Sorry I Love You

CHAPTER 38. ABOUT TASTE

After she calmed down, Audy led Auriga to sit on the sofa in silence without a sound. When Audy was about to get up Auriga first held her back. The man seemed to be clutching Audy's wrist.

"I want to get some water first" Audy told me.

"Follow!" sahut Auriga with terrified eyes. The man was just trying to keep what was happy. He didn't want to risk losing his wife.

Audy pulled the tip of her lips, she was holding back desperately not to smile. Auriga is funny exactly like a kind of kindergarten boy who does not want to be abandoned by his mother.

Audy just kept quiet as she stepped first, while Auriga was like Audy's tail trailing behind the woman with her fingers clutching half of her back clothes.

And this time Audy can no longer not smile. The sweet arch was not only created in the woman's hall, but also created in the hall of the entire Tanujaya family who had not had time to move.

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Audy asks Auriga to sit on one of the pantry table chairs without a sound. As with toddlers, Auriga said innocently, plus the wet trail left behind made her look even more cute.

If not in this condition, Audy would have pinched, rubbed, the man's cheeks were brutal.

Audy offered a glass of water, "With a drink, your throat will hurt."

Auriga said without a sound.

Audy sat down beside the man, her eyes looking as if she was scanning the entire ornament of the man's face. Everything looks the same as it used to be, only more perfect. That makes the man even more charming.

Auriga turned her head without warning, Audy was surprised. He also turned his face away.

"Ody," call Auriga like melodious music. Audy did not want to turn her head, she was sure that she would drown in every beauty that was on the man's face.

"Why?" sahut Audy with a straight forward look.

"I don't want to."

Audy is silent, she is giving Auriga a code to explain in more detail what the man wants to say.

"I don't want our engagement to be cancelled" Auriga continued.

"Why?" This time Audy asked a question that needed an answer. Audy did see how Auriga was sobbing bitterly. The man also looked fragile. However, Audy does not want to tear down the wall that has been built up high just because of a prejudice, he needs clarity.

"I'm sad, I'm hurt, I'm not happy" replied Auriga, which exceeded Audy's expectations.

Audy turned her head, which instantly made the two eyes they met. Audy is trying to find a lie inside the man's twinkle, although Audy knows it's unlikely that Auriga is lying. Auriga wasn't good at doing that long ago.

"Don't you like our engagement?"

Auriga shook her head quickly. "Then, maybe it was."

"Then, what made you change your mind?"

"I don't know, but obviously I feel empty if there's no you. I'm sick when I hear you want to get away from me ... Ody, I know I once very impudently pushed you to leave, but I did it because I was disappointed in you..."

Audie was silent for a while. "Because what? Because are you disappointed with me? What makes you so disappointed that you hate me so much?"

"I need an answer, Aga, not an apology."

Auriga seemed to be breathing heavily. With a fixed gaze on his initial object, Auriga said...

"I'm disappointed because that day, the day you and I promised to meet you didn't come, but I already know why."

Audrey sure isn't that simple. Auriga could not have turned that violent if only for the reason of getting there.

"Did something happen that day?" Audy saw Auriga looking away from her face.

"You know me, Aga. Let's clarify everything now, so that later if the separation remains the end, at least even though it will hurt we will be able to return happy—"

"Engga! I'll never be happy if you leave, so if you keep giving me two choices between farewells or being together I'd rather not tell you, I'll spend some time just looking at you!" auriga said that if she was not in this situation Audy would definitely melt immeasurably.

"okay! Togetherness."

Auriga is happy not to play. However, his face remained flat with no expression.

"So, because of what?" connect Audy.

"That day I waited for you to forget time. I was rained down and passed out from the cold, when I woke up there was only Mom waiting, after tomorrow, I just knew that my grandfather had died, where I haven't even had time to meet for the last time with him ... I was angry at myself for forgetting time, but on the other hand I was disappointed with you, I wonder why you didn't come even when I still chose to wait for you ... You know, right, how close am I to my grandfather?"

Audy sculpting. Audy felt guilty of course, but she couldn't repeat the time either.

"Don't feel guilty, Ody, it's not your fault, it's his fate like that, I'm wrong because it's too long to accept everything. Moreover, I also know, after that day you always come, right, on the day of our meeting?"

Audy nodded.

"Thank you for the gift. I like it," Auriga said trying to drive away the sad look on Audy's face.

"Ody, I never stopped loving you, I never stopped admiring you, my hatred back then was purely from my disappointment, which gets bigger when you come back to my life with a state of guiltlessness. I thought I was meaningless from the start."

Audy shakes. He strongly rejected Auriga's last statement. Obviously, that's not true. Auriga means so much to him.

Auriga smiled slightly. "I know it's not true. That was my perception at the time."

"Ody, don't go. I've seen you almost disappear from my sight forever. I can go crazy if you really want to disappear from my life" Auriga said.

For the first time in her life Auriga could talk that long. Even Audy who usually talks a lot now looks silent. The woman was enjoying the shock that made her heart tremble. The fact Auriga had fought for her so far made Audy feel that everything that had happened was not so painful.

"Ody, your job is done, now let me take over. From now on I will make sure you are always safe, from now on I will take care of you, I dare to trade anything to see you stay alive."

Audy could no longer look at Auriga's pitch-black netra. The ray of honesty that emanated made Audy no longer able to control his heart which is now creating crazy pounding—which if able to be heard by the senses of the listener will certainly be deafening. Audrey looked away from her eyes.

"Thank you, thank you still Ody, thank you for choosing faithfully to stay when I encouraged you to leave" said Auriga, who could not take her eyes off her beautiful face.

"I love you."

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