
" I've decided to stay where I am from now on" I said with a chanted heart at a family gathering tonight.
Mami, Papi, Melisa, mama and Angga all gathered in the living room after we finished for dinner.
" Well princess, if you have decided it we will accept your decision. "said papi objectively
" Tell me dear, what is your decision "mama said in an impatient tone
" I will concentrate on the business of the newspaper delivery, boarding fees, rent and caffe owned by James. "my speech with an optimistic tone.
" But baby, you will definitely be tired of going back and forth. Later you will be sick you know "said mami spontaneously.
" Then will you live apart with Angga ??? " say mama with a dislike tone.
" Later we ourselves will discuss this mam "my sahut lirih
" Yes, we've promised to accept whatever the Princess's decision is to stay where.
Yes, we accept his decision.
For they will stay where we just leave the decision in them. They are the same adults.
Papi is sure, they will decide the best ", Papi said wisely.
And finally it was only me and Angga who stayed to talk about our personal matters.
Angga took me to a more private place, He suggested that we talk in the park.
I also agreed.
" I'm sorry, I still can't stay with you in one house. I still can't accept you to be my husband.
To me my husband is James to this day" I said as we got a place to chat.
I saw at a glance Angga seemed surprised at what I said just now.
like he was in shock hearing my words just now.
" Yes, I still can't fully forgive you. It's hard for me to just forgive you "my words are bland.
" Hah . . . so apparently. So all this time I just keGR an "sahut Angga lirih with cynicism.
" It's up to you, consider it how "my voice is no less cynical and also ignited emotions.
" It's good he said. I will forgive him easily.
I am not a cheap woman who can be toyed with at will. "my curse in this heart.
" All right, it's up to you. I can only support you. I really hope you can and will forgive me. "he said in a very clear voice.
All I can do with my wry smile.
" Maybe if you find the one you love you can divorce me, I will accept it.
Because I'm not sure I can love you anymore "I said by leaving her.
I'm satisfied to make Angga hurt, but I'm sure it's nothing with the heartache I felt first.
the pain that spread all over my body first.
I didn't think my mom was deliberately hiding behind a bush to just listen to my conversation with Angga just now.
After I left Angga, he came out of hiding.
" Oh my God, son. You're patient, the princess said so because she still can't forgive you. You have to be patient and win her heart. She's the nicest woman you've ever known, son. Mama sure it was a long time ago you first introduced her to mama. "mama said by hugging her only son - the one she loved so much.
" Yes mam "sahut Angga who can no longer stem the tears of pain over my words just now.