
Today Audy went through a still-dense darkness. There was absolutely no bright spot that Audy had found to pick up a glimmer of light. Niente. Audie remembers nothing at all. The information he got was not enough to get his brain into action.
After a dinner session that was closed by a warm conversation now Audy chose to visit her former room. Certainly without anyone's knowledge.
Audy is already in front of the drawer with a stack of books with each book cover has a matching color, which is pink. However, when Audy intends to take the bottom book at that time, she finds a book with a different cover. The color contrasts with the color of the other books. Cover color is black.
Audie quickly changed the book she wanted to take. The plain black-coated book was now in his grasp. Audy stepped slowly towards the bed, securing herself there.
The first page Audrey read. Flat expression. Continuing on the next page, the look on his face was still ordinary. The more pages that are read the more makes Audy want further to know the contents. It felt like every piece of writing there had an appeal that made Audy unable to resist its pull.
The tightness in his chest suddenly burst out. Even this time without command her tears flowed slowly soaking into her two smooth cheeks.
I love you, Aga.
So, if you hate me who should I put this taste on?
A sentence that was enough to give an extraordinary effect on Audy's heart. It felt like a wet wound that was then pierced by thousands of needles. Pain, pain, and pain.
Audy stopped her activities to ward off the tightness in the increasingly rebellious chest. Even now her tears have flooded. However, the most painful thing was that even when his heart reacted so strongly that his brain still did not remember anything.
Audrey looked to take a deep breath. He resumed his activities that had paused. Now Audy slowly begins to believe Anggita's statement about Auriga who hates her. However, why? Why does Auriga hate him? Why didn't Audy write down the specific reason Auriga hated herself at the time? It all seems to be very complicated.
Is it because he loves that man? Is it really just because Audrey loves Auriga? Or is there another reason?
Maybe everything will seem reasonable when Auriga loves Anggita, but Auriga instead isn't it? So, what made the man so push him back? Why did he keep choosing to move forward?
Audy sobbed at the thought of how sick she was at that time? How very painful every word contained in a writing that he read. And suddenly a sense of pity for her appeared. What is more painful than the pain of loving someone who refuses to be loved?
As for him cheating, I wanted to tell you, but I'm afraid you got hurt .. I snatched you from him? I will make you happy, I promise if you are happy with me, then the punishment is that I have to lose you forever
Cheated on?
It turns out that Audy who before losing her memory already knew that fact? And now everything makes sense. Anggita's expression is relieved when he knows he has lost his memory, then the question Anggita presents when he thinks it is just a stale base. 'You know me?'
As fast as lightning a shadow was present. It looks so dark and still so dark. Audy seemed to close her eyes, trying to find a shadow that had flashed blurry.
Audy mutters. "cheating."
"The affair."
Again, the shadow appeared. However, it was still as fast as lightning and faint.
Audy decided to go back to reading the lines.
Now the shadow of little Auriga sitting on a chair with her right under the shady tree was clearly present. Which brings a pretty strong pain to the head.
Audy continued her activities, especially she had seen a bright spot that might become a glimmer of hope. However, the more Audy forced the greater the pain.
Audrey held her head strong. Cold sweat seemed to pour out, his breathing also seemed to sting. With her incomplete self-awareness Audy steps towards her new room, she steps in just to carry the motor key.
He needs diversion. Riding an iron horse was a shortcut he took as a sedative. Of course with a body that is now wrapped in warm clothes.
Audrey walked slowly out of the house. The atmosphere of the house was deserted, naturally it was already midnight. Audy also seemed to take out his motor slowly without deliberately turning on the engine, choosing to lead him to the gate. The security guard on duty asked. However, Audy only asked the security guard for help not to tell what he saw to anyone.
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Breathing in the night air with the streets a little quiet makes Audy quite feel better. Audy has no purpose, she's just walking down the street. However, his instincts took him to a place that is now quite familiar in his memory.
City park.
The motorbike he was riding seemed to be parked on the side of the road. Netra brown coffee now looks at a chair that is shaded by a shady tree. It was not the place he had in his memory. However, just one look will definitely look familiar.
Audrey just remembered that. However, for every time spent on what as well as the conversation of what was the topic, Audy has not fully remembered. Looks like Audy still has to work hard at it.
...•••...
Auriga tonight was made a mess with the shadow this afternoon that continued to mill around in his head. Dancing with Audy under the rain was something Auriga never imagined. Not to mention that he was able to witness the laughter of Audy who he had not seen for a very long time.
Even the delicate pounding of his heart still gave a warm effect when the shadow this afternoon was again present which was only a few minutes in each shadow.
Auriga smiled sincerely. Auriga believes that she is able to re-make the relationship that was once cut off as soon as possible will be re-connected.
Auriga picked up her phone lying on top of the drawer. Her two thumbs seemed skilled at typing something, which of course the recipient was Audy. Audy Maharani Tanujaya was the woman's full name, but Auriga had used Ody's name as a name in her contact book.
Ody, that nickname was actually Audy who asked to be called like that. Auriga so remember that Audy even whined to be called by that name.
"Dear, I want to be called Ody."
Auriga did not take things too seriously, as Audy was often random. Sometimes suddenly he wanted to be called the King's Princess or even the Conch Princess and of course he had to be willing to be called the Frog Prince.
"If you don't, I want to stop talking to you."
And at that time Auriga had wrongly called out to the one who was himself completely silenced Audy. Which can not be bribed with the milk of the girl's favorite strawberry box.
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