Sorry I Love You

CHAPTER 37. #FLIPBACK - THE WOUND THAT COMES BACK

Audy got out of the car along with Alona who was holding her hand. Since coming home from the hospital until now Audy has not spoken at all. Alona who already knew that Miss Young was back to remember everything was well understood with the condition of the woman.

Audy deliberately asked for Alona who accompanied her, she bluntly said that in addition to wanting to rest Audy was also in a condition that was not good mentally. He felt he needed time. By taking a distance for a while at least Audy can protect the people around her from the rage of her wounded heart.

"I want to take a break, Lon," said Audy weakly. Alona nods her head with Audy towards the woman's room.

Apparently the room that Audy chose was her old room. Right after the door opened Audy pecked for a few seconds. However, then he still chose to continue in his footsteps.

The room is still the same. It was like he had not had an accident at the time. Audy looked around at the goal, then without being able to prevent her tears from falling.

Audy was thinking about how enthusiastic she was at the time, when she knew she would meet Auriga again after ten years of separation. At that time, at that time Audy ran around the room with a roar of laughter that never broke.

One of his palms held his left chest. Even his heart still remembers the euphoria that destroyed his sanity at that time.

Audy has no power to hold haru at once sick simultaneously. Even more painful, now the longing so peaked in his heart.

"Aga, I miss," he said as he squatted down with his fingers trying to ward off tears.

Audie was in that position for quite a while. Now he got up trying to drag himself to the bed. The two brown coffee netra were immediately glued to the eye patch of the bear character neatly arranged on the pillow.

The tears that stopped now flowed back. The bear character was a character he pinned on Auriga. Even on the day of their separation, Audy gave Auriga a keychain with the character of a large animal. Since then, Audy has often bought knickknacks related to bears to remind her that in her life there is a big boy like a bear who is waiting to meet.

His eyes now turned on the slippers with the same character located right next to the bed. Audy again shed her tears very hard.

"Room," he called so sad.

Auriga is the love of all her love. Audie loved her so much. It hurts to imagine sooner or later he will leave the man, because it doesn't seem to be him that the man wants.

Audy was crying very hard. Audy lasted quite a long time in that condition, then slowly her body was dragged towards the bed about to topple her body onto the mattress.

His sobs were still heard until slowly drowsiness came to him. Audie fell asleep unconsciously with a trail of tears still wet.

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The knock on the door woke Audie. Audy had already memorized it must have been Alona who brought her dinner dishes. The day had changed, but the woman still refused to greet her family. Not without reason, but because his heart is still chaotic. He didn't want his family to see something like this.

Audy still often cries for trivial things that remind her of Auriga, it is also what makes her eyes always seem puffy.

Audy always cried after seeing anything that could remind her of Auriga. Even more painful, every point in the room dominated by the pink color always managed to remind him of the man. However, Audy also did not want to be in her new room. He felt more comfortable there.

Audy opened the door a little, the width of which was only until she could enter the tray. Alona doesn't talk much, the girl always understands, she'll talk if it's really necessary.

"Thank you, Lona," Audy said before closing the door. Alona also just said slowly.

Audrey clearly knew very well. The food she always served was Auriga's cooking. The food menu may be the same as other dishes, but Audy can immediately know that the one who cooks the food is not someone else.

Audy has a favorite taste of savory spicy salty with a sweet taste that does not taste at all, and as long as Audy tried various dishes with the same menu, only the cuisine menu made by Auriga whose taste is always perfect according to his taste.

Audy put her dinner tray on the table, she continued crying, as usual.

The days after his return from the hospital mostly he spent crying and crying. Maybe it wouldn't hurt like this if his return wasn't for a farewell.

Audy sniffles. His fingers tried to wipe away the tears that had been spilled. As much as Audy's energy put away her tears and tears.

"Dear, I miss..."

The sentence was like a mandatory snack, Audy often said on the sidelines of her cries in each session.

"Relope..."

Audy had made up her mind since her eyes opened a few hours in the hospital. And yes, leaving Auriga was her choice. However, Audy never expected the pain would be much more painful than what she imagined.

The shadows of his memories with Auriga more and more days instead of getting eroded away even fertilized fertile. Neither memories of the past nor those created in the near future. Moreover Auriga like always circling his existence.

As of this moment, Audy knew that Auriga was still coming every day. The man's car always goes missing above nine o'clock which if not detained will make Audy break through the door of his room and hug the man tightly and say...

"Dear, I miss."

Sobs are still left. However, her tears were not as hard as before, Audy slowly took a spoon and fed her food.

The taste of the food is always good on the tongue, but not in the heart. It feels really painful. Audy still ate her food even with tears coming back out.

Audy thought, maybe this is her last chance to be able to taste the man's cooking.

Every now and then even Audy chokes because it's too hard to hold the stuffing.

It feels so sad. However, even Audy had no power to stop her tears. The more she wants the more tears.

"Dear, I miss..."

Again and Again. Oh Audy with all her true love.

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