Sorry Boss, I Love U

SB 15

Today is Saturday at exactly 09:00 suddenly our house has been filled with guests and relatives from Mother and Father.

Right, today is my brother Tasya Samuel's wedding day with Angga Bara.

I want to feel like I'm far away from here.

I don't know where.

God, I don't want to stay here, man,

Let me go far away, Lord.

what a cruel fate you have, this,

The person I've always loved, I dreamt of getting married to my own sister.

This heartbreak.

The nuclear family of Angga had gathered in the room that would be made Ijab Qobul on their wedding day.

I saw with laziness Angga Bara wearing a suit all white, on his neck decorated with a necklace of fragrant jasmine flowers spread in this room.

Seen on his lips was a happy smile that had no ceasing.

She's so happy today.

He sat side by side with sister Tasya who also wore a white kebaya that was not when beautiful. In front of them was Father, and beside him was a ruler who would marry Angga Bara to Tasya's sister.

" Put . . "greet a voice and then the figure sits right next to me

After I looked it was James.

I greeted him with a smile that I forced him to.

" They're compatible huh, put . . . ???? " continued James in a whispering voice to me.

I could only nod my head without energy.

I heard faintly James giggled with admiration by still clinging his gaze to the bride and groom before him.

Ijab Qobul Pun has run smoothly, the two brides pledge each other to live while being husband and wife.

No power I hold the turmoil in my heart.

Slowly, I began to retreat to run towards my room.

Since I was no longer able to hold my tears, my chest felt very tight to breathe.

I buried my face deep - deep in the pillow, so that no sound of my crying could be created.

My door rang, someone knocked it from the outside.

" Put . . . daughter . . . "repeated once again.

I'm sure it's James' voice, and I'm out of my room.

I hugged the handsome body of the man in front of me, with the break of my tears that I had been holding back

" You why put . . . ? " ask James in confusion.

" Take me away from here James "pointed me to him

' Yes . . . Where ??? " tanya again

" Where, as long as it's not here "my door still hugs her and with a face that wishes her dearly.

" Well, ' he answered by holding my hand to his car parked outside my yard.

A moment later James' car drove leisurely through the streets of town B, all silent to my ears.

What came to my mind was Angga's happy smile as SAH interrupted Tasya's brother.

My crying started to break again, but without a sound of sobbing.

Only tears came out of my eyes.

" Do you like Angga, put ??? " ask James later.

It was as if the question had brought me back to my senses, that I was in the car with James.

I stared at James' face fixedly.

I was confused as to what to answer.

I am ashamed when I admit it.

My love is just one clap, even Angga Bara never knows if I like it.

For James this may be so much, that I feel so sad to see my loved ones marry my own siblings.

Sometimes I feel so stupid.

Why do I have to be like this???

" I know how I feel about the princess.I know enough "said James later, without waiting for my answer.

I saw James' sad face when I said that.

Then her right hand gently stroked my hair