Sorry I Love You

CHAPTER 35. DECREE

Auriga was like a fidelity, she was driving her car at full speed. Despite that, he still paid attention to his safety. His eyes were always focused forward, and when the traffic light was red he always stopped. The time that has shown at one in the morning makes the streets look empty. Auriga was grateful, she could save even more time.

His current goal is the housing complex where he used to live. Auriga certainly did not want to waste a lot of time, when he got there he immediately went down and met the security guard. And how grateful he was for what God gave him to make it easier. Mr. Agung is still working there and the good news tonight is that he is on duty.

After Pak Agung's co-worker called the old man with a fat body, Auriga immediately greeted him with courtesy, followed by introducing himself. Mr. Agung seemed to be surprised because of his significant change. Auriga's now tall body with several prominent muscles did indeed pretty much contribute to the man's good looks. It's only natural that Mr. Great did not recognize him.

After a long time talking, Auriga began to enter the core of the topic.

"There's actually something I'd like to ask you, sir."

The Great sir nodded. "By, Den. About what, huh?"

"Does you remember Audy?" asked Auriga who did not get an answer right away.

"Audy daughter of the Tanujaya family," added Auriga who made the wrinkles on the forehead of Pak Agung weakened. Of course he knows. Audiy Maharani Tanujaya Tanujaya's favorite daughter who is known as a conglomerate child with a supple and pleasant personality in the complex.

"Of course, I remember, Den. Why?"

"Are you about ten years ago, he left something with you?"

The Great seemed to think for a long time. The events of ten years ago were not things he could easily remember. Over age he who is no longer young becomes the main trigger.

"Audy said leave something to my father for me at that time. A gift," Auriga said with such great expectations.

Slowly the confusion of Mr. Agung faded. "I remember! Non Audy left a box ... Astaghfirullah, I forgot, Den. Allahuakbar, I'm sorry, Den ... a moment, yes, I'm looking first..." Mr. Agung seemed to rise up with mounting guilt.

And how relieved Auriga when she saw Mr. Supreme back not empty-handed. "Alhamdulillah, Den, it's still there, but it's so dirty, Den. Oh Allah .. I apologize, Den, I completely forgot. I really have been negligent in conveying the trust," said Mr. Agung unceasingly apologized.

Auriga smiled slightly. "It's okay, sir, I forgive. Thanks for being willing to bother."

"Not at all, Den, it is precisely me who feels guilty for being negligent, especially I remember that time Non Audy had waited a long time also here."

And another story flows.

Y'all know? When you are not really able to take care of it, then better tell early. The gift box may be something small for the security guard, but for Auriga the box is the same as the definition of everything will not run like this.

Not the intention of the heart to oppose destiny, but try to always be careful not to hurt a lot of heart.

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Audy was already unanimous with her decision, today she has invited her family as well as the Prayoga family to meet. Of course he slipped a request, which was not to invite Auriga to join the service. Audy reasoned that later she herself would make a date directly with the man.

The place Audy chose was a villa in one of the bogor cities. Audy felt that the cold bogor would be capable enough to calm her heart which since last night was so chaotic.

Audy stepped towards the room that already had the Tanujaya and Prayoga families in it. Audy could even hear the jest created.

Today Audy looks cute in a baby blue under-knee dress with pearl beads strewn along her skirt. Her tiny legs look wrapped in white short heels.

His two legs stopped before he actually entered the room. He stole some time to take a deep breath and then slowly threw it away.

And when he entered the room...

His appearance stole the attention. Because Audy who stands in front of them is Audy whose dress sense is very similar to Audy who does not lose memory.

Audy sits gracefully on one of the single sofas that there is only one there.

"Dad, Mother, Om, Aunt, thank you for coming to take the time to gather here" said Audy who got a nod and a sincere smile.

"As I have said before, if there is anything I want to say ... I remember everything..."

A sigh of relief as well as the exclamations from the mothers sounded. Even now Anindya and Anjani took turns hugging Audy accompanied by a sentence of congratulations to the woman.

Audy smiled sweetly in response. However, those who were there still felt an oddity.

"So, what do you want to say, baby?" Anindya first asked a question.

Audy did not immediately reply, she looked one by one every pair of eyes that focused on seeing it. Audy's head was down. His heart was back in the thunders. However, he had no intention of calming his rumble.

"I want to cancel my matchmaking with Aga," said Audy who is getting a significant reaction. All the facial features that were there displayed a mimic of incredible shock.

"Lho, why, honey? Has Aga hurt you?" anjani Seloroh.

Audy shook her head strongly, this time her sobs sounded chiming. Audy has no power to hold back her tears. Though he had prepared everything carefully, but still his heart was extraordinarily sick.

"Actually I'm the one with Aga" Audy added in a quite hoarse voice.

"I mean Aga make want to be like me. Aga actually rejected our matchmaking from the very beginning. I hurt Aga by being selfish" continued Audy with increasingly loud cries.

It was painful, but at the same time Audy was relieved.

"It's been so good that I've survived the same annoying personality I have ... I've hurt Aga..."

Sincere has many definitions, and Audy has chosen her version sincerely. She chose to leave Auriga not because her love no longer existed, but because she knew Auriga was not happy with her.

Audy can withstand the wounds caused by the loss, but Audy is not necessarily able to withstand the injuries caused by the fact that she is the source of the wounds of her loved ones.

Sometimes, your heart is made to fall in love with the person who is never willing to treat the wound of falling into it. So, are you wrong?

No. gabe.

No one has the right and wrong label.

You just do not need to be selfish, because there is nothing happy about the word.

Audy once insisted on holding Auriga until her fingers were full of wounds. Now Audy wants to try and let go. The wound is still there, but at least the task this time only needs to heal. There will be no more additional injuries.

Audy was once selfish, and now she wants to learn to be unselfish.

"Mante I ask you please don't let me hurt my loved ones for too long," pleaded Audy before her crying voice turned into a roar.

Losing is always painful. Crying as a form of pain is okay. Cry until you are satisfied. Really, it's really okay.

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