

Smiling "Where did you come from?" ask Lisa.

" Not really mas, Lisa woke up when there was a nurse giving breakfast to Lisa" .

Sure enough on the nightstand there is breakfast available for Lisa. I may soon feed Lisa for breakfast.

" Breakfast first well, mas bribe";

Without any rejection Lisa also according to , he ate so greedily like a person who had just eaten rice for the first time. I rubbed the leftover food at the corner of his lips. Beautiful, sweet, that's Lisa especially this morning somehow she looks happy.

" Oh, can Lisa ask for something? lisa asked with caution

" I'm your husband, why are you so sad like this. If you want something, do not ask for permission, just say it. What do you want from Mas?

" Buy Lisa's big veil, Lisa's got a hood and please buy Lisa's white veil"

Hearing Lisa's request, it so shook MY HEART. Lisa wants a veil? it really makes me happy.

" Well, I'll buy you a veil, mas seneng you want a hooded. "

Lisa arrived speechless, blank looking at what she was thinking. He sighed then glanced at me with red eyes like he wanted to cry.

" Lisa Afraid mas, Lisa wanted at the end of life Lisa was hijab. And mas soon found Aisyah for me too, but.if you can't keep looking for her for Lisa and apologize Lisa to her" Lisa said sobbing.

" You keep talking, I don't like it. You speak before God's destiny . Do you seem to no longer want to be the same? don't want to take care of those kids? that's why you keep saying Kaya so let your words come true . remember Lisa the words are prayer"

" I'm sorry Lisa mas, "

" Once it is, go first to buy a veil. "

I vexedly went 'bought the veil Lisa meant while avoiding Lisa . I felt something strange about Lisa, what else as she continued to discuss death .I'm afraid to imagine that I can't. Mate, death and rizki is indeed God who rules as a servant We can only resign and live life according to God's scenario.

Finally the veil that Lisa asked for was in hand, soon I might return to the hospital. Once there it turns out the children are already there they are beautiful and handsome. I kissed one of my kids.

" Well, where's the hood? ask Lisa

I'll hand you a paperbag with a veil" this, let the mas wear it, "

I put a veil on Lisa's head, one word I said to her, beautiful. Lisa looks happy her eyes are glazed.

" Where are the kids, I miss carrying them "

I don't know Today Lisa really behaved unnaturally, even she wanted to breastfeed children while the doctor said for a while Lisa should not breastfeed first because her condition is not stable. But she was determined to breastfeed them.

After he was satisfied, the children returned to the bench of the mother-in-law and the babysitter. While Lisa suddenly asks to sleep, she says tired .

" Mas Lisa is tired, Lisa wants to sleep, but please wipe her head Lisa " .

I said, I rubbed his head but his mouth never stopped saying something I could not hear and he finally fell asleep.

lisa's been asleep for an hour, but there's no sign of her waking up . I was forced to build it because it was time for him to eat and take his medicine. I rubbed his cheek to wake him up but there was no response. Then I shake - wiggle his shoulder mash alone no response. I panicked I just kept patting her cheeks, her cheeks cold, her hands cold . Something came to my mind; there was no way he would die that was what was on my mind.

as soon as possible I press the emergency button to call the doctor. When the doctor came I told him to check on Lisa because she she she kept.

" Doctor, please look at my wife, why she's quiet, I wake her up but she's not awake" I said in a panic

" Let me check it out for a moment"

The doctor was seen checking his pulse, breathing and heart, but the doctor shook his head.

No, I don't want to hear it, hear something I don't want to hear.

" I'm sorry, Miss Lisa is dead. "

Degs..

Finally the word kramat was also heard by me . I cry I don't care if I'm a man who has to cry in front of people. Why did you leave me, I really can't accept any of this...

flasback off

tbc....